kate’s tv otps: 15/100

↳ arthur pendragon & guinevere

↳merlin 2008-2013

↳ ❝how can i admit that i think about her all the time? or that i care about her more than anyone? how can i admit that i don’t know what i will do if any harm comes to her?… because nothing can ever happen between us. to admit my feelings knowing that, it hurts too much.  


Do you think I sit around and do nothing?! I haven’t had a chance to sit around and do nothing since the day I arrived in Camelot, I’m too busy running around after Arthur - do this Merlin, do that Merlin - and when I’m not running around after Arthur, I’m doing chores for you and if I’m not doing that, I’m fulfilling my destiny - do you know how many times I’ve saved Arthur’s life? I’ve lost count - do I get any thanks? No - I have fought griffins, witches, bandits, I have been punched, poisoned, pelted with fruit, and all the while I have to hide who I really am because if anyone finds out, Uther will have me executed. Some times I feel like I’m being pulled in so many directions I don’t know which way to turn!