myselfirl

Hmmm…. Is it sad that I’m kind of proud of myself for neither saying or doing anything truly cruel or destructive for several YEARS…. Well….I was a LITTLE mean in June …. But I used all of my control to not be excessively caustic! I tried to NOT flay the soul. Ten years ago I would have seen how quickly I could have had them admitted to a psych ward or a morgue. And taken immense pleasure in it.

So…. I’ve grown.

Don’t get me wrong.
I still hate pretty much everyone.
It’s just not worth muddling my days with their filth, even if I do enjoy studying their pain.