I write to you from afar. From somewhere out of site. I hide behind this wall of fortress I call words. Never showing who I am. If only I had the courage to actually go up and tell you how I feel about you. Tell you that your smile uplifts my soul and that your eyes melt my heart and bring me down to my knees. If only you knew that what I write is directed to you. But I have nothing more to give than these words I compose to you. And with every piece of work I write, there’s a bit of me that goes inside each and every one of them. And I feel myself breaking apart, piece by piece, trying to figure out what I can do to show you how much I adore you. How much I wish to make you mine. But if this is the end of me, then so be it. I would rather leave this world having left myself in everything that I write for you than to leave it without having any purpose at all.
Nino and Sho really BOTH are musical geniuses, but since it is Nino’s thing, Sho keeps it to himself, doesn’t show off too often. That is admirable. (:
It really is~ I love how they’re considerate of each other like that. Especially Sho since he’s good at playing the piano too but doesn’t show off~ (unless Jun asks him to because duh this has video proof lol) Ahhh Arashi, you guys melt my heart~ ♥ ♥
gosh i love my little brother so much I know he gets sick of hearing it so I need to express my feels somewhere else. he’s literally such a soft magical perfect child. so grateful that even at 10/11 he’s still so wholesome and caring and understanding and we can talk about equality and he’s so happy to learn about things and he’s so polite?? like this evening we were having dinner and he was like “leo? can i have a sip of your water please?” and it FRICKIN MAKES MY HEART MELT. I love him!!!!! I love how kind he is and how he’ll just sit for hours drawing and just be content for hours doing the same thing and he still cuddles me and sings (last night we were learning the words to gold by kiiara and he has the voice of an angel) he’ll look at me in shock when someone swears on the tv and he’s been strugglin with the idea that eddy is leaving and he’s just like such a sweetheart i am so blessed to have a lil bro like him. i just wish he wasn’t feeling pain at the moment, he doesn’t deserve it. gosh my heart is so full up i wish i could put these feelings in a bottle and keep it for him for when he’s sad then he can open the bottle and be like ah yess big bro loves me.