I considered. Heracles went mad and killed his family; Theseus lost his bride and father; Jason’s children and new wife were murdered by his own; Bellerophon killed the Chimera but was crippled by the fall from Pegasus’ back.
“You can’t.” He was sitting up now, leaning forward.
“I know. They never let you be famous and happy.” He lifted an eyebrow. “I’ll tell you a secret.”
“Tell me.” I loved it when he was like this.
“I’m going to be the first.” He took my palm and held it to his. “Swear it.”
“Because you’re the reason. Swear it.”
“I swear it,” I said, lost in the high color of his cheeks, the flame in his eyes.
“I swear it,” he echoed.
We sat like that a moment, hands touching. He grinned.
“It…Its okay now, right? Father… Its okay. I don’t have to be ‘special’ anymore. I don’t have to be ‘god’ anymore. I can just be…me, right? I-I can start down my own path…I…”I” am so hurt. So scared! I know what I don’t have. I know I don’t have anything redeeming about me, but…!”
THOUGHTS WHILE WATCHING THE MUSICAL EPISODE OF THE FLASH
•MAMA ALLEN (MY FEEEEEEEELS)
• I TOTALLY FORGOT BARRY SCREWED THINGS UP FUUUCK
• DARREN CRISS HOLY SHIT JSJSNXJXBXHSHSBSJS
• OH GOD I LOVE MELISSA BENOIT’S VOICE HOLY FUCK
• CISCO IN A PONYTAIL. FUCK ME
• CISCO SINGING SHSJSKAOAKSNCNF MY OVARIES
• GANGSTER STEIN AND JOE YES YES YES
• HAHAHAHA TOTALLY SAW MON EL (TOMMY) AND IRIS (MILLIE) COMING
• “DADS” YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES
• AH SO THIS EPISODE IS A FILLER IN AN ATTEMPT TO FIX KARA AND BARRY’S RELATIONSHIP, NOT SURE HOW I FEEL ABOUT THAT
• THE PARENTS SONG AHHHHHHH
• “WE’RE GOING TO WAR” WELLLLLL SHIT
• IM READY FOR THIS DUET
• SUPERGIRL AND THE FLASH ARE THE BROTP
• SUPERFRIEND WAS SO CUTE OMG I CANT HANDLE THESE TWO
• FUCK I WAS MAD AT BARRY BUT I DIDNT WANT HIM TO GET SHOT
• NOOO NOT KARA TOO
• FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
• OK OK OK THEY’RE ALIVE
• MUSIC MEISTER WAS GOOD NICEEE
• JUST STAB ME WHY DONT YOU GRANT WITH THAT LAST SONG
• OH OH OH OH AND NOW IM CRYING
• IS IT NEXT TUESDAY YET