Have you guys ever seen that post about how the way parents talk to their children becomes their inner voice?
That means that sometimes Zen looks at the mirror and all he remembers are his mom’s harsh words telling him he’s ugly, scolding him for not being as obedient as his brother.
That means that sometimes before he sends a picture of himself into the chat he probably hesitates, because he’s not sure if he really does look good in it. His narcissism is all just a façade to hide the fact that he’s actually so insecure inside.
That means that when you start living with him there will probably be days when he just feels absolutely disgusting, and all he does is avoid mirrors, work out almost to the point of overexertion, and you have to stop him and just assure him that he is alright the way he is.
You’ll start to wonder if the reason why he heals so quickly is because his body’s so used to it.
You’ll start to wonder what it was like before you came along. On good days he would be sweet and loving, but on the bad days he wouldn’t even want to look at you because he doesn’t feel like he deserves to. Because he’s ugly. Because you deserve better.
You’re there with him through thick and thin because you love him, and each day you just have to remind him that you love him and that both of you deserve each other.
One day he’ll learn to love himself, you tell yourself. And so you stay, because in the first place, you have no reason to leave. You’ve got a perfect man. His insecurities don’t change that. He just has to see himself as how you see him.
Just a mini-fic before I go to bed!
I’d like to dedicate this to @zens-ponytail because she inspired me with her previous post here.
If this post actually blows up I’ll do one for the rest of the RFA members + V + Saeran since this was actually really fun to make.
This is kinda random but this idea has been stuck in my head: what if mc just liked to go out and sit on the roof at night to look at the stars and one night their s/o catches them (I'd imagine Jumin would flip his Shit tbh)
need some cute ass fluff in my life so im doing this sorry
when he first finds MC, he doesnt say anything
he just stares at them, smiling
god, i am so lucky
how can just the mere sight of someone make me so, so happy?
i swear to god, i’ll never get tired of this view…
“hey there, cutie. you looked cold”
Yoosung sits down beside MC, wrapping his arms around them along with a blanket
they’re both inside the blanket together, snuggling on the roof while MC stares up at the stars and Yoosung looks mostly at them
he rests his head on MC’s shoulders and closes his eyes, soaking up the moment with them
“Yoosung? you’re not gonna fall asleep, are you?”
as Yoosung answers he wraps both arms around MC, smiling and breathing in the night air deeply
“so what if i do? even sleeping on the roof is warm with you~”
MC giggles a little and pulls the blanket over him more, resting their head on his
he sees MC and instantly has to join them
“hey baby, whatchya doin?”
he would catch them by surprise and talk in a cute voice
“oh, Zen! i was just looking up at the stars…”
“do you care if i join you?”
MC scoots over and pats the space next to them
“of course not!”
so Zen climbs out to the roof and sits next to MC, putting an arm around them and rubbing their arm in an attempt to warm em up
him and MC look up at the sky together in silence for some time before Zen decides to turn his attention to MC
after a few seconds of staring, they turn to look at Zen, too
“what is it?”
Zen looks into their eyes for a second of two, smiling, and leans forward to kiss them
MC can feel the smile in his kiss, and shudders a little when his hand touches their face
“nothing, i just wanted to do that” Zen says almost mater-of-factly through his smile, then turns back to the night sky
MC gets all flustered even though kissing Zen is something they do all the time, and he pulls them closer, running his fingers through their hair
as soon as she sees MC, she runs into her room to grab a jacket
“MC, what are you doing on the roof? do you need a jacket?”
Jaehee awkwardly climbs on the roof and drapes the jacket over their shoulders
“i was just looking at the stars, Jaehee! sorry if i worried you…”
“im just worried about you getting sick”
“i know, i know…”
they sit in silence for a few moments before Jaehee speaks up again
“you know, they way you look at the night sky is quite endearing”
MC feels warm suddenly
Jaehee scoots closer to MC, wrapping an arm around them
she quickly pecks their cheek before looking up at the stars again
oh my god, what is MC doing out there?!
they’re going to catch a cold like that!
“darling? why are you on the roof at this time of night? and in your pajamas?”
when MC turns their face is red, and they nervously pushing some loose hairs behind their ear
“oh, J-Jumin! i was just looking up at the starts…they’re so pretty tonight”
Jumin’s heart softens with MC’s words, and his concerned look instantly melts into a smile
“well if they’re as pretty as you say, i’d like to see them myself”
this is where Jumin Han, still wearing his suit, awkwardly climbs onto the roof through the window
MC giggles as they watch him
“okay, im here”
Jumin tries to fix his hair, smirking at MC in response to their joke
he takes off his suit jacket and drapes it over MC’s shoulders
he sits next to MC, hugging his knees as they stare up at the night sky
as much as he wants to join them, he just cant take his eyes off of MC for even a second
“Jumin! you arent even looking up!”
he hadnt even realized he was staring
he reaches out, pulling MC close to him and wrapping an arm around their shoulder
“i guess i just love the way the stars look reflected in your eyes”
as Jumin pulls MC in, he places a soft, warm kiss on their cheek, then nestles his head into their neck
the sensation tickles MC a bit, but they just kiss his head and continue to look up at the stars
“come here often?”
when MC turns toward the window they see Seven leaning out of it, his arm resting on the window sill
“only when there arent any clouds”
Seven climbs onto the roof as if he’s done it a million times
“i like to come out here too, but mostly just to get away from you”
MC smiles and playfully pushes on Seven’s arm
Seven responds by wrapping both arms around MC and pulling them in between his legs
he unzippes his jacket, then zips it back up around the both of them, hugging MC from behind inside the big hoodie
“what the heck are you doing?”
“you looked cold! what else was i supposed to do?”
Seven rests his chin on MC’s shoulder, looking up with them
he points out stars, planets, and constellations
he even has this cute trick where he knows where all the letters of the alphabet are in the sky, so he can spell MC’s name in the stars
after taking about stars and space and aliens for awhile, Seven decides to end the conversation by littering MC’s cheek, neck, and shoulder with little kisses
“love you so, so much. you know that, right?”
MC awkwardly cranes their neck so they can look at Seven
“i love you too, more than anything”
Seven places a small, uncomfortable kiss on MC’s lips before they turn around again, and he wraps his arms around them even tighter and pulls then closer as he returns to resting his chin on their shoulder
can u tell how much a crave physical affection? lol
Well, this is kinda angsty, but can I request a scenario where zen & mc are together and in the last rfa party zen slept with jaehee and after a few days jaehee couldn't deal with the blame and told mc in front of all rfa but MC pretended not to believe her (andthenrfa*cof*saeran*cof*tryingtocomforther). This is ridiculously specific, i know lolol but feel free if you don't want to do it, it's okay, or if you want to change anything just do it 😅 I love love love your blog and your writing ❤❤❤❤❤
Ok so this post actually ended up being realllly long and I don’t know how to do the ‘read more’ thing so I’m really sorry to anyone trying to scroll by Oops
And I’m so glad you like my writing, and I’m also really glad I got this request because at first I wasn’t sure how to write it (I basically ended up writing a fanfiction using bullet points haha oops) but I had a lot of fun doing it.
Disclaimer: I don’t think Zen would ever cheat and I actually don’t think Jaehee has any romantic feelings for him, just admiring adoration.
And I know you said I could change things but it’s rlly angsty and I’m an angst monster and I kinda love it sooo i’m gonna keep it exactly how you wrote it
let’s do it
Zen had always been flirty with you
And at some point..you had started flirting back
And soon it was more than flirting and you found yourself head over heels for each other
Constant phone calls too each other where you’d gush over how you wished you could see each other
Good morning and Goodnight texts
The occasional shameless flirt in the public chat
Once you two met at the first RFA party it was like a scene from a Disney movie, you two all but ran to each other and he swung you around once he snagged you in a tight embrace
Looking into his eyes you swore this could be love
He did too.
He really did swear he was in love with you
You were everything he had hoped and more
You were the person that woke him up everyday and put a smile on his face, you were the person that he thought of when love songs came on the radio, when he was on stage you were his muse, when he lay down to sleep at night you were the final thought in his head, and the first one in his dreams.
The next RFA party was a few months after you two had first met in person, only a couple months into your very happy relationship
You two had spent the first half of the night joined at the hip, happily enjoying each other’s company.
But somewhere throughout the nights timeline you both got distracted by separate guests and acquaintances and wandered away from each other.
Zen started drinking. Whoever he was talking to kept egging him on and the two of them were having a good ole time, which is rare for Zen in these occasions because the guests are usually upper class aristocrats like Jumin or if they are there for Zen, it’s as fans instead of friends
So he thought he’d treat himself
It got to be a bit much
The other guests were starting to notice and Jumin was not going to have the press covering Zen’s drunken gusto at an RFA event
“Assistant Kang,” Jumin sauntered over to Jaehee while keeping his eyes on Zen. “please escort Hyun to the back where he can cool down, out of the cameras’ lines of sight.”
“Of course, Mr. Han” And Jaehee was off. She was relieved that she had an excuse to get Zen out of the room, she too recognized the bad press that could follow this event but felt she hadn’t had the authority to tell Zen otherwise
But under the guise of Jumin’s will, she was able to convince Zen to head to the back so ‘Jumin wouldn’t bitch’ (in the words of the actor).
Soon it was just the two of them in the back room, Jaehee giving Zen water as he yanked at his shirt collar, complaining it was hot.
In his drunken shenanigens he managed to undo all his buttons at some point while Jaehee was getting more water, so she came back to shirtless Zen.
Zen knew those eyes.
As the assistant stared at his pectorals with a slight blush on her cheeks, he looked into her eyes and saw something
Adoration. Admiration. Want.
She wanted him.
Somewhere, deep in his psyche, behind the pseudo narcissist wall, 10 year old Hyun Ryu craved the attention. The positive attention his mom said he’d never get
He had you
But in that moment he had Jaehee too, and he couldn’t turn that down
Jaehee doesn’t even know how it initiated, she just recalls Zen pressing her against the wall and kissing her with a passion she’s never felt before.
His hands undoing the buttons of her shirt
His lips whispering praises of how she was not only successful, but also beautiful. And so sweet. And smart. And-
She almost cried. Someone as talented as Zen saw something so great in someone as plain as her? Impossible.
But he kept assuring her, and touching her, and loving her
Loving her the way he should have been loving you
The guilt hit her, but she watched it disappear as ecstasy took over
Zen passed out once they were both finished, pants undone and shirt wide open, but eyes closed and soft breaths flying in and out of his lips
Jaehee was wide awake though.
She was leaning against the wall, clothes messily pulled back on and tears threatening her eyes
The guilt was back and it felt like the weight of the world’s biggest mistake was sitting on her shoulders
She put her hands over her mouth as she stared at Zen, and she started crying when she thought of you.
“What have I done?”
After every party, the RFA gets together a few days later to go over logistics. What worked, what didn’t, who came, how to convince more people to come, etc
Jaehee’s heart dropped as you and Zen walked in together, a bright smile on your face, a blank slate on his.
No not blank
When Jaehee met his crimson eyes she saw it, the same thing he probably saw in her eyes: Guilt. Remorse. Regret.
She could barely stomach the feel as you greeted her and hugged her
“Jaehee! Good to see you! I feel like we didn’t get to talk much at the party thanks to someone making a little scene” As you pulled away you playfully rolled your eyes towards Zen.
He just gave a nervous chuckle
Jaehee opened her mouth, ready to spill her guts, only to find it was dry as cotton.
You gave her a quizzical look, ready to ask what was wrong, but Jumin’s voice interrupted with “Shall we begin?” looking pointedly at the three of you.
“Yahoo~” Seven cheered as he plopped down next to Saeran, who had recently been getting dragged along to all the RFA meetings, given he tended to just sit in the corner and pout.
Much like right now. He did little more than look at you and nod, which was as courteous a greeting as you were going to get with him.
Yoosung nodded, signaling everyone was ready, and the discussion began
You all were about 30 minutes into the conversation
Except for Jaehee
She couldn’t stop thinking about what happened the night of the party
She couldn’t stop looking at you and feeling guilty
She couldn’t stop thinking about telling you
“I need water” She stood up abruptly, startling everyone a bit
Jumin had a bit of an annoyed look on his face but conceded with “Fine. Quick 5 minute break for everyone”
Jaehee booked it to the kitchen
“Uh…I’m thirsty too.” Cue Zen bee-lining after her.
“Are you Okay??” He asked in a harsh whisper
“No I’m not okay!” Jaehee hissed back “We…we have to tell her.”
“No!” Zen’s eyes widened “No. You and I both know it was a mistake that will never happen again. She doesn’t need to know.”
“Zen if you love her-”
“I do love her!” He snapped back “I love her which is why I can’t lose her Jaehee. I know we messed up, I do. But..I can’t lose her over my mistakes” His eyes were pleading even more than his voice
Jaehee just stared into the crimson orbs, feeling the knot in her stomach grow. She just weakly nodded.
There was a moment of silence before she chugged her glass of water and turned to head back towards the living room where everyone was seated
She took a strong stride in
She bit her tongue
She was not going to-
You were the first face she met walking back in
Your smile welcoming her back to the circle
Your eyes cheery
Your heart open to her as it had been since the first day even when she treated you coldly.
Zen was right behind Jaehee and nearly bumped into her when she stopped dead in her tracks
“Jaehee?” You and he called at the same time, him due to her abrupt stop, and you because of the tears suddenly pouring from her eyes.
“Jaehee what’s wrong?” You rushed to her, attracting everyone’s attention
You caught Zen’s face from over her shoulder, his eyes wide. Knowing.
“M-MC” Jaehee choked out
“W-What is it?” You asked worriedly taking her trembling hands in yours
“MC” Her voice fell. There was just a moment of silence. Everyone in the room was looking, the outburst had even taken a hold of Saeran’s full attention.
“Zen and I…we’ve done something awful”
You knew what she was suggesting but..no. No you didn’t. No way that’s what she meant you’re just confusing things.
“…What did you do?” You asked cautiously
Sniffling. Endless sniffling. You looked to Zen, who was pale and looked like he was also ready to cry.
“I’m so sorry” He managed to get out before the lump in his throat clogged his vocal cords.
“At the party MC we- we had….” Jaehee couldn’t get the filthy three letter word out of her mouth
You dropped her hands and looked to Zen
“MC I’m so sorry” Zen repeated, his voice shaking even more
Everyone was quiet, waiting for your response
You had none. Just an empty stare and mouth slightly agape, waiting for words to come out of their own accord
Finally they did
“This is a really cruel joke to play” You feigned a very obvious forced smile as your eyes blinked back tears “I never thought you guys would do such a thing..haha” You wiped a way a small drop ready to roll down your cheek
“MC!” Jaehee exclaimed “This isn’t-”
“Jaehee.” Your voice dropped. “I really don’t find this funny.”
“Neither do I!” The brown haired girl went to take your hand again but you pulled away
“And Zen” You turned to him “I don’t- I don’t know..how…” You couldn’t finish the sentence
They were everywhere. Pouring down your face, flooding your eyes, gathering in a small pool at your chin. It was an onslaught of tears rolling down your cheeks, choking your words, your thoughts, your everything.
“MC” Zen reached out to you, only to have his hand swatted away by yours.
You just stared at him and cried, forcing him to look you in the eyes as your faux smile fell to pieces.
You felt a hand softly fall upon your shoulder, and you turned to see Seven looking at you, apologetic pity in his eyes. Saeran stood behind him, wearing an angrier version of his twin’s sentiment.
“Let’s go for a ride, get some fresh air, huh MC?” The red head’s voice was soft
You softly nodded and let him guide you towards the door, not even able to muster up to energy to look back at Jaehee and Zen.
Saeran did however, and he looked back towards the two with a face full of disgust, up until the moment he slammed the door
“what a good meeting” Jumin grumbled under his breath as he turned a disdainful eye towards Zen
You drove for a couple hours probably. Most of it in silence, but a comfortable one. You were in the passenger seat and Saeran was in the back, Seven at the wheel finding desolate roads and flying down them, giving the wind of your open window some sort of purifying feeling. It stung, but it felt good. Your hair whipped around and the land raced by and you occasionally sobbed but that was ok.
Eventually you found yourself back at the Chois’ place, sitting on the couch, staring at a TV playing a movie that you hadn’t been paying attention to for the last hour. Your mind was elsewhere, wondering what you had done wrong.
You looked at the carton of ice cream in your hand, only doing so because the sight of Saeran setting his own empty one on the coffee table had triggered you to remember Seven had given you your own carton to drown your sorrows in.
The redhead had actually gone out to buy more, so it was just you and Saeran on the black leather couch staring at the TV screen.
“Do you want this?” You offered the ice cream to Saeran who’s expression turned from bored to surprised, probably because you’d been silent for the past six hours aside from a sob here and there.
“You don’t want it?”
“I’m not hungry”
He stared at you and the carton for a second, his face unreadable.
He wanted to insist you eat the ice cream, because personally he found it to always make him feel better, but he figured you didn’t want to hear it.
He took the carton from your hands and placed it on the table in front of you two
Silence aside from the noise of the TV.
He cast a glance to you, only to find your eyes on the floor.
“doyou wantalk” You barely understood what he said it was so quiet
“What?” You looked to him
He thought you were asking out of surprise rather than inaudibility and “My therapist…he says that talking things out makes you feel better.” He looked indignant for a moment, likely remembering how stupid he felt when he rejected the idea only to find later that his therapist had been correct
“I…I have nothing to say” Your shell of a voice whispered
Saeran furrowed his brows at you. “Say you hate them”
His voice raised a bit “You hate them don’t you? So say it. The therapist said talk about your feelings so start there. They’re scumbags who hurt you and deser-”
“No!” You’re voice hit a volume it hadn’t reached in hours. “I don’t hate them!”
Saeran was mixed with confusion and anger “What do you mean you don’t hate them? One of your best friends and your boyfriend fucked-”
There it was
Someone finally said it.
The hot tears made a return and began rolling down your cheeks as sudden sobs erupted from your mouth
Saeran was alarmed at the sudden show and tried to pinpoint the trigger. He supposes it could be his last sentence but it’s not as if it wasn’t something we all knew.
“I….I don’t hate them” You cried once the worst of the sobs subsided.”I don’t even think I want to hate them. I mean it’d be easier but…I don’t. Jaehee…it’s not her fault. She just..got wrapped up in it all. And she’s always liked Zen. How could she have said no. And he..he was drunk” You sputtered out your rationalizations to find that they only annoyed Saeran
“The Assistant should still no better. But fine. You know what? She’s not dating you, and clearly she triggered you finding out the truth. So let’s pretend she’s ok? What about the actor? I don’t care that he was drunk. There’s no excuse for him doing that!” The white haired boys voice had become louder and louder, fists clenching tighter and tighter as he began riling up old feelings of betrayal he once felt. “He abandoned you! He left you in the dust and for what? He failed you!”
You don’t know when it happened but Saeran had turned towards you and grabbed your hands, squeezing them tight in between his own. His mouth was contorted into some sort of snarl and you saw a fire raging behind his minty eyes.
“Saeran..you’re hurting my hands” You squeaked out.
Your small voice dragged him out of whatever memory he was reliving and he sort of faded back into reality with a few blinks of his eyes before turning his attention to his hands. He let go of yours and in a flat voice uttered a “sorry”.
You guys were silent again, just staring at the floor, both living in whatever sad memory chose to cross your brains.
“You deserve better is all” He finally said.
“I know” You replied, voice empty of any real feeling.
You looked up, staring at the TV but not actually watching as a man on a horse offered a hand towards a young woman. “I just can’t stop thinking about him. About the him I fell in love with. Is he really gone?”
Saeran followed your gaze to the TV, looking on as the girl hopped on the horse. “I think so. That’s assuming he was the guy you thought he was at any point.”
“He was.” You said, a little defensive. Saeran looked towards you, watching your emotionless expression, knowing that there was a storm underneath despite the calm appearance. He knew because he often did the same, rocking a stoic appearance while watching all hell break loose in his own head.
“Is this the part where I say ‘It gets better’?”
“Do you believe that it does?”
“Not a fuckin’ chance” A bitter smirk twisted his lips
“I appreciate the honesty” You sighed
“Not in the way that we think it will anyway” He looked off into space somewhere.
“Hm?” You turned to him
“Everyone imagines that one day soon they’re going to wake up and suddenly it’s not going to hurt anymore. That there’s gonna be a day when you don’t think about this. You’re always gonna think about it. You’re always gonna wonder what you did wrong. Why God hates you. What things would be like if it didn’t happen.”
“You don’t think that there can be a day when it all feels ok?” You ask, partially to heal your hopeless heart, and partially because you see Saeran is projecting his own feelings and you’re curious to know how he feels.
“Maybe. I haven’t hit it yet though. Doubt I will.”
You stared as he looked off into the distance, feeling as if you could see the scenes of his past playing in his eyes.
You were just about to recede back into your ball of depression and hopelessness before he spoke again and took your attention
“But that’s me. You’re…you, MC” your questioning look prompted him to continue “You’re…a good person.”
“You are to-” You went to say but he cut you off by turning and leaning towards you with a new intensity in his face.
“Not like you. If at all” He scoffed. “ You though, everyone loves you. And they’re right too. Because…” suddenly he stopped himself, seeming to turn a little shy.
“Because?” You wanted, no, needed to hear this.
He gulped down his fear and turned his eyes to the side, unable to look at you as he delivered his next few words, scared of you seeing through him even more than you usually do.
“MC, you’re..everything. You’re smart, you’re cute, and you’re …kind. You always know what to say to help everyone. And that’s the thing. You try to help people, even people trying to hurt you…” His eyes turned back to you “You saw a good in me even when I didn’t. You risked your life to help my brother to save me. You’re…kind of like an angel.”
You just stared, taken aback by such kind words, from Saeran of all people.
You were right to be surprised, he wasn’t usually this smooth in conveying his feelings verbally…there must have just been something about you that made it easy for him to talk.
“If it gets better for anyone, it’ll be for you, MC” He reached for your hand out of instinct, but pulled back instantly when your skin touched, as if he just realized what he was doing. His eyes did the same, it looked like he just realized how vulnerable he was in that moment, and a sort of wall was raised behind his irises and his whole body tensed a bit.
He was scared of being rejected.
Your hand slowly reached out to his, which was floating in the space between you two, and when he didn’t pull back, you interlaced your fingers together.
A look of awe decorated both of your faces.
“Thank you…Saeran.” The light of the TV bounced off your wet eyes, making them look extra glossy.
The boy just looked at you, wide eyed, apprehensive for a moment, then nodded and tightened his grip on your hand. It wasn’t the same anger induced bear trap grip from when he grabbed them before. Now it was just firm, reassuring, like a hug.
“MC…things will get better for you. If not? I’ll make them.” He gave a subtle squeeze of the hand, giving you the nostalgic feeling of a pinky promise.
“You already did.” You let your head, heavy from spinning and sobbing all day, fall on his shoulder.
He just looked at you for a moment, before taking a deep breath a pulling you closer, his free hand rubbing your back gently.
You feel Zen’s fingers just freeze around your arm
Did those words really come out of your sweet little mouth?
Starts to wonder how else your mouth can amaze him *wink wonk*
jfc this kinky piece of shit is too much for me
Basically after that incident, you don’t hold back anymore
Although Zen doesn’t get used to it for a while after-all your words and appearance are so completely different, he secretly loves it when you swear
Especially when you mention body parts
Specifically when you mention his body parts
He thinks he could handle any other surprise you throw at him
You prove him wrong during an RFA get-together one day, where you all go to visit Jaehee’s cafe together since she just began to sell new things I like to believe they have their happy endings no matter what route you choose see sometimes I can be optimistic
You buy one of the fresh baguettes, eye it for a moment, then your tongue darts out and-
“Babe, just what are you doing?” you hear Zen’s concerned voice
Everyone is looking at you
Meekly, you reply “I lik the bred.”
Seven doubles up in laughter, since he’s basically the only one who gets it this nerd
Zen thinks you’re ill
You have to explain to him that it’s from a meme, and horror dawns on his face
“I’m dating a female version of Seven.”
But it’s fine, he loves you anyways, and insists you teach him about the world of memes so he can try to understand your references
Though it’s like teaching the average mom how to use a computer
No matter how many times you explain, he just doesn’t get it
Ok first off lemme just say rip Baehee
When she sees you for the first time, she is glad to see how sweet you look; your tender smile and innocent eyes wash away her stress and fatigue
That is, until you promptly grab her hand and say, “Damn, I’ve really hooked myself one bitchin’ fine-ass lady.”
Excuse me w h a t???????
Jaehee is physically unable to process what you just said
MC is that really you?!?!?!
“Jumin can really be a such dickhead sometimes. I’ve always wanted to say that to you,” you continue, scratching your head.
good job MC you just done gone and b r o k e the bae
How can someone so innocent-looking have such a foul vocabulary?
She thought the swearing was shocking enough
But boy was she not prepared for the memes
As soon as you two spot Seven, you just proceed to dab the fuck out and narrowly miss hitting Jaehee square in the face with your hand
oh no, she thinks
Seven reaches into his pocket and pulls out a few HB chips
seems like Dat Boi stashed a bag in big suit
“Bröther may i have some öats?” you say
on nO, she thinks again
bröther, I’ve already begun eating the
“I have very few
öats bröther, I must procure yours.”
Oh NO JUST WHAT DID I SIGN UP FOR??
Jaehee promptly collapses from the shock and let’s just say that it takes a while for her to recover
She has you limit your swearing to when you’re alone together, if at all possible
But she cannot hold back your occasional meme streams while working at the coffee shop
When Jumin first hears you swearing, a puzzled look flashes across his face, but there’s no grand reaction
He just accepts it as part of who you are, and thinks it’s an interesting part of ‘commoner language’
There’s a business meeting with some dudes whom you despise, mostly because of their lewd comments directed towards you, which Jumin merely brushes away
You walk up to your babe during a break
“That guy is an absolute fucking asshole, it’s a pity that you have to do business with such an obnoxious smelly ballsack.”
“Um princess he’s still here.”
said obnoxious smelly ballsack is fuming, starts cussing right back at you
You summon up all your hate for him and hiss “Cash me outside, howbow dah?”
Everyone in the room: ?????????
“MC what language was that just now?”
“The language of memes.”
*asks Seven what this language is*
“Can you please teach me how to speak it?”
Jumin’s very first meme, hear me out, is not about his gayness
It’s the heavy breathing cat
and oh my god does he spam it
So much that Zen just basically stops taking part in any chat that involves Jumin
The Memeing Ways Part 2: How to Keep a Meme Relevant by Saeyoung Choi
and actually, surprisingly enough, Jumin also becomes a memer
also becomes a meme himself
Apart from the mutual memeing in the chats, Seven considered you to be more of a demure, down-to-fuck earth kind of girl, and this idea was only strengthened when he saw your sweet looking face
As soon as you spot the tomato in the crowd at the RFA party, you dart over to his side and say
“Well just fucking bend me over sideways and fuck me twice there are so many people?!”
Seven blinks at you
A slow grin spreads across his face as he realizes o hhe’s been deceived
*pretends to be shot in the chest*
“Hmmmmmm watcha saayyy,” you sing, slowly backing away
Seven is gonna die he loves you so much???? like what she’s also into memes????
Adores your cussing, and y’all nerds start to make up your own insults, even if they really don’t make any sense to other people
His personal favorites are “white crayola” and “factory edition Vanderwood″
You guys order your very own none pizza with left beef, but it tastes to bad
rfa + minor trio- middle of the night, can't find mc, find her doing whatever. (stargazing on the roof, baking, just random little things that could be cute?) ps thank u for giving vanderwood the love they deserve, i love my baby sm too
Vanderwood deserves all the love.
While Zen was at rehearsals, you stayed home. He always didn’t come back until late, leaving you to eat dinner alone.
You sat on the couch eating your food, watching the news. Just to see that he was involved in yet another scandal with one of his coworkers on the new musical he was starring it. They shared romantic roles with each other.
A sigh involuntarily left you. He told you not to pay any attention to it, because literally none of that stuff was true. But…you couldn’t help it sometimes. Jealousy and doubt are natural things to feel when you see your significant other be associated with someone else.
When Zen got home, it was pretty late. You cuddled with him as he ate and listened to him speak about his day, you staying mostly quiet with the thoughts of doubt still in your head. He assumed you were tired then you both went off to bed.
It was a little past midnight when you crept out of your guy’s shared bed, careful not to disturb him, and went up to the roof. The place he took you when you first visited his home and where he confessed his love to you.
You sat cross legged and looked up at the starry night sky.
Zen was beautiful and so talented. He had thousands of people who admired him and could get anyone he wanted. He was one of those bright stars in the sky, and you? Well..you were just one of those people who were only worthy of watching him from down below. How could he have ever chosen someone like you?
Tears began to form in your eyes, until you felt a presence standing behind you, causing you to whip your body around as you were greeted with Zen’s face with a tired expression plastered over it. A balled up fist went to rub at one of his tired eyes.
“Jagiya? Is everything okay? It’s so late…what are you doing up here? Come back to bed.”
You turned yourself back around and stayed quiet, just as you did earlier. Moments later, he settled down next to you and he yawned, leaning his head against your shoulder.
“What’s wrong? Tell me. You’ve been silent all night, I miss your voice.”
You told him softly and subtly how neglected you felt, how worried you were that he would leave you for someone else or that the media would ruin your guy’s relationship.
He immediately sat up and stared over at you. He used his fingers to gently turn your face towards him.
“Baby, you’re all I want. All I need. You don’t give yourself enough credit. You’re way more amazing than you think. You may not see it, but trust me I do and so many more people do. Why would I want anyone else when I already have the most breath taking person right in front of me? You’re my entire world, Jagiya. Now, shall we go back to bed?”
Of all the times you played LOL with Yoosung, you didn’t horribly lose only once. But. You still lost.
His other friend’s online would constantly laugh at how bad you were, and honestly Yoosung thought it was pretty humorous too. You’d all laugh, but Yoosung would always have your back and tell them to stop, even though it wasn’t that deep. He’s just very protective over you okay.
You told him that you were going to bed while he was up studying one night and he simply nodded his head, as you went into your bedroom, sneaking your laptop in with you.
Once you got snuggled up in bed, you immediately turned it on and signed into LOL. You were determined to get better so you could play harder missions with your boyfriend!
A few hours passed…along with many epic fails and deaths. You were sure you the only thing you’ve improved on is running away from the boss. At least you could dodge, slightly better. I mean. you noticed you were getting blown up significantly less.
Suddenly, Yoosung walked into the room, stretching his arms out and letting out a big yawn. When he saw you were still awake, expecting you to be asleep, he tilted his head at you in confusion.
“What are you doing up?”
“But, you’re clearly doing something.”
“I’m not doing anything.”
“Then why is my laptop in front of you?”
“…i was sleeping and it just showed up, i don’t know how it got here.”
Yoosung crawled in bed and you tried to hide the laptop in your chest.
“GIVE ME THE LAPTOP!”
“IT’S MINe GIVE ME IT I BOUGHT IT”
“sEVEN GAVE IT TO Y OU”
This boy was A LOT stronger than he put himself off to be. He ended up snatching it away from you, ignoring your loud whining and protests in the background.
He looked at the screen just to see your death count.
You died a whopping 47 times in the last two hours you’ve been playing.
“Oh my god..”*cue loud snorting laughter*
“YOOSUNGGGG I WAS JUST TRYING TO GET BETTER FOR YOU!”
You huffed, did the cutest pout he had ever seen in his life, before plopping down in bed and pulling the covers over you.
He eventually quieted down and pushed the laptop to the side, pulling your body over to him.
“You’re so cute, MC. You don’t have to get any better, you’re already the best you can be!”
“Really?..You don’t care if I die a lot?”
“As long as you don’t die in real life, I’m good. Besides, I don’t think I’ve ever seen anyone suck die so many times in LOL before. That’s an accomplishment! Along with being the most adorable person to ever exist. Wanna pull an all nighter?”
It was yet another long, and painful night of work for Jaehee.
When she came home, she didn’t really say anything. She just gave you a kiss on your forehead, then pulled you to bed with her, where you two snuggled up with each other for the night.
You felt so terrible for her, that she was working so hard like this for the both of you. So you decided you would make her lunch to take with her tomorrow! It would be much better than her getting takeout.
You lied there and pretended to be asleep for awhile, until you were sure that she was fast asleep herself. Jaehee was actually a pretty light sleeper, but she was so tired, you were sure that you didn’t wake her up when you crawled out of bed.
You immediately got to work in the kitchen, quietly and stealthily as you put together a bento box for her. You decided to bake her some cookies as well!
It occurred to you that you weren’t as quiet as you thought, as you heard a voice speak your name from behind you as you mixing some cookie batter together.
“Why are you cooking?..So late? Should I have brought some food home when I left work?”
“Oh…no! Jaehee, I was just making you food to take with you tomorrow. I want to make sure you’re eating healthy and taking care of yourself since you always take care of me..”
Her tired, baggy eyes went wide and blinked a few times before she gave you the sweetest smile.
“Thank you…No one has ever thought of me like that before. I appreciate it. But, I would much rather be in bed with you right now.”
She walked up to you and pressed a kiss to your lips, causing you to smile.
“How about you finish this up tomorrow? You can bring it to the office and we can both eat together during our break. How does that sound?”
It was a Sunday night. Jumin had a meeting the next morning so you both went to bed early.
The night went along peacefully, he held you close to his chest with an arm draped around your waist as you two slept. You awoke to the sound of meowing in the other room. It was no other than Elizabeth, but you never heard her meow this late before, nor was it this frantic.
You rose up and slipped out of bed, careful not to disturb Jumin and tip toed into the living room.
Elizabeth was curled up on the couch, asleep, but she was whimpering and meowing aloud. It appeared she was having a nightmare and your heart sunk.
You settled down on the couch and gently shook her awake. Her blue irises opened up and stared at you, you could see the fear and sadness in them.
Elizabeth had such a good life, you wondered what she could’ve been dreaming about.
You scooped the cat up into your arms and held her gently to her chest, much like how Jumin did when consoling you, and your head rested lightly on top of hers.
You rocked steadily side to side as you sang her a soft lullaby and stroked the fur on her back, she emitted soft purrs as you continued.
You didn’t notice Jumin’s deep voice in the background, as you were falling asleep as well with Elizabeth in your arms.
He found the sight all too adorable and endearing, a smile spreading across his lips as he inched towards you.
He carried you bridal style in his arms, while you still held Elizabeth. The both of you had already fall back fast asleep.
“Let’s go back to bed, my princesses.”
This boy barely ever slept.
But when he does, he really wants you to be snuggled up besides him.
He almost had what seemed like a death grip on you, as he snored softly and was dead asleep.
You really had to pee.
You shook, you shimmied, you wiggled and eventually you were free from his grip, quickly shoving a pillow into your arms to replace yourself, because you knew he would wake up. And you wanted him getting all the sleep he could get.
You scurried over to the bathroom and relieved yourself.
You were about to crawl back into bed, until you saw Robo Cat!
Seven mentioned that he had made a new addition to his abilities and you picked up the tiny robot and examined it.
There was a new button on his stomach, and you could see the dots on his ears, implying that they were actually speakers. How cute!
You pressed the button, and kpop began to play.
You laughed and put down the Robo Cat, and it even began to dance around a little bit.
You found it so adorable and this song was bangin’! You couldn’t help yourself, so you danced around too and sang along.
As you were enjoying yourself, you didn’t notice Seven standing in the doorway recording you.
“Those are some nice moves you got there, MC!”
“SEVEN NO PLEASE DELETE IT”
“Why would I delete the cutest video to ever exist? I have to share this with others and bless this cruel world!”
Then with a press of a button it was on his instagram, his snapchat story, his twitter, in the RFA chatroom.
Before you could even begin to yell at him, he pressed a hard kiss to your lips and demanded Robo Cat to start playing music again.
“Let’s boogie until the sun comes up my space queen!”
You guys literally danced until the sun came up, trashed the bunker, then passed out in the bathtub.
vandeRWOOD WAS PI S SED
V had the tendency to take pictures of you when you least expected it.
It annoyed you and made you pout because you weren’t ready and thought you looked ugly, while V was literally having heart explosions over them.
But he couldn’t deny, he got some really good memes of your face and used them in the RFA chat.
“When your cacti won’t grow.” *picture of you snarling at sushi at a terrible restaurant u guys had gone to*
“When you have no idea what’s going on.”*picture of you looking hella confused during a RFA meeting*
“The floor is your endless love and compassion for me.” *picture of you tripping onto the sidewalk*
“omg jihyun stop pleasge”
“When you literally just can’t stop.” *picture of you crying over how cute a ladybug was*
Seven saves a l l of them and joins in.
He literally had a WHOLE album dedicated to memes of your face on his phone.
Little did he know, you were going to get him back.
Jihyun had gone to bed a bit early that night before you, you guys had a movie marathon but you decided to stay up a bit longer.
When you were sure he was fast asleep, you got his camera from his desk and crept into your guy’s room.
Finally, you were going to get a picture of your own.
You crawled onto the bed and were ready to take a picture until you realized…
s h i t
V literally looks like an angel when he’s asleep. HOW COULD YOU MAKE A MEME OUT OF THIS?
You decided to take a picture anyway and…
s h i t x2
The flash went off.
You were about to quickly scramble off the bed and hide when a hand gently grabbed your wrist.
“What are you doing?” V’s sleepy, deep, baritone voice asked you.
“I…was trying to get a funny picture of your face. Like you do to me. But failed, because you literally look so gorgeous when you sleep.”
His cheeks flushed a dark red and laughed.
“Well…allow me to help you.” He said, then literally made the silliest face that he could (still looking adorable as fUC K).
Now, you had a V meme to use for yourself.
You both laughed for ten straight minutes at the picture before he kissed you goodnight and you both fell asleep.
The next day when you woke up in the morning, the first thing you sent in the chatroom was
“When people don’t ship you with someone who blinded you then started a religious cult. Also, when your route comes out soon.”*picture of V’s happy face*
HeadCanon for RFA! Reacting to MC moaning from kissing for the first time (≖‿≖)
I didn’t know if you meant MC moaning from the first time she kissed a member or if she’s moaning the first time from like a makeout sesh. So, I’m going for the latter bc spicy. I finally got around to this request! Sorry for the bad quality of it, but I had fun writing this one!
You and Yoosung have never went past quick little pecks
So, Yoosung was pretty shocked when you straddled him and started kissing him
At first they were quick little innocent kisses,but it soon turned into something a bit more hot
Yoosung had his hands on your hips while yours were threaded into his hair
You two were in a full makeout mode
Yoosung could finally cross it off his bucket list
You slowly rubbed your tongue against Yoosung’s which caused his hips to buck up
You let out a high pitched moan into the kiss
Another thing Yoosung could cross off his bucket list
You pulled away from the kiss and crawled off his lap, profusely apologizing to you boyfriend
Yoosung just looked at you, surprise evident on his face
“Did I cause you to make that noise?”
You shyly nodded, avoiding eye contact with him
Yoosung blushed before shifting around
You looked up as he crossed his legs
“What’s wrong, Yoo Yoo?”
He looked up at you with wide eyes before speaking
“I, umm, have to go take care of something in the bathroom”
I don’t do romance things for jaehee. I have trouble writing for her because I have only played her route once, and that was in September. I’m sorry. I really feel bad heck.
Zen had you on his dressing room vanity, and he was furiously making out with you
It was still fairly early into your relationship, so you never have really had a taste of Zen’s supposed “Beast”
This was your first makeout session, and it was I N T E N S E
Zen was grinding into your heat without noticing it, but you sure as hell noticed it
You moaned into the kiss, and Zen pulled out of the kiss
He grinned at you, placing his hand on the inside of your thigh
“Babe, you are tempting the beast”
You shifted under his gaze uncomfortably
“I don’t give a fuck about your beast, just come kiss me”
Zen listened to your wishes, and the night might have ended with Zen on top of you
Jumin is pretty adamant on not sleeping together before marriage
Which is probably why he married you so fast
He was not against making out before marriage though
Jumin had you pushed against the wall of his office, his tongue down your throat
In the most romantic and gentleman-y way, of course
He had his one hand on your butt, and the other was on you waist
Naughty trustfund kid
You had never had a makeout session this intense with Jumin before, so you were pretty surprised when he grabbed your ass hard
So surprised that you let out a low moan into Jumin’s mouth
You felt Jumin smirk into the kiss before he pulled away
“Oh MC, you are a really naughty kitten, aren’t you?”
You felt as if you were on fire, you were pretty embarrassed
“Naughty kittens need punished, MC”
You gasped as there was a knock on the door
Jaehee came in the room to find you as red as 707′s hair and immediately she knew something was up
She needed a new job. Jesus
You were sitting on Saeyoung’s lap while he worked
You had your head in his neck, watching his screen
Watching him soon got boring, but you were comfortable in his lap
So, you sat up straight and placed your lips over his
Saeyoung was taken by surprise, but he kissed you back
He took his hands off his keyboard and placed them onto your hips
You ground your hips into his, making yourself and him moan
Saeyoung pulled out of the kiss with this naughty smirk on his face
“Mmm MC, you’re going to regret that”
He started to place wet kisses down your neck, smirking even more at the little noises you would let out
Saeyoung traveled his lips down to the top of your shirt before he slowly took it off of you
Honestly, you couldn’t say that you regretted that. It was one of the best night’s of your life ;)
Can I request a hc rfa +v & saeranwhere mc is very very intelligent and introverted and people always tell her she's boring since she doesn't like talking much. I'm so sick of it, it happens to me all the time :( Your blog is so awesome & I love it^^
1. Omg thank you ^‿^ 2.If people don’t respect the fact that you’re introverted drop them! Trust me, you’ll find people along the way that can understand that introvert doesn’t equate to boring whatsoever! 3. Personally I’m pretty extroverted, so I’m basing MC off the traits of my introverted friends and what I think I know about it, but if it’s not quite what you were looking for just let me know~!
Sidenote: When people hear the word ‘Intelligent’ a lot of them think of the traditional “Good at school, well read in this and that subject, yada ya” and I just want to remind everyone that there is different types of intelligence. And I’m not saying that to be all “Don’t feel bad uwu you’re special too” I’m saying it because it’s a fact. Some people are good at standard education, some are amazing in the STEM field, some are masters of reading social behaviour, some humans are talented artists, etc. For the sake of writing I’m going to write MC as a very Literary Based ‘intelligent’ (because that’s one I’m personally familiar with) I just want to make sure everyone knows that ‘Intelligent’ isn’t defined by the books you read or anything of the sort. Ok rant over.
At first he thinks you don’t like him, that once you met him you weren’t as infatuated with him because he seemed cooler in the chat
Don’t worry Yoosung no one thought you were cooler in the chat
Eventually though he realizes you’re just introverted! Even at RFA parties you stand by him and quietly sip your drink and listen to everyone talk rather than take the attention for yourself.
He originally questions why you don’t want to greet the guests yourself, but then comes to understand that you’re just more of a wallflower. But that doesn’t make you any less great!
But one party he notices you being extra standoffish. Everyone in the RFA is standing and chatting with each other and you’re not there.
He finds you off to the side of the room pretending to be distracted by something on your phone
“MC? Why are you over here?”
“Oh, hey Yoosung. I was just uh, checking in on…uh”
“Come on MC just tell me what’s wrong” He pleaded
You decided not to lie, it’d feel good to get off your chest anyways “I just feel like I’m so…boring. Everyone else in the RFA is super chatty and have fun stories to tell and all my life people told me I was boring cause I didn’t talk…I felt like I was bringing down the mood.”
“What!?” YandereYoosung: Activated “Who ever said that to you?? That’s so dumb!! They’re dumb!!!1!”
You had to calm Yoosung down from his mini rage before too many people looked at you guys. You go to grab his arms but he ends up grabbing your shoulders and looking deep into your eyes
“MC just because you’re quiet doesn’t make you boring! You are so great, and so smart, and so..so everything good! How much you talk doesn’t matter!”
You just kind of stared at him for a second with a blank face. No one had ever been so adamant about assuring you that your ‘flaws’ weren’t flaws.
A smile fell upon your lips and you quickly brushed a tear away, which snapped Yoosung back into his normal flustered boy mode.
“Uh sorry for grabbing you” He pulled his arms away immediately and blushed
You shook your head and chuckled.
Then you grabbed his hand, making him confused and ever more blushy uwu
“You’re right. Let’s go stand with the others” You had the biggest smile on your face as you led him back to the group.
Jaehee didn’t mind introvert MC at all
And as a fellow intelligent introvert, you two got along just fine.
You could have very interesting conversations when you felt chatty while making coffee together
Or you could appreciate each other’s company when you both felt just like being silent while doing your own activities.
‘Boring’ would never cross Jaehee’s mind when thinking of MC, MC was her lover Best Friend! You are always putting a smile on her face and she puts one on yours.
She’s also been called ‘boring’ before so she’s always conscience to remind you how much she enjoys your time together, and how not everyone has the same idea of what ‘fun’ is.
You two are quite the pair, silent, but deadly
Goddammit that just sounds like a fart joke
You two are some of the quietest when it comes to the RFA members, but you’re basically running the scenes from behind the curtain.
And you’re both perfectly happy with that. You two organize the party and deal with the guests who are also more introverted, and the rest of the RFA can handle the other guests and public relations. It’s a good setup
And you never think about being ‘boring’ again, because how can you feel boring when you’re surrounded by friends and a lover and doing what you love?
You being introverted never really bothered him…because he never really noticed.
Zen has such a big persona it fills the room for both of you. Everyone is too wrapped up in Zen’s stories that they don’t even notice your silence or occasional escape to the less crowded areas of the room
He’s the perfect cover. He’s so obsessed with the idea of taking care of you and being the ‘provider’ of sorts even though it can be too a fault, it works well for you because he even starts speaking on your behalf by accident.
“Oh how are the two of you?” Someone will be looking at you but Zen takes it as open opportunity to answer for both of you
Even questions more aimed towards you “Oh, MC, what are you doing these days in your spare time?” You stammer out a couple words, which Zen mistakes for you being humble rather than shy, and he begins praising you and going into detail for you “MC doesn’t give themselves enough credit!” He’ll cry out, then he goes on to list everything you’ve been up to and just how awesome a job you’re doing. You recognize how someone could find it annoying, but it works for you personally since it saves you the nerves of having to talk with strangers for long periods of time.
Even when it’s just the two of you it’s nice because Zen always has something to say, always has a compliment to give or a story to tell. He could talk for hours and you’re happy listening. And when you do want to talk he shuts right up and gives you all his attention.
One flaw is he doesn’t always see you getting tired after hours of social interaction. He could float around a crowd chit chatting with anyone and everyone for hours, meanwhile you get a little antsy to leave. But usually with some hint dropping you make it clear you’re ready to go and Zen ushers you out like the Knight he is.
It’s because you two work so well he doesn’t understand when his coworker calls you boring
“Excuse me?” Zen scoffs
“Yeah” His fellow actor laughs as he puts his costume on “I always imagined you’d end up with another social butterfly, not someone so..quiet. And when she does talk it’s like..I don’t know all really boring stuff that I haven’t heard about since my school days.”
Zen gives him the biggest scowl. “Just cause MC doesn’t blabber on and on about random shit the way you do doesn’t make them boring. In fact it makes them pretty interesting, because obviously if MC doesn’t talk much, they must have something pretty great to say if they decide to open their mouths in front of douche bags like me or you.”
His coworker was silent
Zen can’t wait to go home and tell you all about how he schooled his dickbag scene partner
Like Yoosung at first he’s worried your silence is a sign of distaste
He can’t help but worry so much that he makes a call to V, looking for advice
“Jumin, are you telling me you’ve met someone whose introverted? Someone who doesn’t verbally open up much? Gee, where have I met someone like that before? Oh! I should introduce you to my friend, he’s the exact same way.”
What friend V who do you hang out with besides me
It takes him a while, but finally Jumin gets the joke and realizes you two are the same.
He starts paying attention to your body language more, realizing more and more that you are comfortable with him and just don’t verbalize it all that much
Besides it’s not like you guys don’t ever talk, you’re just not as chatty as you are on messenger. Probably because that’s just typing from behind a screen, so it makes you less anxious. He can understand that.
One day he comes home to find you on the couch reading Shakespeare
MC you like Shakespeare?
Turns out you like literature in general, something Jumin also has a taste for in his rare bouts of free time.
You two begin chatting about older pieces and genres, ranging anywhere from fictional masters like William Shakespeare to poetry writers like Yi Sang.
It’s actually one of your longer talk sessions, ranging a few hours of just straight talking. Once it’s over though, you two are happy to cuddle up to one another and just throw a movie on.
Jumin is often called boring himself, and he never pays any mind to it. But when you two are talking one day and you mention how much it irks you that people call people like the two of you boring he just
“So let them. Their opinions will never affect either of us, especially since we both know the value of our own words and have each other to share them with.”
A grin crawled on your face. You loved how graceful he made the phrase “Fuck those guys” sound.
Defender of Justice
“Wow, I never thought you’d end up with someone so … normal.” Vanderwood mused while looking at a picture of you and 707 sitting on his desk.
“I wouldn’t call MC normal” Seven chuckled as he tapped away at his computer.
“Really?” Vanderwood cocked an eyebrow at the back of Seven’s head as he placed the picture down. “Maybe they were just quiet that time I met them..”
“No.” tap tap tap “MC’s always quiet.”
Vanderwood squinted at Seven now, assuming the red head had cameras set up so he’d see the look on Vandy’s face at some point. “So she is boring?”
Seven sighed a dramatic sigh, Vanderwood could tell immediately whatever the hacker was about to say was well rehearsed. The fucker always trapped him into weird conversations with some strange moral lession.
“Vanderwood, vanderwood, vanderwood. You’ve called MC quiet, normal, and boring….none of those words have anything to do with each other~” Cue 707 going on a playfully long and annoying rant explaining why you were quiet but by no means boring. Normal was up for debate.
Seven had always understood you.
He put on quite the exuberant and extroverted exterior, but on the inside, Saeyoung was also an introvert.
You were never boring to him because he knew you had so much going on in your brain despite your few words explaining the thoughts running around up there
And you knew this because the two of you were constantly analyzing each other
And you both knew it
It became some weird sort of game, picking up on subtle cues and few words you guys would exchange, and figuring out the other’s intention
It got so intense the other members of the RFA swore you guys were telepathic or had made some weird secret language between each other
He grew up with Jumin so he understands
He is quiet as well, but he doesn’t mind being the conversation driver at all, or just sitting in silence together while you read or play games or do whatever your heart desires
He is just happy to be near you.
Given his eyesight is a bit weak, so sounds make it easier to figure out whats going on in your head, so he just learns to listen to the things you do. Your footsteps, your breath, pages turning, pencils on paper, computer keys clicking.
He understands you so well without words, but when you do speak he’s in love because everything you say is so thought out.
Or you just….”Sneep”
“I don’t know. I was just thinking and…I thought of the word ‘Sneep’ I don’t know it’s just one of those things that’s fun to say aloud….Sneeeeeep” And you started giggling “it’s just so weird”
Ok so not everything was some profound rhetoric, but he enjoyed anything that comes out of your mouth.
“Try it!” You egged him on
He paused for a minute, and prepped a really funny deep voice and just “Sneeeeeeeeeep”
You both had a hard time controlling your laughter.
He knew he’d never have a boring moment with you
At first he was worried you were constantly mad at him
Saeyoung is loud when he’s in a good mood…so shouldn’t you also be loud when you’re happy?
He hasn’t had much healthy human interaction to judge so he’s confused and worried
But you two manage to nip the problem in the bud before it becomes serious
One way or another you realized he was feeling this way and sat him down to talk, saying you were never mad you just…were quiet. You said you’d start being more vocal if he’d feel better..
“No…I…I trust you.” Saeran trusted that you meant it when you said your silence was nothing bad, he wanted to always trust and believe with you so despite his own anxiety he was going to. You were touched.
You figured a good compromise for the two of you, you were quiet, but that didn’t mean you weren’t physical. If you two were close you’d always take his hand in yours and give him reassuring squeezes. It became so common he started grabbing your hand first.
Constant smiles from you when one of you would walk into the same room as the other
Attached at the hip when sitting anywhere.
Much like with Seven, you two communicated a lot through action, and Saeran wasn’t very keen on anything academic aside from a bit of coding, but even then he didn’t have much to say about it
But he loved to listen to you talk about. He’d feign interest in classic novels and evolution theories just to hear you talk about them and tell him about them. You’d get so passionate about them, he’d hope that one day you’d get the same starry eyed look on your face when talking about him that you do when talking about Multiverse theory.
He never found you boring, even if he didn’t actually have an interest in the subjects you were talking about, he was in love with how you talked about them. The passion you had. There is nothing boring about passion
And so what if you’re quiet?
Quiet is important for sneaking up on the enemy and obliterating them from this plane of existen-
ooomg i love your writing so much!! honestly, amazing ^-^ and i have a request if that's all right? Seven + MC + Yoosung where they're super bff's and tell each other everything and are each other's favorite person!! thank you
OH MY GOD!!! YES!!!! OT3!!!! and thank you so much!
MC and Seven are notorious for their surprise visits
Yoosung will come home from classes and there Seven and MC are, sitting on his bed
sometimes they’ll literally both just be asleep, sometimes they’ll be eating his food
“hey nerd, how was class today?”
“nice to see you guys, too….”
also MC and Seven play pranks on Yoosung ALL THE TIME
he will never get a break with these two
S L E E P O V E R S
their sleepovers last, like, three days
its almost like they all three live at each others places? like they have such fluid schedules that they can go wherever whenever
Seven will buy a shit ton of drinks
Yoosung always drinks the most
GETTING DRUNK AND THEN PLAYING THREE HOURS OF MARIO KART!!!!!
so much screaming
“fuck off donkey kong”
“suck my dick toad”
“mOtheR FUCKING SON OF a BITCH RAINBOW RoaD CAN SUCK MY MOTHER FUCKing ASS”
after a bunch of mario kart, its around 2 am
they will talk to each other and just in general check up on each other
asking Yoosung about his classes, and y’know everyone is super talkative when they’re drunk
they probably make like, a full dinner at 2 am
they dont sleep until 5 am
Yoosung and MC wake up at around 1 pm, snuggled up on Sevens couch
Seven probably slept for about 2 hours and then got up to work
they make something for their hangovers, making something for Seven, too, then make lunch together
Yoosung and MC play music and jam TF out while they cook
Seven comes into the kitchen and dances with them
Seven and MC also help Yoosung study!!!
and when they can, they all play LOLOL together
have a nearby cafe that they always meet up at for lunch!!!!!!
they all have each others favorite things on the menu memorized
THEIR GROUPCHAT IS SO LIT
MEMES FOR DAYS
TALKING TRASH ABOUT THE OTHER RFA MEMBERS LOWKEY
did i mention memes for days?
they also go on like, dates
they’ll all catch a movie and dinner together, or take a day off and go to the beach together
I REALLY HOPE YOU ENJOYED READING THAT!!! THANKS SO MUCH FOR THIS REQUEST ^^