Never in my life have I been more in love. Just her touch sends a million butterflies free in my tummy and it’s been four months. You’d think I’d be used to all this by now but everyday it’s like I fall in love with her all over again, harder each time. Her smile beats any sunset and her presence alone is enough to make my soul feel at home. I can’t wait to make her my wife, the mother of my child, because there’s no one I’d rather start a life with. I want to wake up to her soft lips every morning and hold her until we fall asleep every night. I want to take road trips together and make new memories. I want to drink coffee at 3 am in our underwear because we can’t sleep. I want to sit on her lap and smoke then kiss her until I can’t breathe. I love her more than I’ve loved anything that’s ever lived. I can’t wait to start my life with her, everyday will be an adventure.
I’m sitting next to you while you’re doing your homework. And I just wanna hug you. Hug you until we can’t get any closer. Your hair is in a messy bun, you’re wearing leggings and a random shirt you found. You don’t notice but when you’re busy I love staring at you. Not in a creepy way. But in a loving way. I love noticing all your facial features and i can’t believe its been almost a year. Today when you were driving I couldn’t help but smile just by looking at you. The way we carried on a conversation so easily the way your eyes sparkled. I love the way you get so excited and energetic by hearing the sound of the motor and the bass. Your baby voice you use when you want something makes it impossible for me to say no and the way your eyes shine make my heart melt. You’re beyond gorgeous. You leave me breathless. And I can’t ever love another girl like I love you. I don’t just love you I’m in love with you. I’m full blown crazy about you and everyone else is irrelevant. The way your mom calls herself my mother in law makes me so excited because she accepts me. She accepts us. And one day she will be officially my mother in law. I love how you consider taking me to a pierce the veil concert or warped tour knowing how you don’t really like that music. The fact that you would take that into consideration because its something that means a lot to me makes me realize how much you love me. Thank you for that. I seriously appreciate that. I love you. I love you so much. psychedelic-kryptonite
You were always there for me, and that’s all I needed. Just you. For some reason, I didn’t feel sad or broken up, it just didn’t seem real. But slowly I realized it was real – that you were gone. And little by little, I slowly felt something inside me go numb.