So I was just thinking about Kevin Day and how he’s obsessed with Exy and honestly that breaks my heart
Because Exy was the only thing he was allowed to even think about in the nest and he developed his obsession because it was the only thing he was allowed to enjoy and this fandom trivializes it and makes it seem like it’s a quirk but it’s so depressing because it’s the only thing that he actually enjoys in his life

she was in tears, and her hands were shaking as she spoke,
“I really don’t want to leave, please make me stay”

he grinned and titled his head at her,
“You won’t leave, I won’t leave, that’s how it goes”

“Why should I stay?” she asked with a sigh.

“You need me and I need you” he said, and she nodded, he was right.

—  excerpt from a book I’ll never write // #3?