(taengsic ver.)

“I just can’t do this to you anymore. Sica, I’m sorry.”

This time, Taeyeon looked sincere as if she really meant it, but her words clearly made Jessica feel devastated. Of course, Jessica didn’t let her see that. No. She didn’t want any sympathy, she already had enough of that.

“It’s Tiffany again, isn’t it?” Jessica smiled bitterly.

“Sica… let’s just stop okay?”

The guilt was eating Taeyeon alive. Jessica was not supposed to be involved in this mess. Taeyeon never wanted to hurt her, yet there she was breaking the poor girl’s heart. Again.

“Taeyeon, I told you didn’t I? I don’t mind. Besides, you’ve cheated on me a lot of times. Why stop now?”

“Is that supposed to make me feel any better?” Taeyeon glared at Jessica but to her surprise, the latter had a soft calm expression on her face.

“No. It’s supposed to make you stay. With me.”

Silence took over with neither of them breaking eye contact.

"You're too nice."

My real friends always say that. One time they told me I should learn how to say “no” to a favor or request because those people would just abuse and would never stop. And they were right of course. They told me that those certain people were just using me because of what I’m capable of. I’m like ‘guys, of course I know that, I’m not stupid you know :)’ but most of the time, I just shrug it off because it doesn’t really affect me lol but my real friends are kinda protective and I’m thankful for that, really, I love you guys for that. Sometimes I feel bad for myself though; when I tell my real friends I’m used to people doing that to me because the truth is I’m not. That’s why I’m cautious when it comes to making friends because I just don’t know what to do and what not do. Maybe that’s why I’m socially awkward lol I’m sorry. Next time, I’ll try to be less nice haha :)

Dream Kpop Fantasy Concert

It still feels like a dream. To be able to see OT9 on stage was overwhelming, it was so surreal. I didn’t want it to end. It was definitely the best day of my entire fangirl life. I couldn’t hold back my emotions tbqh lol I was shouting so much that my vocal nodules made a comeback and the way my tears fell wow I didn’t even notice I was crying not till I had to wipe my face cos it was so wet. I was shaking so much and ahh it was just the best feeling ever. It was definitely worth it. Spending all my money for the concert ticket, hotel, plane tickets, whatever, waiting 10 hours for the gates to open and for the concert to begin; It was all worth it. I don’t regret anything at all. 

To those nine beautiful perfectly imperfect girls, ladies, dorks. Jessica, Tiffany, Yuri, Yoona, Sooyoung, Seohyun, Hyoyeon, Sunny, and of course, the love of my life, Taeyeon; I love you all so much with all my heart and soul. Until we meet again babies.

P.S.: Can I just say that I AM SO PROUD OF BEING A SONE and yes, that had to be capslocked ok.

SONE, until forever ends.

Friends and followers

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