About 42 weeks ago, I totally flipped my lifestyle around. So far I’ve lost 60 pounds, dropped 5 pant sizes and 3 shirt sizes, but I’ve gained mental strength, self acceptance and self love.
People constantly ask me how I’ve stayed motivated and what I do to maintain my weight. I workout and I lift daily, I eat healthy and follow as close to a paleo diet as possible, but I cheat all the time! The difference is that I have learned about myself and my body in this process that I’ve figured out what works for me and my body type. I have become so in tune with myself not only physically but mentally that I’m more aware of what’s around me and what this beautiful Earth has to offer. Being mindful of who and what benefit me has really played a huge role in my life, and I no longer accept people who do not accept me. And that is enough motivation for me-to constantly be in the moment and experiencing life, and not only experiencing it but enjoying it. To not be so worried about unnecessary things. Before all of this, I was so caught up in wanting to look like someone else or be someone else. But now, I just want to be me and I want to push me to my fullest extent and be the best ME I can be, for you only have yourself in this short life.

I now want to get up every morning and be active and be apart of this world. I want to not only help myself but help anyone who needs it. I will not stand in the superficial stereotypes of who or what I need/should be. I do not rely on others for happiness, I rely on myself to make me laugh or if I’m in the gutter and I need to get out. I try hard at everything I do because I want to better myself in any aspect possible, because why wouldn’t I? I have one life to live, and now I have the will and energy to do anything I want to do.
I am not the person I was 42 weeks ago, but instead I am a strong, intuitive and adventurous person, and much much more. I never knew what it was like to look in the mirror and accept the reflection until now. This has opened my eyes to a whole new world. I am far from where I want to be and the things I will experience, but I am a thousand steps closer than I ever was. #myfitnessjourney #weightloss

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Every once in a while I like to take a moment to reflect on how far my fitness journey has come and conjure up where this new healthy body will continue to take me. It is a process I never want to end. I want to continually challenge myself to climb greater heights. The girl on the left was sad, depressed, lonely, confused. She knew not what direction to run in, but one day decided to just run. It’s not the destination that shapes your life but how many hurdles you’ve leapt and stones you’ve tripped over. I still don’t know where this journey will end, but I’m sure enjoying the ride. And now I’m sharing this incredible power with the world as a personal trainer, and I cannot wait to spread it far and wide. #grateful #blessed #myfitnessjourney #workinprogress #fitbride #personaltrainer #personaltrainerlife #fitlife #healthy #fulfilled #mylife #success #weightloss #weightlossjourney #beforeandafter

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Early progress pic! The left was 21 days ago… change happens fast after you get over that initial bump! As hard as it was to take that first picture i am so glad i did because now i can see my progress! Still got a long way to go! :D feeling good! #fitfam #fitspo #motivation #healthyhappyheidy #progress #myfitnessjourney #focus

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I decided to take a progress photo. On the left is me at 331lbs (the day my family started our challenge), and the right is me at 289.6 (today, 3 months later)!

I have reached my first goal of a 40lb loss! My second goal is another 40lbs, bringing me down to an 80lb loss.

My ultimate goal weight is 165. So, at this moment, I am ¼th of the way there 🙂!

Maybe someday I’ll actually workout outdoors without a shirt. I’m confident, but I’m not sure I’m that confident just yet. // Not only was today a gorgeous day, it was also super freaking hot. If you’re working outside at all, remember to stay hydrated! Heatstroke is no joke! ☀️💦#ftm #transguy #trans #ftmfitness #outside #calisthenics #pullups #bodybuilding #progress #trainhard #springtime #myfitnessjourney #fitness

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Sorry fitfam 😞, I’ve been so AWOL. I left my old job, took a week of funemployment & started a new job. But guess what? My new job has onsite gyms!! Many sweaty work workout selfies coming your way 😉
#selfie #swelfie #myfitnessjourney #fitfam #fitness #fitnessmotivation #fitspiration #fitspo #weightloss #weightlossjourney #weightlosssupport #weightlossmotivation

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Trying something new: veggie crisps…sweet potatoes, carrots, squash, tora, and green beans. 

So far, I’ve only had one and it didn’t taste bad. It was actually pretty sweet. I planned on having these as snacks, but with sticking to my eating schedule (8 am, 10 am, 12 pm, 3 pm, 5 pm, 8 pm) I feel like I’ve been eating all day and I’m just really not here for it…not today anyway. 


Yesterday, I meal prepped. (Among other things…

It started Friday night, I created a meal plan for the week so that I could be all prepared for my grocery shopping on Saturday. The only change I had to make to my meal plan for the week was the removal of the almonds. My meal plan for the week is no meat, no cheese, no bread, no alcohol, no nuts (husband’s not included…couldn’t help myself). 

What you see in the pictures are various stages of my meal prep yesterday. All in all, there’s cabbage soup, spinach salads, grapes (to be frozen), mangoes, yogurt, brown rice, Quaker Instant Oatmeal, a homemade smoothie (half to start off the day, the other half for post workout), hard boiled eggs and hard boiled egg whites.


Monday night crossfit. My knee was playing up tonight and it was beyond annoying hence the pissed off face after 2 reps. 😭 also tonight my camera decided not to record the wod so that was poo also.

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