Let me tell you how I met franz and got my first kiss. We took a walk after a movie as he was leaning to take a leaf of my hair(I had a massive fro) I grabbed his neck and kissed him, it wasn’t his intention but he played along even tho I made a big fool of myself and looked thirsty. Anyways a first kiss can be good or bad depending on how much you like the person, you sure you want an advice from someone who always uses her tongue?! Don’t worry too much about it even with the best advice you’ll still be nervous, it’s normal and (s)he probably make the first move unless you are goofy like me. Practice on your arm and just follow his or her lead when the time comes!
A moving is
definitely not something you look forward to when you finally have, like…
friends. So when my parents told me we would move to North Carolina, I was
devastated. I didn’t want to leave my friends, which 13 year-old girl want to
leave her hometown when she finally have a squad and the most popular guy in
the school may want to kiss her sometimes soon? Because I literally heard Jerry
and Josh talk about how Daniel thinks I’m a real cutie and that he wants to ask
me out to the movies. I was just about to get my first kiss ever! But my
parents had to ruin this of course!
will have lots and lots of friends in North Carolina, I’m sure,” my mom said as
we were on our way to the new house.
so easy to find cool people and then be one of them!” I groaned and just put on
my ipod so I wouldn’t even hear those stupid things they were about to tell me.
was great, it was huge and I even had a balcony in my room, but a balcony won’t
get me friends.
later my told me that the neighbors would come over for dinner. I hadn’t really
seen them yet, I once saw a little girl playing in the backyard, but I didn’t see
the day I met Hayes Grier. And of course his family minus Nash, who I got to
It was this
weird dinner where the parents expected us to bond right away because we were
the same age. I have to admit Hayes was very attractive, and he was really
nice, but things don’t happen this quickly.
to hang out, it turned out we were going to the same school, and we slowly
started to spend a bunch of time together.
crushed at someone’s place, usually theirs, since Hayes didn’t like to be in my
girly room, even though it wasn’t that bad, I just had posters and stuff on my
wall, but he told me that those are “creepy”.
kind of best friends, but of course I made friends in the school too, but Hayes
was definitely the most important person around me.
became famous, and Hayes started to gain fame too. He went with Nash to
different cities on the weekends and we started to see each other more and more
rarely. It was hard, because I got used to him being next door all the time. I
just had to text him and he was right in front of our house ready to do
anything. But things changed and at first I only could see him in the weekdays,
and then he told me he would do homeschooling, because he has a lot of things
to do and he can’t be at school that much.
supporting him of course, I was really happy to see him do what he likes, but I
just missed my best friend. Obviously we talked on the phone like every day,
and Facetimed as often as we could, but this wasn’t the same.
I think you
probably figured out by this time that I had a little crush on him. It happens
when you find a boy that is so much alike you and you spend so much time with
him. I never told him, and I wasn’t planning on telling him, because I thought
it would ruin our friendship. So I was just waiting for him to maybe realize
that I was the girl for him, and then maybe he would give me my first kiss.
waited for him since I moved there. Daniel didn’t have the chance to kiss me,
and after I got to know Hayes I didn’t want anyone else but Hayes to kiss me.
Silly, right? But I don’t care.
day, when he just got back from New York, things changed Drastically.
on meeting and spending the afternoon and the night together and I was just so
excited to see him again. I put on my favorite dress, made my makeup and my
hair nicely, and I was ready to have some fun.
me saying he was at the door. He never used that damn doorbell, but it was
better, because I got to hear his voice before I could see him.
down and almost fell over at the stairs, but I managed to reach the door in one
the door, and there he was, standing at our doorway, looking hotter than ever,
and… he had a huge bouquet of roses in his hands. What?
what’s up?” I asked confused about what he wanted to do with the flowers.
don’t even want to hug your old buddy, Hayes?” he grinned at me. I laughed at
him pulling him into a sweet hug, then letting him inside. My parents were out
having their usual date night, so it was just the two of us.
flowers are those?” I asked putting on my jacket and getting my purse. I wasn’t
really paying attention, but when he answered, I almost fainted.
I turned to
him with wide eyes.
what?” I asked in disbelief. I had never got flowers from anyone, and I wasn’t expecting
to get it from Hayes one day.
this is what guys do when they want to ask a girl out.”
completely numb. Did he just asked me out with a beautiful bouquet of roses?
This was like a dream.
you…” He didn’t let me finish.
“I have a
confession for you.”
on,” I nodded.
few months when I was away a lot made me realize how important you are in my
life. You were the girl next door and I didn’t really realize how hard I fell
for you until I couldn’t meet you whenever I wanted.” He took a deep breath and
then stepped closer. “I don’t know much about dating, but my dad told me this
would be a nice gesture, so I’m hoping you like roses,” he said giving me the
“I do love
them, they are beautiful, thank you!” I said not being able to stop myself from
would you say if this hanging out would be a date tonight?” he asked nervously.
love that, Hayes,” I said putting down the roses onto the counter and hugging
him to me.
“Oh God, I
was afraid you would say no,” he breathed out as he put his arms around me.
would never turn you down. I have been waiting for this since we moved here,” I
admitted looking at him shyly. He just smiled at me.
hope you wouldn’t mind this,” he said leaning closer and then he kissed me.
At first it
was a bit strange, but then I felt butterflies in my stomach as I realized I
just got my first kiss from Hayes. His lips were soft, and it was more like a
peck on the lips, since I didn’t really know what to do, but it was just
perfect. Because it was with him.
“Can we go?”
he asked offering his arm to me when we pulled away.
said smiling and we left for our very first date.
Even after all these years, you haven’t forgotten about the first guy you loved. After reuniting with him, you try confessing your feelings, but he turns you down. Luckily the friends you grew up with are there to support you…
…but it’s not long until you become more than just friends…
1: Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie.
Hm. I’m gonna use edge of seventeen for this one cause I can actually remember the first time seeing it. I cried a lot cause I related to the movie a lot in some really hard ways. And my best friend who knows me better than anyone was staring at me the whole time because he saw the girl doing the same things I’ve done.
2: Talk about your first kiss.
Eh… it was my best friend. Cuddling, watching a movie. He kissed me. The end.
5: Talk about the best birthday you’ve had.
I dunno. My friend took me to a really really nice dinner for my last one though.
24: Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.
I can’t think of a specific example, but just when people reaffirm that I’m important to them and they want me around is really big to me just cause I always expect the opposite from everyone.
38: Talk about songs that remind you of certain people.
Well Jessie’s girl comes to mind. Cause I dated a guy named Jesse who was a jerk and my best friend at the time dated him too and we both would die a little when we heard the song. So yeah. Both him and her I think of.
Then there’s Shut up and dance with me and then that one maroon 5 song that they did the wedding video with, both of those remind me of my best friend cause when we lived together he would sing them really loudly in the shower. And I mean LOUD.
Also that one song “when the moon hits your eye-” yeah I think of my mom and my grandma cause for my grandmothers 80th birthday my mom made a video montage and I had to listen to her editing the dang thing and that song was in part of it and I heard it like 20 times a day for 2 months.
Teenagers are supposed to have fun, get their first kiss, and sneak out at night to go to parties. They’re supposed to get boyfriends and girlfriends. They’re supposed to have sex. They’re supposed to find a place they fit in. They’re supposed to be full of life and rebellion. Right?
That’s only the movies. In real life we stay home and feel like we’re wasting our time. We’re socially awkward, and we slowly lose friends. In real life, we stay up late feeling like shit, and curse our tired eyes and limbs the next day. We have jobs we hate. And we develop habits that are not romantic or cute.
Now I’m 18, and I feel like I’ve missed out on so much. I’m still waiting for my first kiss. This is not a movie. This is real life. This, right now, is real life.