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Original Info : Yahoo has giving us our first look at Michael Fassbender in Assassin’s Creed. He’s be playing Callum Lynch. For those who have played the game, this will be a new character created for the film. This reminds me of Resident Evil. Instead of getting Jill Valentine, we got Alice. At least the costume looks amazing and it looks like he jumped out of the game. Here’s some info on the film: “Through a revolutionary technology that unlocks his genetic memories, Callum Lynch (Michael Fassbender) experiences the adventures of his ancestor, Aguilar, in 15th Century Spain. Callum discovers he is descended from a mysterious secret society, the Assassins, and amasses incredible knowledge and skills to take on the oppressive and powerful Templar organization in the present day.” I’ve never played the game myself, not sure why. Though my friends have talked about it through the years and how amazing the story is. So for me, they could have named him Fred Bill and I wouldn’t have been none the wiser.
Who’s looking forward to this film?? #AssassinsCreed #assassinscreed4blackflag #AssassinsCreedliberation #AssassinsCreedsyndicate #playstation #playstation3 #playstation4 #ps4 #videogames #comedy #podcast #irantradio #rantradionetwork by brothersbearpodcast http://ift.tt/1VekD7h

Yahoo has giving us our first look at Michael Fassbender in Assassin’s Creed. He’s be playing Callum Lynch. For those who have played the game, this will be a new character created for the film. This reminds me of Resident Evil. Instead of getting Jill Valentine, we got Alice. At least the costume looks amazing and it looks like he jumped out of the game. Here’s some info on the film:

“Through a revolutionary technology that unlocks his genetic memories, Callum Lynch (Michael Fassbender) experiences the adventures of his ancestor, Aguilar, in 15th Century Spain. Callum discovers he is descended from a mysterious secret society, the Assassins, and amasses incredible knowledge and skills to take on the oppressive and powerful Templar organization in the present day.”

I’ve never played the game myself, not sure why. Though my friends have talked about it through the years and how amazing the story is. So for me, they could have named him Fred Bill and I wouldn’t have been none the wiser.

Who’s looking forward to this film??

#AssassinsCreed #assassinscreed4blackflag #AssassinsCreedunity #AssassinsCreedliberation #AssassinsCreedsyndicate #playstation #playstation3 #playstation4 #ps4 #videogames #comedy #podcast #irantradio #rantradionetwork

People tell me I’m mean… They tell me I’m a dick. They say I’m ruthless. Yes I am. I cant even lie to myself but I am drained of my emotions. 2011/2012 my Christmas was ruined. I can remember all the crying and heartache I went through. I don’t think anyone can say their father completely ruined a holiday that year and future years. Worst present ever…. Fast forward a couple months…my mom got sick. Over the past three years I evolved from a very outwardly jovial and warm heart felt person to a very cold hear felt and emotionally torn individual. I don’t like celebrating any winter holiday: thanksgiving, Christmas, new years, my birthday, and valentine’s day. Over those three years I still remember vivid memories I have yet to release to others. And I have yet to sort those out myself. I can remember the many times I would just sit and cry. I remember the many times I would fall to my knees on the floor and cry while my mother would comfort me. Three years and I still kept a smile on my face. When one of my close friends’ father passed away from cancer she expressed how “strong” I am and how I was able to handle it and she wished she could be like me but there was nothing strong about me. I completely lost myself. I was playing a role to others. Playing a game. I cried at my best friend’s houses. I graduated without my mother in the stands. My heart sunk. I can still remember when she passed. And yet I couldn’t cry. She told me don’t cry when she passed but I didn’t know it would be so hard. I remember the day she told me she was being placed in hospice and at that moment I knew my life would change and it did. She asked me “Do you have faith?” and when i replied yes she replied “ Then everything will be alright. Just have trust and hope.” I made the promise to stay strong for her but I don’t know how much longer I can keep pulling. To this day I still wear the mask to veer from the question “Are you okay?” Three years and I am still picking myself up from where I was before. It is not easy. It just shatters my heart when I hear my sister crying or my grandma on the verge of crying and I have to hold my grief in. I learned to control my anger when I see you and your family living in riches off of stolen inheritance. I am not going to live in anger. The fact that you cannot look me in my eyes and then you talk dirty and nasty about me and my sister and down talk my mother when she passed makes me feel like a fool for even thinking you were like an older “sister.” What I did learn over all this is forgiveness. I do forgive you. I called and even apologized to you when you were in the wrong. I tried to make amends but it wasnt the same. You are out my life. I am in a better place than you. I wish the best for you and your family. I pray you all the best. But I just cant find it in my heart to keep opening that womb by attending your family events etc. Forgiveness is not an easy thing. I took all my strength to forgive. Ever since then I have that guilt off my chest. My mom told me she would continue to take care of me and my sister when she passed. She still does. Most people dont understand why I act the way I do. When that one person who I completely trust asks me to tell them about my life…… It is interesting.