my-soul-aches

why do women in dress pattern illustrations look like they’re about five seconds away from DRAMATICALLY DECLARING THEIR LOVE?

#here we see masha- young and untutored in the ways of love#‘o katya!’ she cries 'my very soul aches when you are not by my side! i tell you i could not breathe if you were to leave me!’#katya kisses her just once. very gently.#and then leaves chelyabinsk. never to return#(two years later masha marries a local boy and never lets herself think of what might have been)

“in fields of cotton, tears brimming, with a heart so empty yet so full all at once. i dance for Harriet. i dance for Emmett. i dance for Martin. for all lives lost. i dance for my sister. i dance for peace. i dance to know what God means by the concept ‘free’. i dance for my mother. i dance for you. i dance for me. i dance for my people. for you, My People are Royalty. And you are Worthy of…”

Top Ten Smut Fics 2017

1. When You’re Done (856) 2nd year running

Description: Sheriff Stilinski walking in on Stydia making out or having sex.

Rating: M

Author: The General

2. If You Want Me (529) 2nd year running

Description: Stiles is popular and Lydia is a nerd. They end up at a party where Stiles takes Lydia’s virginity.

Rating: MA

Author: holdyourbreathuntilyouseelight

3. My Aching Soul (437) 2nd year running

Description: Lydia has a dream within a dream but wakes up just like Stiles does in 3x13 and they make out and a bit of smut

Rating: MA

Author: The General

4. Chills (360) 2nd year running

Description: Girls night in. And they’re sharing stories pertaining to what they enjoy in the bedroom with their boyfriends. Lydia has ALOT to share about Stiles. Stiles goes down on Lydia. Cute funny Stydia smutt. something fluffy

Rating: MA

Author: @bellohmyblake

5. Lazy Lover (335) 2nd year running

Description: Lydia has trouble falling asleep, so Stiles gives her a hand.

Rating: MA

Author: @bellohmyblake

6. If at First You Don’t Succeed (288) *New*

Description: write a fic (night and morning after) of that gif set about Stiles losing his virginity to Lydia 3 times + stiles and lydia have sex for the first time and it was awkward so they both lie in bed to afraid to talk to one another for a few minutes

Rating: MA

Author: @bellohmyblake

7. Into Place (272) Up from #10

Description: Lydia and Stiles are making love and Stiles is nervous so Lydia takes the reins but when he grabs her hips against his to keep her from falling, he takes over

Rating: MA

Author: @bellohmyblake

8. Secrets I Have Held in my Heart (260) 2nd year running

Description: It’s been three weeks since Stiles broke up with Malia so he and Lydia could be together, but in an attempt to not hurt the young coyote’s feelings Stiles and Lydia are keeping their relationship a secret from their friends until an appropriate amount of time passes. But of course, as with all of Stiles’ plans things never quite work out the way he plans

Rating: M

Author: reportergirl13

9. Drink Me Under (256) Down from #7

Description: Stiles sees youthful Derek and Lydia flirting and feels a need to step between them because jealousy

Rating: MA

Author: @bellohmyblake

10. Can’t Catch a Break (231) *New*

Description: i’m the one who sent in the sheriff stilinski walking in request and i kind of want different versions of like alison or scott walking in if thats not weird. Maybe i just want people to know that stiles can get some.

Rating: M

Author: The General

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Every Atomic Hawk Kiss
⇀ 1x12: Look, when you proposed, I was so afraid of losing you. And then facing the Pilgrim, I realized… There is never going to be a right time for this. So we should stop waiting for the right time.

Top Ten 3b Fics

1. My Aching Soul (412)

Description: Lydia has a dream within a dream but wakes up just like Stiles does in 3x13 and they make out and a bit of smut 

Rating: MA

Genre: Comfort, Smut

Author: The General

2. Lazy Lover (302)

Description: Lydia has trouble falling asleep, so Stiles gives her a hand. 

Rating: MA

Genre: Smut

Author: @bellohmyblakes​ 

3. The Waves Have Come (270)

Description: Lydia has a nightmare that Stiles dies and in the middle of the night, has to call him to make sure he’s alive. When he doesn’t pick up on the first few calls, she goes to his house only to find out Malia was there and she is the reason he had been ignoring her callsfic where isaac/scott blocks the oni sword from killing allison and lydia realizes that stiles is the one that’s going to die. (bonus points for scott and the rest of them to go looking for the two of them and find lydia with stiles’ body)

Rating: T

Genre: Angst, Hurt

Author: @themightygladerss

4. Drumming Sounds (267)

Description: Lydia is led to another body and finds the killer is still there. (Based off of this gif set [x])

Rating: M

Genre: Horror, Thriller, Nogitsune!Stiles

Author: @themightygladerss

5. By His Side (244)

Description: Stiles and Lydia fall asleep next to each other cuddling.

Rating: K+

Genre: Comfort, Missing Scene

Author: The General

6. Petals (223)

Description: the sheriff has found lydia sleeping on allison’s grave a couple of times and he finally tells stiles about it and is like maybe you should ask how she’s doing or something bc I don’t think things are okay

Rating: T

Genre: Angst, Comfort

Author: @themightygladerss

7. Partners (198)

Description: The nogituse is gone, Lydia and Stiles are dual in chemistry and they’re talking and she says that she is so glad that he is ok now, and she realises her feelings for him

Rating: K

Genre: Comedy, Romance, Fluff

Author: cinemariel

8. An Experiment in Chemicals: Part 1 (190)

Description: Stydia AU where Stiles and Lydia get into a friends with benefits au but they eventually fall in love and everything gets complicated

Rating: MA

Genre: Smut

Author: bansheeinbraids

9. Repercussions (188)

Description: In which Lydia wasn’t there for the fight at the end and did not get to see Stiles after Dark!Stiles ran away with her. Allison broke her out from the gated door. Also Everyone Lives.

Rating: K+

Genre: Comfort, Canon Divergence

Author: emsyanne

10. A Birthday Wish (179)

Description: it’s Stiles’ birthday and Lydia bakes a mini cake for him and leaves it in his locker with a card and balloons (kind of like she did for Allison back in season 1). They aren’t together, but she does have feelings for him but is afraid to act on them because of everything that’s happened with the nogitsune which of course has left Stiles a bit emotionally unbalanced. I would prefer it if they get together in the end. Also, if you could include Meredith, like helping Lydia with the baking or whatever, it would be awesome because I really want to see those two interacting and being badass banshees together.

Rating: K+

Genre: Fluff, Romance

Author: The General

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Lana Del Rey - Young and Beautiful

I’ve seen the world, done it all
ho visto il mondo, fatto tutto
Had my cake now
ho avuto la mia fetta di torta ora
Diamonds, brilliant, in Bel-Air now
diamanti, brillanti, a Bel-Air adesso
Hot summer nights, mid July
calde notti d’estate, metà luglio
When you and I were forever wild
quando tu ed io eravamo perennemente selvaggi
The crazy days, city lights
i giorni folli, luci urbane
The way you’d play with me like a child
il modo in cui giocavi con me come una bambina

Will you still love me
mi amerai ancora
When I’m no longer young and beautiful?
quando non sarò più giovane e bella?
Will you still love me
mi amerai ancora
When I’ve got nothing but my aching soul?
quando non avrò nient’altro che la mia anima addolorata?
I know you will, I know you will
so che lo farai, so che lo farai
I know that you will
io so che lo farai
Will you still love me when I’m no longer beautiful?
mi amerai ancora quando non sarò più bella?

I’ve seen the world lit it up
ho visto il mondo illuminato
As my stage now
come se fosse il mio palcoscenico adesso
Channeling angels in the new age now
incanalo angeli in una nuova era adesso

Hot summer days, rock ‘n’ roll
caldi giorni d’estate, rock ‘n’ roll
The way you’d play for me at your show
il modo in cui suonavi per me al tuo spettacolo
And all the ways I got to know
e tutti i modi in cui sono riuscita a conoscere
Your pretty face and electric soul
il tuo bel viso e la tua anima elettrica

Will you still love me
mi amerai ancora
When I’m no longer young and beautiful?
quando non sarò più giovane e bella?
Will you still love me
mi amerai ancora
When I’ve got nothing but my aching soul?
quando non avrò nient’altro che la mia anima addolorata?
I know you will, I know you will
so che lo farai, so che lo farai
I know that you will
io so che lo farai
Will you still love me when I’m no longer beautiful?
mi amerai ancora quando non sarò più bella?

Dear Lord, when I get to heaven
Oh Signore, quando arrivo in paradiso
Please, let me bring my man
per favore, lascia ch’io porti il mio uomo
When he comes tell me that you’ll let him in
quando viene dimmi che lo lascerai entrare
Father, tell me if you can
Padre, dimmi se puoi
Oh, that grace, oh, that body
ah, quella grazie, ah, quel corpo
Oh that face makes me wanna party
ah, quel viso mi fa venire voglia di far festa
He’s my sun, he makes me shine like diamonds
è il mio sole, mi fa risplendere come diamanti

Will you still love me
mi amerai ancora
When I’m no longer young and beautiful?
quando non sarò più giovane e bella?
Will you still love me
mi amerai ancora
When I’ve got nothing but my aching soul?
quando non avrò nient’altro che la mia anima addolorata?
I know you will, I know you will
so che lo farai, so che lo farai
I know that you will
io so che lo farai
Will you still love me when I’m no longer beautiful?
mi amerai ancora quando non sarò più bella?

Okay but what if after chapter 13, Viktor thinks Yuuri never wants to see him again so he doesn’t even try to find Yuuri, who could either be in Hasetsu or Detroit (come on, that information is not that hard to find) and he just gets drunk every night in Moscow, he passes out on his couch, he’s so miserable and Chris doesn’t even know what to do with his friend. Yuri Plisetsky is so fed up with this situation, he can’t stand seeing Viktor like that so he kicks his ass and Viktor just stares at him and breaks into tears and he hugs Yuri hard and it’s so hard because he shares the name of the love of his life and that man is gone, lost to him forever and it’s his own fault. 

But then one day, Yuuri shows up on his doorstep and finds Viktor completely wrecked and drunk and it breaks his heart… He takes care of Viktor (who should really learn to lock his goddamn door), cleans him up a bit, help him to get into bed, and Viktor is so drunk that when he wakes up he thinks he’s dreamt that Yuuri was there and thinks he’s really pathetic and maybe it’s time to move on… But the flat smells nice, for the first time in months, it smells cleaning products and borscht. Borscht! Yuuri is here and I’m going to cry okay bye. Enjoy writing the rest if you wish.