my-heart-stopped

i’m tired of being lonely, exhausted of being a mess.
can’t i have a true taste of joy, love and happiness?
i’ve been chasing for it almost time after time
but how come that it’s been evasive all my life?

no, don’t get me wrong, i have doses of it
but what i want is the kind that stops my heart beat
no, don’t get the idea that i desire death
it may sound sweet, but it’s too early for that

i may be sad, and lonely but it’s not a suffice reason
for me to give up, life keeps moving, i must go on
maybe now, it’s meant to be this way, i has to hurt me
maybe soon, it will be over, i can have what i want finally 

anonymous asked:

Besides the lack of Stydia, imma appreciate the beauty that is Lydia Martin gracing through the trailer like she glowing ✨

LYDIA LOOKS SO SO SO SO SO BEAUTIFUL THIS SEASON

HOW DID THEY DO THAT

THE TW CAMERA PEOPLE REALLY KNOW HOW TO MAKE MY HEART STOP OVER MY QUEEN