navel removal

One time in a half asleep state I was obsessing over how hideous my belly button is.

Then my eyes snapped open and I was like holy shit..it’s gone. And I had to run my hand across my stomach to double check. All I felt was the scar and I instantly had the craziest smile.

I run my fingers along the scar as often as possible because just knowing it’s gone and feeling that it isn’t there makes me giddy. This was the best decision I ever made.

So today’s the day.

I’m getting my navel removed in less than 5 hours now.

I’m super nervous and completely euphoric at the same time. Today feels really surreal. To finally be here, to be getting it done. I never thought I’d get the opportunity to do this let alone have the funds to get it done.

I don’t even have words at this point. I feel so relieved that today is finally here and I’m getting this done.

Get to know me

I was tagged by @itsneganslucille

APPEARANCE:
I am 5′7″ or taller 
I wear glasses (Unfortunately, yes)
I have at least one tattoo (A few, getting a new one next month)
I have at least one piercing (snakebites, septum & navel, removed the ear ones to get more place for the stretched lobes)
I have brown hair!
I have green/blue eyes
I have shortish hair??? (Not super super short)
My abs are at least somewhat defined (damn right they are)
I have or have had braces
There is something I would change about the way I look (A few things)


PERSONALITY:
My Hogwarts house is: Gryffindor, Hufflepuff, Ravenclaw, Slytherin
I am an introvert
I like love meeting new people
People tell me that I’m funny
Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me
I enjoy physical challenges
I enjoy mental challenges
I’m playfully rude with people I know well
I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it
There is something I would change about my personality (I wish I wasn’t that shy & introvert tho)

ABILITY:

I can sing well 
I can play an instrument
I can do over 30 pushups without stopping
I’m a fast runner
I can draw well (Back in time, now I don’t know??? maybe I could still redraw stuff?)
I have a good memory (depends for what, generally about music yes)
I’m good at doing math in my head (I’m a disaster)
I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute
I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling
I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch
I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES:
I enjoy playing sports
I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else
I’m in a orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else
I have learned a new song in the past week (More than one, discovered quite a few bands actually)
I work out at least once a week
I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months
I have drawn something in the past month (tried to get back to portraits like 4 days ago I was bored)
I enjoy writing
Fandoms are my #1 passion (Not my number one passion but it up there)
I do or have done martial arts

EXPERIENCES:
I have had my first kiss
I have had alcohol (I’m straight edge, buddy)
I have scored the winning goal in a sports game
I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting
I have been at an overnight event
I have been in a taxi
I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year
I have beaten a video game in one day
I have visited another country
I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts 

RELATIONSHIP:
I’m in a relationship
I have a celebrity crush (A lot)
I have a crush on someone I know
I have been in at least 3 relationships
I have never been in a relationship
I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them 
I get crushes easily
I have had a crush on someone for over a year
I have been in a relationship for at least a year
I have had feelings for a friend

MY LIFE:
I have at least one person I consider a “best friend”
I live close to my school
My parents are still together
i have at least one sibling
I live in the United States
There is snow right now where I live
I have hung out with a friend outside of school in the past month
I have a smartphone (I have an old stuff that looks like a blackberry, I hate phones)
I have at least 15 CDs (+200 actually, can’t get enough)
I share my room with someone

RANDOM SHIT:
I have breakdanced
I know a person named Jamie
I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce
I have dyed my hair (Since I’m 13 they’re pitch black)
I’m listening to one song on repeat right now 
I have punched someone in the past week
I know someone who has gone to jail
I have broken a bone
I have eaten a waffle today
I know what I want to do with my life
I speak at least 2 languages fluently (Well french obvi & english, learnt spanish when I was at school but don’t remember anything)
I have made a new friend in the past year 


Tagging: @smuttwd ; @viking-witch ; @nerdflash & @hannibalssweaters

My No navel anniversary is tomorrow!

It will be one year since I had it removed and before having it removed I never would have thought getting rid of it would change the way I look at my body. It was a spectacular experience and I’m so glad I had the opportunity to get it done.

Now I will sit here and stare at my e-mail debating sending the artist a message thanking them but not wanting to be a pest.

 It boggles my mind when Russ posts photos of my navel removal and 60% is just people going “oh my god why?”

Why do you eat that food?

Why do you watch that show?

Why do you wear those clothes?

BECAUSE YOU LOOKED AT IT WENT FRICK YEAH I’D LIKE TO HAVE ME SOME OF THAT AND THEN YOU HAD YOURSELF SOME OF THAT.

This is not a difficult concept.

And since I’m already on the subject, here is a healed photo. It’s so pretty. I’m so happy.