my heart shout out

I googled “is Castiel an angel in the bible” just to see and guess what it told me?? Castiel, in some traditions, is the angel who presides over Thursdays. Thursdays. Seems harmless enough, until you realize:

Cas died on a Thursday.
It was sunny.
Late afternoon.
Beautiful California weather.

I’m sorry.

This one time I tried a fanfic

*Destiel, lol all aboard that ship

*fan fiction? Okay let me see what thats all about 

*google: Destiel fanfic

*starts reading twist and shout

*next chapter

*finishes Twist and Shout

*whoa okay, I have boarded the wrong ship

*my feelings about fanfic

So every year my school has a mandatory 50s/60s themed swing dance and today was the swing dance. So I’m dressed up in a leather jacket and pretty much look like a greater from Grease or something and I’m dancing with my friend who’s partner ditched her. My friends has never seen supernatural. So we’re dancing, and suddenly a very familiar, painfully sad song comes on. Twist and Shout. I just stop dancing and look at the band. Because here I am, dressed in a leather jacket, on a THURSDAY of all days, at a 50s/60s themed dance. I had to excuse my self to go into the bathroom and cry because it’s Thursday, I’m wearing a leather jacket, the weather is beautiful and my heart was ripped open and torn to shreds by gay porn. My friend thinks I’m crazy.

So I decided to reread Twist and Shout, God knows why but here I am, and I got to the part where Dean and Cas are at Cas’s place eating the spaghetti. Then Dean saw the drawing of the lungs and then he asked what a pulmonary edema is and Cas answer that’s it’s fluid inside the lungs.

FLUID INSIDE THE LUNGS

Foreshadowing much????

I didn’t even notice this the first time because I was too busy sobbing my heart out