I'm so sorry

A lot has been going on in my life and I’ve been trying to pretend that everything is okay. But it’s not. And I don’t want to go into full detail because I don’t want to bore any one of you. But I will say this:

I’m so sorry that you all have to deal with me. I’m so sorry that you guys always seem to come upon my blog when I post stupid shit like this. I’m just so sorry. I don’t even know what to say anymore.

No I’m not okay and I don’t think I will be okay for a long time. I love you guys so much, you’ve been my family more than my own has and you have been there for me in my darkest of times.

But I can’t deal with this anymore. It’s getting to be too much. I feel so trapped and so useless and worthless and just…yeah. I’ll stop there.

So I’m here to say that I am going to drop out of all of the challenges that I have taken apart of. I’m so so so sorry that I’m doing this and I feel like such a shitty person for doing so, but there is so much going on and I can’t concentrate.

I hope things get better where I can come back and post, but until then, I think this is me saying goodbye. For now.

@whispersandwhiskerburn @girl-next-door-writes @thing-you-do-with-that-thing @neversatisfiedgirl @little-red-83 @motleymoose @riversong-sam @frickfracklesackles @not-moose-one-shots @d-s-winchester I hope you guys can forgive me for dropping out of your challenges. I am so sorry. I wish I could finish them, but my mind can’t take anything in. At all. I am so sorry.

I’m so sorry.

I recently hit 10k followers (whatttttt)!! and as part of the celebration I’ve decided to make a spn family!! Thank you guys so much for this, you’re all awesome! <33

★ How to join:

✩ Must be following me
Reblog this post
✩ See who’s available here
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Send me an ask with 1 or 2 options of who you want to be (just in case your first choice is already taken)
✩ If you would like someone/something that isn’t listed, feel free to ask for that instead and I’ll add to the list         

What you’ll get:

A spot on my spn family page
✩ You can track and use the #casblackfeathersfam tag for edits/selfies/fics/random posts/etc, whatever you’d like to share
✩ My love and eternal friendship  (ノ・ω・)ノ

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Please reblog this if:
Your blog is mostly Supernatural
You love the characters and the actors
Your blog is hate free
You are SPN positive
You ship someone or not, I don’t really care
You are active, post stuff or just reblog it
You don’t mind ships
You are looking for new friends
I can message you or send you asks
I am trying to find all the supernatural fans in here. If you know other great blogs, recommend them to me. I love you all, my beautiful family!


Alec McDowell & Dean Winchester, Parallel Appreciation Post.

I’ve always liked the young guys who get to play young Dean, they’ve done an amazing work in my opinion. But I reeeaaally love the fact that Jensen played the character of Alec in Dark Angel when he was younger because Alec and Dean have very similar personalities and that gives us a nice more “vivid” expectation on how would younger Dean really look like.

To the cast of Supernatural

Thank you for all of the painstaking work you put into the show.

This show and the people involved with it have done incredible things for me. Jensen and Jared, you have saved me. I’m so thankful that after 12 fucking seasons you are still sticking around. Thank you for all your work.

All of you. So many that I owe so much to. Just thank you.

Originally posted by supernatural-jackles

Like or reblog this if you’re a (mostly) Supernatural blog who tags posts (if you’re a multi-fandom blog), Supernatural season 13 positive, ship hate free and character hate free (or at least tag it so I can blacklist).

I will be checking out everyone’s blog and possibly follow. I need more positive SPN blogs, and no more people who hate on the show and each other on my dash. 

SPN Writers: The fandom deserves a break maybe we will give them a good finale this season. You know where everyone gets along and nobody dies.

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