Do you know what hells is like? Because I do, I know exactly how living in hell feels, and I face it every single day of my life. Living away from my family, where people don’t care about you and blame you for everything. In a place where you can’t say no, and you have to do everything they tell you to do. I reached bottom, I can’t deal with this shit anymore, my head is burning in rage, my heart pounds and my emotions are floating in the air, I feel like screaming so hard until my throat explodes and I would die because of it, but at least I would have died expressing myself and not keeping all the stupid anger inside of me. I don’t even know what to think right now, I really can’t understand why he makes my life harder. Why are people so angry? I know I make mistakes, but If I fell the least you can do is helping me to get up instead of bringing me down.
I really really miss school, I know it sounds crazy because I really wanted to be on vacations but not anymore, I get to see my friends at school and that’s what I need right now, friends… people who I can trust, people who can get a smile out of me, and people to hang around and get away from this hell. I know I’ve got the best friends that I could ever ask for but I can’t hang out with them not even skype with them, what I miss the most is my best friend who is always busy for me. I wish I had wings and could fly to another place, just me and my thoughts, that’s the only thing I need right now