ndstuff

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(taengsic ver.)

“I just can’t do this to you anymore. Sica, I’m sorry.”

This time, Taeyeon looked sincere as if she really meant it, but her words clearly made Jessica feel devastated. Of course, Jessica didn’t let her see that. No. She didn’t want any sympathy, she already had enough of that.

“It’s Tiffany again, isn’t it?” Jessica smiled bitterly.

“Sica… let’s just stop okay?”

The guilt was eating Taeyeon alive. Jessica was not supposed to be involved in this mess. Taeyeon never wanted to hurt her, yet there she was breaking the poor girl’s heart. Again.

“Taeyeon, I told you didn’t I? I don’t mind. Besides, you’ve cheated on me a lot of times. Why stop now?”

“Is that supposed to make me feel any better?” Taeyeon glared at Jessica but to her surprise, the latter had a soft calm expression on her face.

“No. It’s supposed to make you stay. With me.”

Silence took over with neither of them breaking eye contact.

"You're too nice."

My real friends always say that. One time they told me I should learn how to say “no” to a favor or request because those people would just abuse and would never stop. And they were right of course. They told me that those certain people were just using me because of what I’m capable of. I’m like ‘guys, of course I know that, I’m not stupid you know :)’ but most of the time, I just shrug it off because it doesn’t really affect me lol but my real friends are kinda protective and I’m thankful for that, really, I love you guys for that. Sometimes I feel bad for myself though; when I tell my real friends I’m used to people doing that to me because the truth is I’m not. That’s why I’m cautious when it comes to making friends because I just don’t know what to do and what not do. Maybe that’s why I’m socially awkward lol I’m sorry. Next time, I’ll try to be less nice haha :)