Im cry

it sucks only having ONE friend that has bpd and understands what its like because theyre not always there and sometimes i need someone to talk to who can say “i totally understand” because i keep having mood swings and i keep acting on impulse and i just need someone who can handle all of my shit and all of my screaming and all of my mood swings instead of having someone that doesnt understand at all just say “i dont understand but im sorry” like i dont need you to be sorry!!!!