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Shelter from Your Storm (Part 23)

Blindspot fanfic.

(Part 1 | Part 2 |  Part 3 |  Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10| Part 11 | Part 12 | Part 13 | Part 14 | Part 15 | Part 16 | Part 17 | Part 18 | Part 19 | Part 20 | Part 21 | Part 22)

We got a third season!!! I am still feeling giddy about it. I’ve been kind of dragging my feet about writing the end of this story, because I just couldn’t handle saying goodbye to both the canon world and my fictional version. Nah, I don’t get attached to fictional characters at all… But yay, here’s to the season finale (OMG, that promo!!), the coming season, and all the fanfiction that they will inspire! Hugs to our whole fandom!!


There wasn’t room to pace in the surveillance van.

But that didn’t stop Kurt from trying, looking from Patterson’s screen to Tasha’s.

“Did you get into their security feed yet?” he demanded.

Patterson glanced up, a reproachful look in her blue eyes. “This isn’t a 7-Eleven, Weller. There’s a lot of encryption here. We’re going as fast as we can.”

He grunted, moving back to Zapata. “Are their comms on yet?”

Zapata shook her head. “Nothing yet.”

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WHEN IN SOUTH…

Personal.
Went out with a guy friend, someone who’s a big part of the squad, someone I really look up to, tonight. We talked a lot; about girls, about experiences. And in the middle of the talk, he suddenly asked me about the things I like about you. I closed my eyes, and breathe heavily. Gahd, about you nanaman. I don’t know how to respond, I don’t know what to answer. There are lots of things I could say, but I couldn’t, I don’t understand why but damn, It was really hard for me to find the perfect words for them. Yes, it’s been so long pero I still find it so hard; I like you, I like all of you. I like every single damn thing about you. I like the way you joke around. I like how passionate you are on the things you do. I like how you react on things. I like the way you smile. I like the way you interact to me. I’ve seen a lot of bad things about you na pero for God’s sake, wow, I am still into you. And maybe that’s the reason talaga why I like you - I like the way you make me feel, I like how you make me feel so tanga in love. I’ve never felt any of this before, I’ve never been like this before. And has no plans to be like this but here I am, being so it na. You are so different, I like how different you are among the girls I’ve met. I like how you make me feel so scared and afraid of losing you, I like every little thing you do that makes me think na “tangina. for keeps talaga, di na ko makakahanap ng tulad neto”. I like you, I like you so much. I like you all for myself. I like myself more when it comes to you. I love you. Back to the story, again, there are lots of things I could say. I want to say all of the things that popped up in my mind and explain to him how and why. I want him to know how much I am into you, I want to let the whole world know. I want to show him the reason why still gv parin ako in the middle of my so known problems. But there, I just chuckled and answered him, “Wala. She just make me wanna go up from bed so early kasi I know after being on the bed, I will be in the couch na agad talking to her”. He responded agad, “Bro you’re fucked up. Better stay away from that girl hanggat kaya mo pa”. I know what are the type of girls my friends want for me, sometimes, they trip me with the grinders haha pero nah, I trust them and I know most of the time they only want what’s the best for me, and this time, it was not you.

Tangina bro, about that ‘staying away’ thing, I did it na. And you know what? I feel like I was fucked up even more. Haha pero we got to chill, God has better plans for me. And I am so ready for them already.
And to you, this is my Day 1 baby, bye for real.

supermakhtan, the fucked up, no more …
“supermakhtan”.

MY PRINCE-SS CHARMING

Chapter 11

“Love you.” she heard him say.

Napahinto siya sa paglalakad. She wasn’t sure if she heard him right or nananaginip lang siya. Elmo can’t possibly love her. He’s confused for god’s sake. She shook her head and thought of the latter kaya naglakad na lang uli siya and continued grocery shopping.

“H.” tawag ni Elmo sa kanya.

Hindi niya ito tinitignan at patuloy lang sa paglalagay ng kung anu-ano sa cart niya.

“H, di mo ba ko narinig?” he asked when he caught up with her. Hindi kumibo si Julie kaya Elmo wrapped his arm around her shoulder.

“Tsk. Elmo ano ba.” sabi niya habang inaalis ang braso ng binata but Elmo kept still.

“H, sabi ko love you.” Elmo said again.

“Please take your arm away from me.” Julie said.

“No. Ayoko, ayoko, ayoko.” paulit-ulit na sabi ni Elmo.

“Elmo naman please?” she begged but still, akbay-akbay pa rin siya nito.

She heaved a deep sigh at saka na lang nagpatuloy sa ginagawa, trying her best in ignoring the guy next to her.

“H, wala man lang love you too diyan?” Elmo asked, obviously teasing her.

“I’m busy, Elmo. Don’t play games with me.” she said.

“But I’m not playing games with you. Seryoso a–”

“Stop it. Let’s just finish this thing and then go home afterwards. Okay?” sabi niya. “And please take your arm off my shoulder?”

“No way. I like it here.” Elmo said and even leaned his head on her head. “Come on, H. Let’s do this thing.” pagyaya na ni Elmo.

They were walking along the aisle nang may makasalubong silang pamilyar na tao.

“Dude!” the guy said.

“Uy, Aldrin pare.” Elmo greeted him. “What are you doing here?” he asked.

“Ah. Naggrocery ako for mom.” sagot naman ni Aldrin.

“Oh okay.” Elmo said.

Nakita ni Julie how Aldrin looked at her as if sizing her up and as if she doesn’t belong again. Napaiwas siya nang tingin at dahan-dahan inalis ang kamay ni Elmo na nakaakbay sa kanya.

“Onga pala dude. Remember Julie?” Elmo said and even placed his hand on her waist, pulling her closer in the process.

“Ah yeah!” he replied. “Hi, Julie. How’s your office? Okay na ba?” he asked.

Julie knew that Aldrin doesn’t like talking to her pero para sa kaibigang si Elmo, he tries hard to befriend her.

“Uhm. It turned out okay. We fixed it immediately.” she replied shyly.

She felt how Elmo caresses her waist as if assuring her that he is there and that she has nothing to be afraid of. Dahan-dahan pang kinuha ni Elmo ang kamay niya and intertwined their fingers.

“Sige dude. Mauna na kami ni Julie ha? We have things to do pa eh. Say hi na lang to tita for me okay?” nagmamadaling sabi ni Elmo saka na sila naglakad palayo ni Julie.

Dire-diretso sila hanggang sa exit ng grocery. Iniwan pa ni Elmo ang cart nila sa kalagitnaan.

“Uy, Moe yung groceries.” Julie said to him.

“Uhm… Alis na tayo dito. Let’s watch a movie.” pagyaya ni Elmo.

“Are you okay?” she asked.

“Yeah. I’m good. Basta babawi na lang ako sayo. Ako na bibili ng groceries bukas and ihahatid ko na lang sa bahay mo. Basta nuod tayo ng movie.” Elmo said.

“Okay. Pero I get to choose the movie. Since may kasalanan ka pa sa akin.” she said.

“Alright. Tara na.” sagot ni Elmo.

Umakyat na sila sa 4th floor ng mall and looked at the list of movies that are showing that day.

“Hm. Parang I want action.” Julie said as she scans the list.

“Action? How about comedy na lang?” Elmo suggested.

“No. Gusto ko action. Remember, may atraso ka pa sa akin. Hahaha.” Natatawang paalala ni Julie kay Elmo.

“Okay fine.” Elmo agreed.

Julie clapped her hands tsaka na sinabi kay Elmo ang gusto niyang panuorin.

*****

The movie isn’t that bad at all. It’s just that, he was never a fan of action movies. He’d rather watch heavy drama than those kinds of movie. Ewan niya kung bakit but he thought that it was a psychological effect on him because he was always beaten up by his dad and by the bullies in school. Kaya siguro never niya nagustuhan ang mga suntukan o sakitan.

“Hey.” he heard Julie calling him.

Napatingin siya rito and looked at her questioningly.

“Yeah?”

“Are you okay? Simula nung nanuod tayo ng movie hindi ka na kumibo.” sabi ng dalaga.

“Sorry, H.” Elmo said as he scratches the back of his head. “May uhm… May naalala lang.” he added.

Nanlaki ang mata ni Julie and he knew immediately that Julie knows what is bugging him.

“Oh my. Is it about the? Omg. H, I’m so so sorry.” Julie said sabay yakap sa kanya. “Sorry talaga if it reminded you of your past.” alalang sabi nito.

“Ano ka ba wala yun.” Elmo said. “Uhm. Uwi na tayo?” pagyaya niya. Tumango si Julie and they walked to the parking lot.

*****

Nang makarating sila ay hinatid na niya si Julie to her front door.

“Thanks for this bipolar day. Haha.” Julie told him.

“Yeah. Sorry kanina ha?” Elmo said.

“Nah. Okay na yun. Uhm… Coffee gusto mo?” pagyaya sa kanya ni Julie. Tumango si Elmo and they both went inside her house.

Nakaupo sila sa may bar counter while waiting for the hot water.

“Moe?”

“Hm?”

“Uhm. Yung kanina. B-bakit bigla ka nagyaya umalis ng grocery?” hindi naman sumagot kaagad si Elmo. “Iniiwasan mo ba si Aldrin?” she asked.

“It’s not that. A-ayoko lang yung way ng pagtingin niya sayo.” Elmo said.

“Ha? Bakit?” maang-maangang tanong nito.

“Come on, Julie. Alam ko na halata mo kay Drin na hindi ka niya gusto for me.” hindi naman nakaimik si Julie. “And ayoko ng ganun.” Elmo added.

“Sus.”

“Enough about it na nga. Nag-enjoy ka ba?” pag-iba ni Elmo sa usapan.

“Oo naman. Kahit binwiset mo ko kaninang umaga.” Julie said and glared at him. Natawa si Elmo sa kanya.

“You mean, nung late akong nagising or nung…” he let his sentence hang as he moved closer to Julie.

“Hoy!” she yelled. “Ano yan?!”

“Jules, sabi ko naman kanina diba? Pwedeng-pwede mong gawin saken lahat ng gusto mo.” he said. He slowly walked towards her at paatras namang lumalakad si Julie.

“T-tigilan mo ko Elmo ha! Isa!” she yelled.

“Jules, we’re 24 at alam kong gusto mo rin to.” he said at dahan-dahan niyang inaangat ang tshirt niya.

“Isang lapit mo pa tatadyakan kita!” Julie said as she backs up away from him. “Isa, Elmo!”

“Bakit ba nahihiya ka pa?”

“Sisigaw ako ng rape?!” Julie yelled.

“Oh? Pero kanina nung ginising mo ko sabi mo gusto mo kong rapin.” Elmo teased. Napahinto si Julie sa pag-atras dahil sa sinabi ni Elmo.

“Y-you heard me?” she asked. Elmo just smirked at her as she turns beet red.

“Yeah. I was awake the whole time.” Elmo said. “Akala mo ha.” at saka na niya nacorner ang dalaga.

“Shit ka alam mo yun?” Julie told him.

Their faces are only inches apart, they practically breathe the same air. Elmo can smell her breath na sobrang nakaka-turn on sa kanya. She smells like a hundred roses at sobrang naaaddict siya rito.

“Jules, nakakaconfuse ka lalo. Alam mo ba yun?” Elmo asked her.

“A-ako? B-bakit?”

“One minute, I feel gay pero everytime I’m with you, it’s like shit. Julie Anne nakakalito ka.” Elmo said and before Julie could say anything ay hinalikan na niya ito.

At first, she isn’t responding to his kisses. Halatang nagulat ang dalaga but then after a few moments ay bumigay rin ito. She started kissing him back. He could taste her sweetness in every kiss and lalo siyang nababaliw rito. Iba ang pakiramdam niya sa mga halik ni Julie. He nibbled at her bottom lip and Julie let out soft moans. Napayakap pa ng mahigpit sa kanya ang dalaga.

“M-Moe wait.” hingal na sabi ni Julie.

“Why?” Elmo asked habang humahalik pa sa mga labi ng dalaga. “Julie please.”

“W-wait lang. Y-yung kape.” Julie said. Obviously feeling nervous at what they’re doing. Nagpunta si Elmo sa coffee maker and took the plug out.

“Okay na?” he asked pero hindi sumagot si Julie kaya hinalikan na niya ito ulit. He leaned her on the refrigerator as his hands caressed her sides. Tapos binuhat niya si Julie and made her sit on the counter top.

“Elmo…” Julie moaned.

Lalong ginanahan si Elmo sa narinig. He inserted his one hand under her shirt and in just a snap, unhooked her bra. Inangat niya ang bra nito and his hand started playing with her bosom. Napaungol si Julie at napaangat ng ulo.

“Moe…” she moaned.

Elmo kissed her jaw then her neck. Napakayakap sa kanya ang dalaga and he left kiss marks on her neck to her collarbone. Binuhat niya ito and they went up to her room, not breaking their kiss.

*****

Dahan-dahan siyang hiniga ni Elmo sa kama at saka ito pumaibabaw sa kanya. He continued kissing her as if her lips were the last candy on Earth. Sa tuwing hahalikan ni Elmo ang bawat parte ng katawan niya ay para siyang nakakaramdam ng kuryente. Nakakabaliw ang mga halik ni Elmo. Nakakaaddict.

Dahan-dahan niyang inangat ang tshirt ni Elmo and tinulungan siya nito na hubarin iyon ng tuluyan. Tapos, siya naman ang tinanggalan ni Elmo ng shirt niya. Nahihiya siya because the moment her shirt was removed ay napahinto si Elmo tsaka siya tinitigan ng matagal. She felt conscious kaya tinakpan niya ang dibdib niya.

“No.” Elmo told her saka inalis ang kamay niya. “You look wonderful, H. You look… Perfect.” he said saka na siya hinalikan ulit.

Bumaba ang halik ni Elmo sa leeg niya, down to her collar bone, down to her crowns. She was arching her back to the sensation she’s feeling. Napayakap siya kay Elmo na enjoy na enjoy sa paghalik sa dibdib niya.

“Ahhh… Elmo…” she moaned.

“Mmmm…” she heard Elmo moaned. Naramdaman niyang hinahaplos-haplos ni Elmo ang legs niya and soon, she felt him slowly unbuttoning her shorts.

She waited for his next move. Pero tumigil ang binata at saka napaangat ang ulo nito.

Bigla itong tumayo and nagsuot uli ng tshirt tsaka na niya inabot kay Julie ang shirt niya.

“What the?” mangiyak-ngiyak na sabi ni Julie.

“I’m sorry Julie. Hindi ko dapat ginawa yun.”

“Ha? A-anong sabi mo?” Julie asked, tears streaming from her eyes. “Ganun na lang yun? Almost sex pero pag naisipan mong tigilan, titigilan mo?!” umiiyak na sabi niya.

“I’m sorry…”

“Fuck you!” she cried. “Twice, Elmo. You did this twice already. Shit kang bading ka!” Julie yelled and stormed out of her house.

*****

Nagising si Sef sa malakas na pagbagsak ng pinto sa condo unit niya. He was scared that maybe it’s an intruder at baka gahasain siya or worst. Baka patayin siya.

“OMG! OMG!” he whispered as he slowly walks to the door. “OMG, Lord. Is this the end of my beautiful life?” he asked.

Binuksan niya ang pinto at sinilip kung sino ang pumasok sa bahay niya.

“Lord, sana papable yung magnanakaw. Baka sakaling pwede ko pa maging bf. Wag shonget ha?” bulong niya pa.

Naglakad siya palabas ng kwarto and screamed when he saw the figure of a woman.

“Aaaaaaaaaaaah!!!” he screamed. “Lord hindi ako lesbian why naman girlash itey?!” maarteng tanong niya.

Binuksan niya ang ilaw at saka nahinto sa pagsigaw nang marealize kung sino ang babae.

“Bff?” he asked. Nag-angat ng ulo si Julie and ran to him tsaka ito yumakap sa kanya. “Oh? Anetch ang nangyari?” he asked.

“Shit siya. Shit talaga siya.” Julie cried.

“Sinetch?” he asked. Nilayo niya si Julie sa kanya tsaka ito tinitigan maigi. “Anetch nangyari sayo babaita ka? Bakit maga ang lipsung mo?! Sinetch ang sumapak?!”

“Tsk. Sef naman eh.”

“Eh ano ba kasing happenings? Ako friend sleeping beauty na ditey ha. Bigla kang papasok at crayola khomeni pa.”

“Si Elmo kasi…”

“Oh. Anmeron sa suitor de beki mo?”

“Sef, I feel like I’ve been turned down. Feeling ko I’ll never be good enough. Na parang hindi ko siya kayang gawing lalaki.” Julie told him.

“Bakit? Mas makapal pa make-up niya sayo?” he asked.

“Hindi. Naman kasi eh.”

“Eh ano nga kasi?! Jojombagin na kita!!”

“Kasi kanina…” nahihiyang sabi ni Julie.

“Ano?” inip na tanong naman niya.

“We almost did it.” she finally said. Nanlaki ang mata ni Sef tsaka niya pinaghahampas ang kaibigan.

“Ohmygosh ka!!! Haliparot ka ever!!” sigaw niya.

“Aray!” sigaw ni Julie saka pa siya sinapak nito.

“Aray! Aba Cariño Brutal ka na ngayong babaita ka ha?!”

“Sef seryoso na kasi.” umiyak nanaman si Julie tsaka napasalampak sa sahig. “Alam mo yung feeling na bitin na bitin ka tapos ang sakit-sakit ng puso mo kasi feeling mo binasted ka na parang ewan?”

“Julie ano ba nangyari? Okay you almost did that pero bakit ka umiiyak?”

“He stopped. Hindi niya tinuloy. I felt used. Feeling ko ang dumi ko na ewan kaya siya tumigil. Feeling ko hindi ako marunong. Hindi ako magaling. Hindi ako sapat para sa kanya.”

“Or better yet, hindi lang siya lalaki para ituloy yung kung anetch man yun. He can’t accept the fact na you are turning him into a straight guy that fast. Hindi niya maaccept na ikaw lang ang magpapaganun sa kanya to the point na tatalikuran niya ang buhay bakla niya para sayo. Hindi niya tanggap that he’s in love with you already dahil una, takot siya. Pangalawa, hindi pa siya sure kung kaya na niya, and three, hindi niya pa kayang iwanan ang nakaraan niya.” Sef said. Hindi naman nakakibo si Julie at umiyak na lang.

“Suko na ko, Sef. Kung ayaw niya wala naman akong magagawa diba?”

“Ay medyo bobo ka talaga no? Didn’t you understand what I just said?” Sef asked. “Julie, Elmo likes you. He may even be in love with you pero dahil sa nangyari sa kanya na he’s been hurt by a lot of people, hindi siya sure kung kaya pa ba niyang magmahal ng babae. He loves you, naffeel ko yun. Kaya kung susuko ka na, parang balewala lang lahat ng pinaghirapan mo sa kanya.” he said.

“What do you mean?”

“He’s becoming straight, Jules.”