mynamescelia

  • Person:You're really cute :)
  • Me:Ha.
  • Me:Haha.
  • Me:HAHA.
  • Me:HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
  • Me:r u on crack cocaine??
  • Me:or r u just really blind?
  • Me:ohhh, wait, you meant to spell ugly.
  • Me:or did someone just pay you to say that,
  • Me:was it my mom?
  • Me:i'm sorry.
  • Me:I shall go blog now.
  • Me:Mom, Shayley left Of Mice And Men. I don't wanna live anymore.
  • Mom:I bet if they were half as good as the Jonas Brothers they would of never broken up.
  • Me:The Jonas Brothers broke up 2 years ago.
  • Mom:Liar! If they were broken up I would have gone to theraphy! I bet that Shane nigguh was on drugs! Stop crying & go do homework.
  • Me:I don't think you understand that I can't live anymore. I'm dropping out of school. And I'm going to a theraphist. And I'm being dead serious.

“You don’t see the good in yourself. All you see is the negative. You see everything good in everyone but yourself. I can tell by the look in your eyes that you’re not happy with what you have. All you do is see everyone else for what you want, but when it comes to you all you see is what you don’t have. I think you’re perfect, you should too.”

  • My Mother.

Sometimes I wonder if you think of me as much as I think of you. Maybe you don’t even think about anything anymore. It’s still all confusing. I was never like this. I never stood awake in the middle of the night in the corner of my room sobbing because of how much I can’t handle anything anymore. I don’t know what the cause to my never ending torment is anymore. Maybe it’s the fact that you broke me into nothingness and just working. I just constantly feel worthless now. I’m still not sure who I am or what I am anymore. I’m not sure where I’ll go or what will happen in the future. I just wonder when it all went wrong. I’m still set on just finding out. I’m a confusing person, most of the time I just don’t even understand why I even think like this. I don’t want to end like this. Most of the time I believe I’ll be a path. I just want it all to end.

My amount of disqust in you is so undescribable that my rant has to be formated in such a manor that the proper English dictionary could not be involved in it. Here is my rant:

NIGGA I WILL MUDA FUKIN KILL U O HOE AZZ NIGGA I WILL FITEEE, NIGGA U FINNA DIE OOO I WANNA KEEL U FAGFACE U R A LYA I WILL BOX U INTO MUDA FUKIN ORANGE JUICE NUH UH U A HOE UH UH IMA KEEL U HOEAZZNIGGATRICKAZZNIGGAFAGGOTAZZNIGGA FUKK UU WID A MUDA FUKIN SHOVEL UP UR BUTT U COPYIN HOE UGH I CAINT STAND U NIGGAAAAAAAAA I H4TE U OH MAH GOD Y R U SO UGH EWW U MAKE ME GO EWW U HAV SUM UGLY AZZ NAPPY HURR 2 EHH U SO MUDA FUKIN NASTY DATZ Y U SINGOO AINT NOBODY WANT U EEEEEEH NIGGAAAAAAAA U SO GAY LYKE UH MAH GAWD U NEED JESUS IN UR LYFE EEEEWWWWW I NEED TO BEAT SUM SENCE INTO UR FAGGUT AZZ OOOOOOOO I DUN EVEN KNOW HOW 2 DESCRIBE U, OH UGLAAAY AZZ FUK U U GAY GO HOPE OFF MAH DICK NIGGAA U A FAGGOT AZZ NIGGA FAKE AZZ NIGGA HOE AZZ NIGGA Fuqqqqqqqqqq uuuuuuu~ ok.