a smiling kai, truly a rare sight.
i’m gonna make some changes for myself.
i’m not going to just say that anymore without following through.
it’s going to be a lot of work.
it’s going to be a long + difficult journey.
but i can do it.
i won’t depend on anyone / anything else for happiness.
i will learn to be happy with myself.
i will love myself.
i will fight this sickness in my head that tries so hard to kill me every day.
i will be strong.
i will survive.