navel removal

One time in a half asleep state I was obsessing over how hideous my belly button is.

Then my eyes snapped open and I was like holy’s gone. And I had to run my hand across my stomach to double check. All I felt was the scar and I instantly had the craziest smile.

I run my fingers along the scar as often as possible because just knowing it’s gone and feeling that it isn’t there makes me giddy. This was the best decision I ever made.

So today’s the day.

I’m getting my navel removed in less than 5 hours now.

I’m super nervous and completely euphoric at the same time. Today feels really surreal. To finally be here, to be getting it done. I never thought I’d get the opportunity to do this let alone have the funds to get it done.

I don’t even have words at this point. I feel so relieved that today is finally here and I’m getting this done.

Get to know me

I was tagged by @itsneganslucille

I am 5′7″ or taller 
I wear glasses (Unfortunately, yes)
I have at least one tattoo (A few, getting a new one next month)
I have at least one piercing (snakebites, septum & navel, removed the ear ones to get more place for the stretched lobes)
I have brown hair!
I have green/blue eyes
I have shortish hair??? (Not super super short)
My abs are at least somewhat defined (damn right they are)
I have or have had braces
There is something I would change about the way I look (A few things)

My Hogwarts house is: Gryffindor, Hufflepuff, Ravenclaw, Slytherin
I am an introvert
I like love meeting new people
People tell me that I’m funny
Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me
I enjoy physical challenges
I enjoy mental challenges
I’m playfully rude with people I know well
I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it
There is something I would change about my personality (I wish I wasn’t that shy & introvert tho)


I can sing well 
I can play an instrument
I can do over 30 pushups without stopping
I’m a fast runner
I can draw well (Back in time, now I don’t know??? maybe I could still redraw stuff?)
I have a good memory (depends for what, generally about music yes)
I’m good at doing math in my head (I’m a disaster)
I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute
I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling
I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch
I know how to throw a proper punch

I enjoy playing sports
I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else
I’m in a orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else
I have learned a new song in the past week (More than one, discovered quite a few bands actually)
I work out at least once a week
I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months
I have drawn something in the past month (tried to get back to portraits like 4 days ago I was bored)
I enjoy writing
Fandoms are my #1 passion (Not my number one passion but it up there)
I do or have done martial arts

I have had my first kiss
I have had alcohol (I’m straight edge, buddy)
I have scored the winning goal in a sports game
I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting
I have been at an overnight event
I have been in a taxi
I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year
I have beaten a video game in one day
I have visited another country
I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts 

I’m in a relationship
I have a celebrity crush (A lot)
I have a crush on someone I know
I have been in at least 3 relationships
I have never been in a relationship
I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them 
I get crushes easily
I have had a crush on someone for over a year
I have been in a relationship for at least a year
I have had feelings for a friend

I have at least one person I consider a “best friend”
I live close to my school
My parents are still together
i have at least one sibling
I live in the United States
There is snow right now where I live
I have hung out with a friend outside of school in the past month
I have a smartphone (I have an old stuff that looks like a blackberry, I hate phones)
I have at least 15 CDs (+200 actually, can’t get enough)
I share my room with someone

I have breakdanced
I know a person named Jamie
I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce
I have dyed my hair (Since I’m 13 they’re pitch black)
I’m listening to one song on repeat right now 
I have punched someone in the past week
I know someone who has gone to jail
I have broken a bone
I have eaten a waffle today
I know what I want to do with my life
I speak at least 2 languages fluently (Well french obvi & english, learnt spanish when I was at school but don’t remember anything)
I have made a new friend in the past year 

Tagging: @smuttwd ; @viking-witch ; @nerdflash & @hannibalssweaters

My No navel anniversary is tomorrow!

It will be one year since I had it removed and before having it removed I never would have thought getting rid of it would change the way I look at my body. It was a spectacular experience and I’m so glad I had the opportunity to get it done.

Now I will sit here and stare at my e-mail debating sending the artist a message thanking them but not wanting to be a pest.

 It boggles my mind when Russ posts photos of my navel removal and 60% is just people going “oh my god why?”

Why do you eat that food?

Why do you watch that show?

Why do you wear those clothes?


This is not a difficult concept.

And since I’m already on the subject, here is a healed photo. It’s so pretty. I’m so happy.