nnnn alright so if this flops it flops, if it doesn’t then it’s chill
aNYWAYS I’ll do like a bbcan5 sim thingie, 15 spots !
I just need your preferred gender option (the sim has female, male, neutral, and pair, though I’m not exactly sure what that last one means tbh), and, like, a fave celeb, youtuber, or contestant from I guess like bb, survivor, drag race, etc. for your icons
Ok, since none of you fucking cowards are going to say it, it looks like I’m going to have to embarrass myself and say it first!
Twice’s thighs are fucking thicc and he could totally crush my skull with them and I’d thank him.
There’s recently been some big changes to my life and they’re only going to get bigger. I’ve had a lot of free time for the past month, but that’s about to come to an end. I’ll need to put more attention on real life.
So starting from tomorrow, I won’t be online every day (I’ll try to come on the weekends, etc.) and there might be a day where I leave here altogether. For now, I’m still attached to this blog and there are a lot of JTTW and Kuro posts I still want to make. Inbox is always open and anyone can IM me (I’ll still check those as much as I can).
I took a half year hiatus back in 2016 and depending on how busy I am in 2017, that might happen again. I’ll just have to see for myself what’s the best thing to do. So thanks for sticking with me, and don’t think I died if I stop coming online for long periods of time!
I saw someone was tagging Ryuu as waifu and all I can think of is Io reblogging Ryuu’s selfies on tumblr and tagging them as waifu and calling Ryuu his waifu on tumblr and other social medias they are on together… and Ryuu jokingly calls Io husbando back-
this isnt studyblr related at all, but I’ve been thinking a lot about my early teens lately, and a lot of people in this community are quite young (although this applies to anyone, really), so this is for you:
do not give a fuck about your weight.
I’m 100% serious about this. I was on a dark path when I was around 11, trying out different radical diets, or not eating at all, simply because I wanted that perfectly flat stomach and impossible thigh gap. I am so goddamn lucky that I didnt develop an eating disorder, but I was close, and for lengthy periods of time from when I was 11 til when I was 17, I had serious unhealthy eating habits.
and - it absolutely destroyed my social life. when I was 11 I decided that I wasnt perfect (thin) enough to hang out with my friends. I withdrew from them, thinking that I’d first lose weight, and then look good enough to be friends with people. but because I was never quite satisfied with my weight I just stopped hanging out with people for quite a few years. I’m naturally an introvert, so that played a factor, but because I was too uncomfortable with myself to hang out with friends I lost my deeper friendships, and god do I wonder how my life would be like if I was still in contact with some of these people
I dont really want to bore you with personal details, but please, I am genuinely begging you: dont let your weight stop you from being around people. dont let it stop you from anything, really, but please do not withdraw from people because you think you need to have a certain shape/figure to hang out with people
When you’re a kid, they tell you it’s all… grow up. Get a job. Get married. Get a house. Have a kid, and that’s it. But the truth is, the world is so much stranger than that. It’s so much darker. And so much madder. And so much better.