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Love…

When I think of you

I can let my feet hang off the bed

I can write with my back towards the closet door

I no longer get tense when I hear creepy creaking sounds made by my old wood floor

I don’t feel like a bird with broken wings

With you I feel like I soar

Through the inevitable difficulties of life.

When I think of you it feels like This is what it feels like when Someone get’s it right.

When I think of you

Death becomes beautiful

Its simply the period at the end of a well lived life.

When I think of you and all that your love has empowered me to do

I pray that my life and my mere presence has helped you, and allowes you to truly feel real, unfiltered, life transforming

Love…

By T.S. Davis

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LETTER FROM EYRICKA KING, RECEIVED 11 JULY 2017
====================================

DEAR ——–

HELLO HOW ARE YOU? FINE I HOPE
AS FOR ME NOT DOING WELL AT ALL.
THEY ARE TRYING TO KILL ME! SERIOUSLY
I GOT BACK TO FRANKLIN ON FRIDAY
JUNE 30ᵀᴴ AND I’VE BEEN IN THE BOX
SINCE I WAS ATTACKED BY SOME
SARGENTS UPON MY ARRIVAL BACK HERE
AND THROWN IN THE BOX TO SILENCE
ME. HERE IS WHAT HAPPENED
WHEN I GOT BACK TO FRANKLIN
THE PUT ME IN A DORM WITH THE
SAME GUY (INMATE) WHO TRIED HAVING
SEX WITH ME AND WHEN I REFUSED
TO HAVE SEX HE SPIT ON ME, YOU
REMEMBER WHEN THAT INCIDENT HAPPENED
BACK IN APRIL, AND THE PREA DEPUTY
MS. SOUTHERS HAD ME MOVED TO
A BETTER DORM. OK UPON MY
ARRIVAL TO THE DORM THE INMATE
CAME TO THE DOOR WITH 3
OTHER INMATES AND THREATENED

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TO ATTACK ME IF I CAME INTO
THE HOUSE. SO I IMMEDIATLY
TOLD THE OFFICER THAT I COULD NOT
LIVE IN THAT DORM AND FOR HIM
TO CALL A SARGENT, HE DID JUST
THAT. THE SARGENT ARRIVED IN A
BLACK VAN WITH 2 OTHER SARGENTS
AND HE IMMEDIATLY SAID IT 9:00
AT NIGHT I DON’T FEEL LIKE DEALING
WITH THIS PUSSY FAGGOT CUFF
HIM NOW THE OTHER SARGENTS
THEN BEGAN RUFFING ME UP
THEY SLAMMED ME FACE FIRST ON
A BRICK WALL LUCKILY NOTHING
SEVERE HAPPENED TO MY FACE BUT
I WAS SLAMMED SO HARD ONTO
THE WALL MY RIGHT BREAST INPLANT
SWELLED UP EXTRA BIG AND IS
BRUISED THEY BEGAN PUNCHING
ME AND SAYING YOU ARE A
MAN WHAT IS A FUCKING TRANSGENDER

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I WAS CRYING AND BEGGING
FOR THEM TO STOP BEATING ME
ONE SARGENT SAID AINT THAT WHAT
YOU LIKE YOU LIKE MEN TO MAN
HANDLE YOU. THEY THEN THREW ME
IN THE BACK OF THE VAN BEAT UP
AND STILL CUFFED AND DROVE ME
TO THE BOX AND STRIPPED ME NAKED
AND THREW ME IN A CELL IVE BEEN
IN THE SAME CELL SINCE, THEY ARE
DENYING ME MEDICAL TREATMENT
IVE BEEN ▦ IN SO MUCH PAIN AND
SO OUT OF IT I HAVENT EATEN SINCE
FRIDAY MORNING JUNE 30ᵀᴴ. ——– IM
SO SCARED I THINK THEY ARE GOING
TO REALLY HURT ME AND TRY TO SAY IT
WAS A SUICIDE. PLEASE CONTACT
EVERYBODY THE NEWS STATIONS
CALL THE FACILITY ASK TO SPEAK
WITH MS. SAUTHERS AND DEPUTY
RONALD FOSTER HAVE ——– AND

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——– HELP, CONTACT ——–
ALSO I NEED OUT OF THE BOX
BEFORE IT’S TO LATE I SWEAR
——– I THINK I MIGHT DIE IN
HERE PLEASE HELP ME

I WROTE YOU 3 DIFFERENT TIMES SINCE
THIS HAPPENED ONLY TO GET THE MAIL
RETURNED TO ME SHREDDED UP IN
PIECES, THANKS TO ONE GOOD OFFICER
THAT CAME TO THE CELL TODAY AND TOLD
ME HE SEE’S EVERYTHING THEY DOING
TO ME AND THAT HE GOING TO MAKE
SURE THIS LETTER GETES MAILED OUT.
AGAIN ——– HELP ME DO
EVERY AND ANYTHING YOU
GUYS CAN TO GET ME
OUT OF HERE. F2L IS MY
ONLY HOPE.

        ERICA

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THEY ONLY CARE ONCE YOU HAVE
PEOPLE FROM THE OUTSIDE CALL
IN. HAVE ——– CONTACT
THE COMMISSIONER GUY THAT
SHE BEEN SPEAKING WITH.
——– I DONT WANNA BE IN
THE BOX I DID NOTHING WRONG
HELP ME.

P.S. I PRAY THIS LETTER
REACHES YOU.

====================================
Assist by calling these numbers:

Jason Effman…Head PREA person in Albany…518-457-3955
Franklin Correctional Facility: 518 483 6040. (You can ask to talk to Deputy Deb Southers or a sergeant).
Office of Special Investigations Department of Corrections and Community Supervision (PREA office)…(518)-457-2653
Office of the Inspector General…(518) 474-1010

and demanding that Eyricka be transferred out of Franklin to a facility closer to NYC with protective custody that is *not* solitary confinement. Eyricka’s DIN# is 16A4486. If you call, reply to this post or reblog with a summary so that we can know what kind of impact we are having.


i want to take the time to inform people about something that has happened a few months ago and i will not let this person’s life be swept under the rug. this story is about a trans woman who was arrested for no reason.


here is her letter:


EMERGENCY LETTER FROM EYRICKA KING

RECEIVED 11 JULY 2017

====================================

DEAR ——–

HELLO HOW ARE YOU? FINE I HOPE
AS FOR ME NOT DOING WELL AT ALL.
THEY ARE TRYING TO KILL ME! SERIOUSLY
I GOT BACK TO FRANKLIN ON FRIDAY
JUNE 30ᵀᴴ AND I’VE BEEN IN THE BOX
SINCE I WAS ATTACKED BY SOME
SARGENTS UPON MY ARRIVAL BACK HERE
AND THROWN IN THE BOX TO SILENCE
ME. HERE IS WHAT HAPPENED
WHEN I GOT BACK TO FRANKLIN
THE PUT ME IN A DORM WITH THE
SAME GUY (INMATE) WHO TRIED HAVING
SEX WITH ME AND WHEN I REFUSED
TO HAVE SEX HE SPIT ON ME, YOU
REMEMBER WHEN THAT INCIDENT HAPPENED
BACK IN APRIL, AND THE PREA DEPUTY
MS. SOUTHERS HAD ME MOVED TO
A BETTER DORM. OK UPON MY
ARRIVAL TO THE DORM THE INMATE
CAME TO THE DOOR WITH 3
OTHER INMATES AND THREATENED

[new page]

TO ATTACK ME IF I CAME INTO
THE HOUSE. SO I IMMEDIATLY
TOLD THE OFFICER THAT I COULD NOT
LIVE IN THAT DORM AND FOR HIM
TO CALL A SARGENT, HE DID JUST
THAT. THE SARGENT ARRIVED IN A
BLACK VAN WITH 2 OTHER SARGENTS
AND HE IMMEDIATLY SAID IT 9:00
AT NIGHT I DON’T FEEL LIKE DEALING
WITH THIS PUSSY FAGGOT CUFF
HIM NOW THE OTHER SARGENTS
THEN BEGAN RUFFING ME UP
THEY SLAMMED ME FACE FIRST ON
A BRICK WALL LUCKILY NOTHING
SEVERE HAPPENED TO MY FACE BUT
I WAS SLAMMED SO HARD ONTO
THE WALL MY RIGHT BREAST INPLANT
SWELLED UP EXTRA BIG AND IS
BRUISED THEY BEGAN PUNCHING
ME AND SAYING YOU ARE A
MAN WHAT IS A FUCKING TRANSGENDER

[new page]

I WAS CRYING AND BEGGING
FOR THEM TO STOP BEATING ME
ONE SARGENT SAID AINT THAT WHAT
YOU LIKE YOU LIKE MEN TO MAN
HANDLE YOU. THEY THEN THREW ME
IN THE BACK OF THE VAN BEAT UP
AND STILL CUFFED AND DROVE ME
TO THE BOX AND STRIPPED ME NAKED
AND THREW ME IN A CELL IVE BEEN
IN THE SAME CELL SINCE, THEY ARE
DENYING ME MEDICAL TREATMENT
IVE BEEN ▦ IN SO MUCH PAIN AND
SO OUT OF IT I HAVENT EATEN SINCE
FRIDAY MORNING JUNE 30ᵀᴴ. ——– IM
SO SCARED I THINK THEY ARE GOING
TO REALLY HURT ME AND TRY TO SAY IT
WAS A SUICIDE. PLEASE CONTACT
EVERYBODY THE NEWS STATIONS
CALL THE FACILITY ASK TO SPEAK
WITH MS. SAUTHERS AND DEPUTY
RONALD FOSTER HAVE ——– AND

[new page]

——– HELP, CONTACT ——–
ALSO I NEED OUT OF THE BOX
BEFORE IT’S TO LATE I SWEAR
——– I THINK I MIGHT DIE IN
HERE PLEASE HELP ME

I WROTE YOU 3 DIFFERENT TIMES SINCE
THIS HAPPENED ONLY TO GET THE MAIL
RETURNED TO ME SHREDDED UP IN
PIECES, THANKS TO ONE GOOD OFFICER
THAT CAME TO THE CELL TODAY AND TOLD
ME HE SEE’S EVERYTHING THEY DOING
TO ME AND THAT HE GOING TO MAKE
SURE THIS LETTER GETES MAILED OUT.
AGAIN ——– HELP ME DO
EVERY AND ANYTHING YOU
GUYS CAN TO GET ME
OUT OF HERE. F2L IS MY
ONLY HOPE.

        ERICA

[new page]

THEY ONLY CARE ONCE YOU HAVE
PEOPLE FROM THE OUTSIDE CALL
IN. HAVE ——– CONTACT
THE COMMISSIONER GUY THAT
SHE BEEN SPEAKING WITH.
——– I DONT WANNA BE IN
THE BOX I DID NOTHING WRONG
HELP ME.

P.S. I PRAY THIS LETTER
REACHES YOU.

====================================

Please call and demand that Eyricka King (DIN: 16A4486) be moved to a facility where she can be in protective custody and not solitary confinement:


Health Services Office in Albany

 (To report cases where a person is not being given appropriate medical attention):

 518-445-6176


Jason Effman 

(Head of PREA in Albany)

 518-457-3955


Office of Special Investigations 

518-457-2653


Office of the Inspector General

518-474-1010


I hope to have this story shared, as it means a lot to me, being a trans woman of color as well. There is also a petition here.

Here is a clip of Eyrcika’s mother explaining the hashtag.

A post shared by laverne (@iamtxg) on Aug 20, 2017 at 1:35pm PDT

This all started in July. 

This has not been reported on the news, until August.

It is November. We demand an update.

Please spread awareness. Every little thing counts. 

Here is a link to the instagram page for this story, run by Erycka’s mother.

We must not let another person’s life be swept under the rug. She is our trans sister. 

If you read this post, and shared this post

THANK YOU.

Sparrows and Iron (Part Fifteen)

Pairing: Tony Stark x Reader

A/N: Hello there! Yes, this series is still a thing! I’m just as shocked as you all! Now, I don’t want to linger in the alternate timeline for too long, but I hope this part doesn’t feel rushed! Sidenote, I do not hate Pepper Potts, I totally ship Pepperony, but that is not how this story is going to go, so I’m trying to avoid demonizing her as I go along! Please do let me know if I’m not succeeding a that.

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Previous Parts:

Previous Parts:

One~Two~Three~Four~Five~Six~Seven~Eight~Nine~Ten~Eleven~Twelve~Thirteen~Fourteen

Word Count: 603


(Y/N) Xavier descended the main stairs of her father’s–well, hers now. Her mansion… It had been for quite some time, but she still never got used to the fact that her father was gone, the school now hers. When she reached the foyer, she paused, smiling wistfully at a group of kids a they ran by.

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So I was tagged for the selfie thingy twice I think? I tried super hard to find those people, I couldn’t, sorry! Anyways here’s my thing, it’s 6 I think but I never learned how to count so who knows(probably someone that can count). Anyways, I’ll tag people but I suck at remembering so I apologize. I tag @my-weird-reality @riptidejoy @myonly-opponent @theeducatedfieldnegro @layxlxers @hijabonita @hiyaee @eaelocin @seikoblaze @balljabi @junglexjulia @jadephire @anisie-piece @inmyafrica @43years @thataljeriangurl @flood-of-blood @smilesbythebunches @hijabihybrid @ponderation @la-mancunienne @henyloly @missj0hnson @theblackichigo @ashlyndfghjkl @exxb @queensincrowns @friesnhoes @scienceyoucanlove @amelc @itshalalcuzisaidbismillah @queenofshade @icecream-eaterrr @nicolezai @lajefadelasjefas @dossantostatiana @spreadyourwingsanfly @dopest-ethiopian @slumkitty @hchocolate @deenoverdami @brownskinclub @lionheart– @melanindendrites @mellowvibrations @sophiaslittleblog @lorde-oftherings  @jahwri @oksanabanana @roseewolf @niqabaeee @kllusterfvk

That’s a crap ton I realize, I just wanted to do my best to get as many people as I could. I know dang well I missed a LOT, I promise however I tried my best so for anyone that hasn’t done it, well here!  

Figured it’s the end of the year, I’ll make sure to do my best. To whomever I missed, excuse the cliche but to anyone I didn’t tag please feel free to join in & I’ll reblog it(if I don’t see it, link me). Happy almost New Years.

Edit: I’m so late

The Final Experiment Chapter 20: What Now?

A/N: Well, first off, I would just like to make some clarifications. Since this is fanfic, I can do whatever the heck I want with my timelines. That being said, I know that the events of First Class through Apocalypse happened in like the seventies and eighties etc., but in TFE, Jean, Scott, and the other younger ones are all Kaitlynn’s age and Alex isn’t dead. The older ones like Alex, Hank, Ororo, Charles, etc. are all their FC/Apocalypse age/actors, but Bobby, Rogue, and Pyro all exist as well and are also Kaitlynn’s age.

Word Count: 1,336

**WARNINGS**: Use of a patronizing nickname that could be taken as a disrespectful reference to a physical disability, reference to murder.

Previous Parts: 12345678910111213141516171819

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@mla02 @shamvictoria11 @fanficcrapforme @procrastinatingvirgo @arie-tfw


Walking out of my room, I adjusted my gloves, silently thanking Professor McCoy for the specialized clothing to help suppress my powers. I waved at Logan–none of that “Professor” stuff with him–and continued on my way out to the gardens. At the base of the old tree, my boyfriend sat waiting. It was bit ironic, that tree. See, the very guy in question had accidentally blasted it  to pieces with his powers a while back, but thanks to a mutant with nature powers, dear Professor Xavier’s favorite tree was restored.

“Hey Scott!” I called with a smile.

Looking up, he held his hand out to me. It was a shame that my powers separated us from even just kissing or holding hands, but he seemed cool with the arrangement so I wasn’t going to complain. I had come a long, long way from where I’d started when I first got to the Academy over a year ago.

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Mischief, Magic, and Mayhem (Part Seven)

Pairing: Loki x OC/Reader

A/N: Okay, so I know I’ve been doing a lot of short parts lately, but hopefully they should get longer after this. A warning though, for anyone who hasn’t seen Agents of SHIELD and intends to watch it eventually, I’m basically going to be going through the series and inserting Elena/Sigyn and Loki at some point, so this is you warning here and now for spoilers, which I will not be tagging for the first three seasons. Possibly not for the fourth, depending on how long it takes me to get there/whether or not I actually incorporate it into MM&M. So, that being said, the pilot was hard to rewrite, so it’s very short and basically skims through the important parts, which will probably happen for a lot of the show unless it’s relevant to character development. I hope you all enjoy where it’s headed!

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@after-avenging-hours @casameanlock @dedicatedbff @nicolejones412 @my-crazy-hectic-life @juliagolia87 @myonly-sunshine @wanna-see-my-lease @toofangirl @addictivewriter @petroviana @sarcasticfangirlxx @improbsabadwriterbutitryanyway @redwriter @marvel-fanfiction

**Note: Urls that can’t be tagged will be removed next time.

Word count: 447

Prologue

Part One

Part Two

Part Three

Part Four

Part Five

Part Six

“Phil, did you really have to put a bag over her head?” Elena asked as the man walked out of the interrogation room, leaving Ward and that ‘Skye’ character inside. “Seems a bit extreme…”

“It’s all just for show, Elena. Don’t worry.”

“If you say so…” She leaned forward on the table, watching the footage. “I think I like this girl…”

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Você já se sentiu tão sozinho, que simplesmente não quer fazer mais nada? Você só respira. Não sei o que me falta, se é realmente algo ou alguém. Talvez os dois. O que quer que seja, espero encontrar logo. Não gosto de me sentir assim.
—  insanidar.
É que às vezes a gente sente algo tão forte por uma pessoa, que nos precipitamos e dizemos que é amor, mas talvez seja, porque na verdade o amor é algo inexplicável, a gente só sente e não sabe explicar. É isso.
—  LFB