🔹 I have been waiting forever for my appointment letter to come from the radiotherapy department so I can be rid of my overactive thyroid. My anxiety is going berserk and I feel like I’m getting worsening palpitations - both symptoms of Graves. I feel like my life is on hold until I fix this.
🔹my teeth are so fucked and I’m not entirely sure I can afford to fix them.
🔹 today was a bad day for social anxiety but I seem to have survived it and now I have the exhaustion hangover.
🔹 I’m still annoyed about the old cat pee stains not coming out of our carpet
🔹 I feel quite paranoid everyone hates me because I don’t know how to talk to anyone. Sorry.