ARE YOU FUCKKIINGGG KIDDING ME HE LITERALLY JUST STEPS IN FRONT OF THE CAR THAT IS ON FIRE AND COULD CRUSH HIS BODY AND NONCHALANTLY MOVES ASIDE LIKE ITS NOTHING I MEAN WHATS GOING THROUGH YOUR MIND BUCKY LIKE OH IM GONNA WAIT TILL THE LAST SECOND TO MOVE BC I FEEL LIKE BEING THEATRICAL
I 👏🏾want 👏🏾 to 👏🏾 know 👏🏾about 👏🏾 Nick 👏🏾 Fury &&& 👏🏾 Natasha.
The scene when he dies is one of my fave in the MCU because of ScarJo’s acting. She is sooooo emotional, barely contained emotional. She’s whispering (praying? I need to google the script) when his heart stops. She’s blinking away tears and then the little head touch of his body.
For how long did the red room have her? For how long was she just a weapon for them? A thing to be used.
For how long did she wait for Fury/SHIELD to do her wrong? To force her into a bad situation?
What happened between them to develop such deep trust?
When cap stops her in the hallway and she angrily turns and demands to know why Fury was at Steves apartment, and he avoids the question he lies??? Fuuuck, you can see how angry but resigned that makes her. Cuz at a level she knows. Steve doesn’t trust her, and she could be offended but also Steve has a lot of reasons to not trust her (1. nick fury saying trust no one then ‘dying’).
When he reveals he’s alive and her reaction! (Not there yet so I’ll probably leap into that later).
Fuck, when she gets shocked by the thingie and he’s trying to wake her up! Romanov. Romanov! Natasha!? Ahh, that scene. I remember that sooo clearly!! Their relationship is the most interesting of the avengers squad to me, and honestly I’d accept a Nat/Fury relationship over Nat/Banner. And I don’t ship it at all, but there’s more supporting moments that show complexity in their relationship and a deep level of caring, that far surpasses anything between banner and Natasha.
I need 3.5 hours of backstory. And I need the details to be purposefully muddy to which nothing can possibly be fact checked in world, but there’s enough there that the love that’s there is unquestionable.
I realize that comic history might be available on this, but nah. I want in the MCU canon compliant shit. I want Samuel L Jackson and scarjo being the characters as we see this unfold.