honestly you guys. he and I aren’t together anymore. but I’ll always love him with all my fucking heart. he is the realist thing I’ve ever had. I’ve never tried so hard in my life, and I’m happy I did because it made him happy. I’m going to be sad not getting anymore cute messages in the morning or night. or the random phone calls. but I want him to be happy. and if he ever wants me back again, I’ll be here waiting for him. I’m in love with him. he made me so happy you guys it’s so crazy haha. like I’ve never been so happy in my life, and I’m going to miss him and at the same time. I’m not going to be all sad because things will get better.