mylife

I can’t handle the stress in my life rn. My anxiety is high from morning to night. The quality of what I do each day is dropping. And little things that don’t usually bother me, set me off and I have to work to restrain my emotions and words. I hate myself and each day.

So I’m taking a day off for me this Friday. I have to. Things are only going to be more stressful, and my thoughts are only getting more pressing. I fake it through every day and no one really knows how terrible I feel.

The sad thing is I can’t even tell my spouse I need a day off or that I’m taking one off. She won’t understand. She’ll tell me she’s under pressure too and that I am making a big deal out of nothing. Her attitude toward everything is to get over it. Deal with it.

But I need to do what is best for me. Take the day off, take care of my health, mental and physical. And not worry or care about what she thinks. Just do what I know is right for me. And that’s what I’m going to do on Friday.

One more step toward creating a better future for myself.

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I got new lipsticks and naturally had to try them all on in one day 💁🏻

THIS EYEWITNESS EPISODE CAUSED SOME SERIOUS DAMAGES ON ME

- “LUKAS LIKES DICKS”

Originally posted by disneykeepsmegoing

- Helen and Gabe finds out 

Originally posted by irrelevantgayness

- Philip and his weird problems with water

Originally posted by it-us

- LUKAS GETS SHOT AND PHILIP HESITATE BUT JUMPED IN THE WATER TO SAVE HIM
- EPISODE 9 PROMO WITH “I LOVE YOU LUKAS, PLEASE WAKE UP”