my-year

People vs Me in 2017

All people: 2017 Surprise me !!!

Me: Pfff, I now how my 2017 will be. Without boyfriend, shipping, have new ships all days, watching series and anime, fangirling all the time and another year being like a hermit… It will be awesome!

anonymous asked:

Cassie, I can't stress how much I need to tell you this darlin'. With work an' such it's becoming so much harder to send you these letters, and just now I'm realizing what these cold nights do to you. I miss being able to hold you like I used to, and I don't know when I'll be able to do it, but I bet it won't be long sugar. Just hang on in there, I'll be back at your side before you know it. I love you so much honey and I miss you, just remember that through these rough times, okay? Love, Jesse

My heart is full and breaking at the same time. Like I’m actually freaking out. I don’t want anything happening to my Jesse. :(

Because @heichouou tagged me, and it’s her bday, i can’t really deny her anything.

Some explanation with my 2017 (from left to right and up to down)
- I read “No Longer Human” and it had a great impact on me, it’s probably my fav book now
- I broke up with my emotionally abusive boyfriend and honestly I’ve never felt better (we were together for 3 or 4 months but still)
- My dad will always be a big part of my life and i love him to pieces
- I got a haircut + glasses
- I went to Rock Werchter and it was amazing, if it weren’t for the price, I’d go an entire weekend
- I met @kuroo-is-my-weakness !!!! (And i’m about to see her in a week again so yeahhh)

I tag: @kuroo-is-my-weakness, @time-limit , @ethones, @choranaptyxis, @regenbogen-flummi and anyone else who feels like it

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Young Nudy - My Year

things I did in 2014
  • traveled to south america for the first time
  • went to brazil alone
  • fell in love with rio de janeiro
  • volunteered/worked in some of the most notorious favelas in Brazil
  • fell in love for the first time
  • realized I was gay
  • made friends with people in almost all of the time zones
  • tried a caipirinha for the first time
  • got robbed!!! (i was so dumb i deserved that so much lol) 
  • partied on an island off the coast of rio for an entire weekend for no reason 
  • saw the brightest stars of my life on that island while i sat in the sand drunk with beautiful people by my side. 
  • experienced Carnivale 
  • basically became the girl from ipanema for 2 months
  • went to London and interned.
  • had a broken heart in london which was pretty miserable but looking back pretty awesome cause like london is so depressing historically so what a great place to be heart broken!!!
  • saw buckingham palace but walked around the block looking for it again because i was convinced the castle i was standing in front of was too small to be the palace i had always dreamt about seeing
  • went to the most romantic city in the world aka paris
  • spent those 5 days smoking cigs, eating baguettes in parks, and walking along the seine.
  • also hung out with a bunch of random south american travelers in paris and got rly drunk in an american bar LOL
  • walked through Versallies palace and saw Marie Antoinettes bedroom with my own eyes
  • took a nap on the great lawn and got woken up by a very angry french security guard
  • “Sir do you see anyone else lying here?!” “no.. that’s why i’m sleeping here?”
  • spent 4 days getting high as fuck in amsterdam
  • went to the anne frank house which was super frikkan sombering
  • moved to NYC
  • accomplished my first semester of college
  • ***list to be added to as the day goes on**
2017 is the year...

2017 is going to be the year where I am gonna:

-Stop thinking about the past 

-Stop letting people control me

-Stop being depressed

-Stop caring what my parents think of me

-Stop being around toxic people

-Stop caring what the kids at school think of me

-Stop living in fear of my parents

2017 is going to be the year where I am gonna

-Start taking control of my life

-Start doing the things I want to do

-Start to study hard because its my last year of school so I might as well give it my all

-Start to do the things that make me happy

-Start to make new friends

-Start to read more book

-Start to draw more

-Start to love myself more

-Start to believe in myself more

2017 is going to be my year because I am going to god damn make it my year

12 Things I did in 2015
  • 1: Passed my driving test
  • 2: Finished College
  • 3: Became unhealthily obsessed with Avatar: The Last Airbender and experienced my first true shipping experience through Zutara
  • 4: Got Tumblr
  • 5: Started Uni
  • 6: Got hypnotised
  • 7: Became unhealthily obsessed with Danisnotonfire and AmazingPhil and may or may not have watched every single video they ever made
  • 8: Began vlogging on YouTube
  • 9: Became unhealthily obsessed with the BBC show Merlin and unintentionally began shipping Merthur
  • 10: Saw the new Star Wars movie and became unhealthily obsessed with everything remotely to do with Star Wars
  • 11: Stayed permanently stuck and number 9
  • 12: Wrote this.
Day 13 (close to 2 wks. I'm rambling)

Today I worked out over my 30 minute threshold and went for 41 minutes! I will call that a small achievement for sure :) I also made egg salad today to eat over the next few days along with more chicken breasts, zucchini, and sweet potato. I know my meals are all the same, but I need to use up what I’ve got! 

I did not weigh in today but I think I will tomorrow to mark my two weeks. Throughout these two weeks I have learned that you really are the most dehydrated in the morning. My skin gets so dry after sweating a ton. Also, that I have the willpower that I have always struggled in the past to obtain. 

I always struggled to push myself past my comfort zones. The only time I really did push myself, it was in the wrong direction. I was losing the weight but not for the right reasons and definitely not in the healthiest of ways. 

This time I’ve been pushing myself to be better than how I used to be. To be better than the girl who struggled so much in gym class that she would cry in the bathroom after feeling like she made a fool of herself. To be better than the woman who would go without eating for days and who would faint from time to time because of it. 

This is the year for improvement. The year to remember my mistakes. The year to educate myself on how to live a clean and healthy life while loving the me that I am, was, and will be in the future. May the rest of my years hold as great of an impact and the drive that I have now and may they be ready. Because I am not giving up. 

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so here it is again!

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