I want to be mad but I can’t there isn’t a reason. I just want you to hurt me so bad that I can’t get up again so it will be your fault. I don’t want this. I don’t want happiness because that makes it harder in the end. Why can’t I just love what I have an be happy with now? Because I know what’s coming a hurricane so I’m trying to prepare and that only makes everything worse.


It really is a part of our lives. We experience pain, grief, loss and the list goes on.

Beloved, do not think it strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange things happen to you… 1 Pet. 4:12

Don’t feel bad. You are not alone. During these times, we are reminded that we can never survive the life here on earth without Him, Father God. He is just there, waiting for us to come home.

Don’t feel bad if you experience life’s challenges, know that there is always a purpose for something that had happened in our lives.

“Trouble creates a capacity to handle it… Make it as a friend, for you’ll see a lot of it” – ODB

As it was said in the same book, “God is using it to test the stamina of our souls.” Have faith. Hold on.

…commit our souls to Him in doing good, as to a faithful Creator. 1 Pet. 4:19