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FANFIC WRITER APPRECIATION DAY

I’m a little late to the party, but it was Fanfic Writer Appreciation Day recently, and I personally consider this to be one of my favourite days of the year since fanfic is one of the greatest joys in life, and authors deserve all the recognition of the world. No offence, but where would we even be without them, how would we have our wild late nights reading a wonderful fic about our OTPs, wrapped up in a blanket, swooning for the 100th about how much we love to see them falling in love once again.

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6 months ago today, I lost a beautiful and brave woman who was my best friend and my mum. These 6 months have been the toughest times I’ve ever had to face, it’s been challenging and still is. I miss and think about her every single day. Not having my mum to hug or talk to after a hard day is so difficult and painful, I miss everything about her. This last six months has made me realise how much we take things for granted. I love you and miss you mum and I’ll never forget you ❤️

Omg my best friend give this beautiful present to me, I’m so happy ;-; and somehow I wanted to show you too because one piece *^* XD
Sorry for the bad quality._.

Hey, don’t worry about it! This is FRIKKIN AWESOME!!! =D THANKS!!!!! =D

And I’m sure others like, @legitimateluffy, @destinydueler, @ramezzes and @rigolotekitten will like this! ^_^

“Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being apart of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can’t stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship. When you’re down and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times, and the confused times. If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete because you need not to worry. You have a forever friend, and forever has no end.” -Unknown

Dear Cassie, (aka readingismymiddlename),

I know you hate sappy and emotional things, but you know.. I’m sappy and emotional and can’t help it. You love me anyways. All the time I’m making posts about my life and my recovery and how I’m getting better and learning to love myself.. But I’ve never let people know who has been my biggest supporter throughout my whole recovery. I wouldn’t be who I am today without you. You see me on not only my greatest days, but also the dark and scary days when I forget just how much I’m worth, but of course you never fail to remind me. When most people would run away, you come running towards me. You’re always there for me, and I try my hardest to be here for you. There’s something you don’t know, and I thought now would be a good time to share it.. You know with my thousands of followers because they need to know just how great of a person you are too.. It’s sappy and emotional, but you’ll be okay. Anyways, back to what I was saying.. You know how I tell people “Fake it until you make it?” when they want to know how I gained self confidence and learned to love myself? Well, up until we became friends I was faking it. I hated the shell I was in. I was really lost and alone. No one ever talked to me. And you’ve sadly learned, that my family doesn’t really care about me either. Faking happiness was how I got through those months after getting out of the hospital. I don’t know if my fake happiness made you want to become my friend, or maybe you always wanted to be my friend but I was just too lost and blinded by my self-hatred to see it, I don’t know.. But eventually I noticed how you were trying. And something told me I needed to at least try to talk to you. I started texting you all the time, asking you for advice, crying to you, asking if you were okay, and also checking your blog to make sure you were really okay. Sometimes you say you really can’t remember how we became friends, but I know. As we continued to get closer and talked to each other I noticed something. I saw myself in you, Cassafrass. I saw how much we are alike, and I just couldn’t believe that someone as beautiful and caring as you could ever feel like how I felt about myself. And I always thought you were beautiful even before we became best friends, I was even intimidated by you and afraid to talk to you at one point.. One day it just hit me in the face really, really hard. I didn’t have to fake it anymore. And do you know why? No, of course you don’t. That’s the whole point of this post, duh.

Because I looked at you. Someone who was just like me, someone who couldn’t see how beautiful and worthy they are, and then I realized that’s what I was doing to myself. I could see you, how you couldn’t see yourself. So I took a look in the mirror one more time. I looked at that reflection and a huge ass smile appeared across my face. That day I learned that if I can look at my best friend and see how beautiful she is even if she didn’t think so, that I could look at myself and see how beautiful I am too. You unknowingly taught me that I am beautiful. You unknowingly taught me how to love myself.

Sappy… Emotional… I know. I’m not sorry. Keep reading.

I started feeling butterflies when I looked at myself. I started eating healthier, I started talking more, I even started walking with confidence. Thank you.

I made a promise to myself that I would take this blog, and let people know that it’s okay to love themselves. That the mirror lies. But my main goal was to make you see that it was possible. I wanted you to the feel the butterflies when you looked at yourself. I wanted to inspire you.

Because you inspired me and continue to do so everyday.

That’s right, followers. I became who I am because of her. She’s the inspirational one.

You are, Cassie. You’re my inspiration.


And I can see the difference in you, and I know you can see it too. You’re starting to see yourself how you’ve always deserved to see yourself.

My best friend is beautiful.

It’s about time that she knows it too.

Thank you for showing me what real friendship is like. Thank you for being you. I say this all the time, but now you understand why. I really couldn’t ask for a better best friend. My forever friend. Thank you for being beautiful.

Much love and sorry I’m not good with words like this in person,

SAPPY & EMOTIONAL
(Hailee)
❤️❤️

If I have harmed anyone, in any way, either knowingly or unknowingly through my own confusions, I ask forgiveness.
If anyone has harmed me, in any way, either knowingly or unknowingly through their own confusions, I forgive them.
And if there is a situation I am not yet ready to forgive, I forgive myself for that.
For all the ways that I harm myself, negate, doubt, belittle myself, judge or be unkind to myself through my own confusions, I forgive myself.
—  Buddhist Prayer

Okay you guys. Me and my friend Brenna have a bet going on. My side of the bet was to prove how freaking gorgeous she is. I’ve told so many times I’ve lost count and she doesn’t believe me. This isn’t for attention. This is just so I can prove to my best friend how beautiful she is. <3 So please like and reblog for her. This would really help her self- esteem. thanks :)