anonymous asked:

So here's my theory that includes dazai. He has THAT personality, it's basically one where you just attract people. My best friend and my sister have it and their personalitys are way different. I still don't know what it is, but they just got a vibe that attracts people.

You know, I think the thing that makes Dazai (and people like him in general) so attractive is his confidence.

He lives and acts like he’s invincible, like he doesn’t need anything and anyone. He leads people, he’s sure that everything will always go the way he planned, that people will always behave accordingly to his mental scheme. He NEVER doubt himself. NEVER. NOT A SINGLE TIME. 

That’s the kind of attitude that fascinates people, that make people fall in love, that make people crave validation. 

The fact that, most of the time, all this confidence is nothing but a charade, it’s another story…

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.