my alters are so different from me

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Hay lin reporting to her boss :
I’m a diligent witch. Coming to you live with my air power. Wind Sehun is based on me i hope so ×××
•how to get charisma/intense allure/protectiom from the ‘bad’=people who think youre ugly:al frogner(you either contact him through personal webcamm meeting or lucid swimm to his house(after mail). The price is normal cash(this is different from unique self cause unique self from Dewa Unik alter ev3ry thing about your innrr landscape)and really pricey though its worth it for career jobs oriented in fashion and looks amd performing)a pen name al frogner is th3 best susuk giver msster, a multillayered susuk. There are requirements to maintsin the susuk pumping and vibrant(eating flowers is, to the contrary is to prevent people with strong urges to do rimjobs),eating pungent food like oysters and maintaining a certsin gross aroma and the susuk will did the trick withiut you learning sexy social food or do the other road of contacting the erected guys spirits on the motorcycle(techniques : you guys have to be always forever putting them on a pedestal and some other more personsl stuff they will contact you),.
••some lucky winner got his highly coveted susuk full proof a girl name amoy spring who have lucid swim since she was kindergarten now shes taking it off for hygene reasons.
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Molusca realm, queem of hearts assm global telepathy, how the losers could get in :
You wonder how two cool couokes could mske really cool poetri3s and feedback of their sex life publicly without social shamimg or social critique? Having extreme sex without after sore and emotionsl dort? They are in thr cool kids arena. 'The parents’ and 'the police’ will let them throigh even smile happily cause in the arena you could do whstevee you like amd contact whoev3r you want(or msybe like me i want to heal from 'somethin gross’)as long as you journal and data what you did or what you need so your social calendar would be neat.
#alice#lif3 guide#post#i’ll teach you how to have a better judgment for a more quality l7fe#always be able to distinguish who is actually besutiful amd who isnt guy or girl#by#looking at their eye brows first from afar#and if they got closer look st their philtrum#and put aside th3 body language they present you seemingly could tell their sex defisnce#if they are still good looking even when they are
•also the molusca realm network that is connected each peoples ass to anothee are for the sexually leaning towards bisexual and you could share amd get energy and its in the here land you could tap your feel amd the person near you if they are a molusca networker too will answer your life question even when you guys didnt know the name. Its a choice, you will get the option in junior high when in class are you in the class hyrearchy or you are pro individualism some people like hay lin or larvabandit are geniuses in the hisoka classification where they could use all of it amd for larvabandir she could hide hee pheromones so she mimic someone else so she could check the pokice in each realm
■■this just in! Larvabandit just notice she has a very good looking ass human toilet social situation haunts her when she prefer techno or laptops i wanna toilet who doesnt talk back, sehun ooh sair the same thing! They are favorites of hadesalex cause they have d'arse

mercurialmolecules  asked:

Fernando Pessoa was a portuguese poet [amongst other things] and considered one of the greatest in portuguese history. He had a lot of heteronyms [four main ones - himself, alvaro de campos, alberto caeiro, ricardo reis] with different sorts of styles and personalites, going through several 'phases' . I'm not the original anon who asked, but I do think you'd enjoy some of his poetry.

oh yes. @estoualem, my favorite portuguese friend, told me all about him. from reading the wiki descriptions of the alter egos, i’ve decided i’d like de campos the most, but i do need to read the actual poems.

i think the idea of pessoa’s heteronyms is truly brilliant–he’s embodying different experiences, worldviews, dreams and loves and opinions, rather than just writing about them. so cool.

it’s

a thing that i have to live with, i operate a bit differently due to early life experiences. 

if i’m honest about the whole criteria/expectations. i don’t have a disregard for social norms or laws. i have a disregard for being confined… 

so me learning how to be responsible is like.. a huge deal i guess


basically a lot of my behaviors were caused by me drinking the kool-aid instead of being myself 

also those features were learned from my childhood… 

so what it feels like is there’s an individual with a traumatic past that has altered brain waves or patters or whatever the proper term is. 

and you give them this outline of how they’re supposedly going to act 

you’re putting a band-aid on a gash

anonymous asked:

Hi I've not been diagnosed with aspd yet partly because of my age (I'm 16) but my therapist confirms I've had enough trauma and most of my fam show signs of the disorder as well. the thing is though I AM diagnosed with DID and split into different parts of myself. I fit all the symptoms and criteria for aspd, but only when a specific alter is fronting. Like the symptoms are /there/ when my when my other alters are fronting, but more intense when the 1st one is. would u say that makes me aspd?

look, fam

i have several friends with DID and theres one dude in particular who only suffers from certain disorders (anxiety, depression, etc) when a specific alter is fronting so my short answer is that if all else fits and youre wondering “oh can i have aspd even if its just one alter” the answer is yes

like i know it can be difficult distinguishing between things and theres this aspect of “do I have it if an alter does?” but i have always ascribed to the idea of all alters put together are the body that is “you” so “you” do have whatever this alter does

i could go into more detail if thats not clear or if you have any follow up questions

Response to “Everything is a Remix”

I am almost certain that I have already seen this video (in addition to “Exit through the Gift Shop”), so there wasn’t anything in particular that was shocking or new to me. That being said, I still find it insane every time to find out how much of the things we consume and consider to be completely unique actually happen to be remixes of much older works. I feel like this idea of the remix is pretty relevant in a lot of my work. Granted, I am not taking images and slightly altering them and claiming them as my own, but I definitely do draw inspiration from a lot of different images I find online. Sometimes I really like a specific composition of an image I stumbled upon and it inspires me to make my own drawing with a similar sort of composition, so it’s in that sense that I feel like I can relate to the idea of a “remix.”

@ghostkingneko; Thank you! Is the distinction between alters, especially when one is fronting, noticeable? As in both for your other alters, and for people outside/who are not aware?

np!
and it depends for some people o: for example in my case finn and riley are very used to act like me so if you don’t know them personally they will act like me. otherwise they can speak lower or higher, different tone, ect, and nisha has been the clearest one as she stands in a different way, speaks differently and acts differently and doesnt really try to act like me most of the time

only some of my friends know of my case (and barely any of them take it seriously) bcuz i need to keep it very secretive as my therapist suggested, otherwise i might get a huge backfire from my abusive parents

so it depends on the alter i guess? some seek personal attention and uniqueness more than others :’o

anonymous asked:

Do the dates really matter? Like if I'm an Aries born in march does that make me different from Aries born in april?

Yes! There are sections within the sign that can alter the sign’s energies in your chart! These are called “decans.” Look them up in my search box, I did a series a while back on them. :) Also the Moon, and Rising signs change quite frequently, so you may be wildly different from someone born the day after you, or even the same day as you!

The basic idea is that there are shifts in this universe. Ones that cannot be explained. Little indications that there are other worlds, alternate realities, differing from our own. They present these small changes and the consequences of them. Your choice to walk down a different street than routine could lead to reconnecting with an old friend, meeting a new one, or even finding THE one. When left untaken all those possibilities evaporate… spreading out to other universes, where hope resides and festers.

This may be considered foolish, but I believe that these drifts are possible. That there are different worlds parallel to our own, altering from reality in so many ways.

When I feel at my loneliest it is comforting to think that somewhere things are not so sad or as grey. That somewhere things are more accepting and free… but I know this is foolish. The childish thoughts of someone losing touch with the only reality around them. Although I still dream of these universes that thrive on hope… where happiness could find me.

When asking someone what his or her biggest regret is typically it is a classic cliché. Although these are the regrets that stay with us forever, leaving a lasting impression on our hearts.

So be adventurous.

Be ambitious.

Be creative.

Be hopeful.

Be daring.

Be bold.

Be free.

anonymous asked:

♠♥☁

((My first mun ask :D Thank you, anon! I’ll try to answer these with some coherency, no promises though lol

♠ - What’s one thing you dislike about your muse?

That’s hard to say, since Darling is by far my best original character, and therefore my favorite. He grows out of a lot of his flaws over the course of the novel, so I can’t really say that I dislike those flaws, since by the end of his life, he’s changed so much.

What I will concede is that I worry about his mental instability reflecting badly on people with real mental illnesses. Since his brain chemistry was altered in a negative way by the scientists that tinkered with his genetics, he’s prone to extreme violence and powerful adrenaline bursts when stressed. Although his mental divergences are very different from those of real people, it still worries me that people might draw a parallel. I’m still working on addressing the fact that people with mental illnesses are completely different from a fictional character with a fictional illness, like Darling.

♥ - One thing you love about your muse?

I’m very proud about the fact that Darling is different from the stereotypical “cool guy” that appears so *unbelievably* often in anime and ya fiction. In all of these stories aimed at young adult fans, you’ll find a guy with stylish hair and an “emotionless” face who seems so aloof and op compared to the rest of the cast of characters that it’s not even funny.

The thing about Darling is that, although he fits the “cool guy” bill to an extent, he’s far from aloof. When he’s mad at someone, it always shows. When it’s time to confront an old enemy, he gets messy and emotional like you wouldn’t believe. He’s not a cool-headed bishounen or a stone-faced antihero; he’s his own, flawed person, and I love that about him. :D

☁ - Favorite part about role playing?

I just *love* sharing, in general. Ever since I was a baby, I liked to hold out my new toys to my parents, and if they wouldn’t take a look at them, I’d get irritated. If I find something interesting, or think of something exciting, my first impulse is to tell someone (maybe it’s because I’m a Leo :D). So getting to share my muse with the rest of the world is so exhilarating and makes me so happy. I love being able to touch people’s lives with something that might inspire them. So thanks for asking me these questions! I look forward to more rp threads. :)

oh and another thing. as Tim I ACTUALLY HAD DID. MASKY WAS AN ALTER NOT JUST ME WEARING A MASK. I used the mask PURPOSEFULLY to show i was a different person as Masky (i am kin with both tim and Masky so the lingo will get confusing) I NEEDED it i needed my mask. it was my only way to seperate myself from tim and get my work done. i needed it so badly. the jacket was more a comfort item than not but i needed that too. i hate it when people think we were the same person because NO. WE WEREN’T. WE WERE TWO SEPARATE PEOPLE LIVING IN THE SAME BODY. for fuck sake. stop.

anonymous asked:

hi! i have a question ig. ive always called myself a median system, but i'm afraid i was just tricking myself in times of high stress and making myself believe i was having conversations with headmates... i can't feel anything at all and ive felt fake, and i feel like i'm just. faking. what do i do, im attached to what i thought are headmates but could just be facets. i didnt like using the word facet bc it felt more lonely that way and like i was faking. but theyre all quiet now. i miss them

same median anon. im also torn on what terms to use. they all feel so different from my personality and they dont feel like me, it always felt like they were there with me when they interacted with people. idk what to call them anymore. i used headmates as a vague term but then people think im saying i have alters. and im not trying to do that. and i cant call them fictives even though a bunch of them are characters im not even kin with

i don’t really know what to tell you. i’m sorry that you’re dealing with confusion like that. maybe you have OSDD? 

My name is Cat, I’m 15 years old and I don’t have perfect skin and I am not flawless.
Makeup alters my appearance and without it I look younger and my fave is fully exposed. I have many blemishes and acne scars from when I had it pretty bad when I was 14 but I’m leaning to accept the fact that I’m not flawless but I am built the way I was.
So many people have this idea that they are “ugly” or some other lies forced onto them by society and it kills me bc no one is ugly.
Like all dogs are cute but they all look different.
I’m finally learning to love myself and this is the happiest I’ve ever been

Once Upon A Time... - (AU) Part 2

This is a fairytale!Calum AU based on “Cinderella”! This was previously published on a different blog, but I have since edited and altered it to fit the 5sos fandom. Keep an eye out for the other boys stories!

“Where. Is. My. Crown.” It wasn’t phrased as a question, and you had honestly never seen so much menace in a five year olds face in your life. That was saying something, because you had attended your share of pre-contest meltdowns.

“Go get the crown.” Jennifer snapped at me from the driver’s side where she was programming the GPS. You sighed, hopping down from the car and walking back towards the house. You resented your step monster almost as much as you resented your father for making you participate in the sugar induced lunacy that was a toddler beauty pageant. You suspected that he felt that spending time with her would make up for how much he was gone, and bring you closer together. It did neither of those things.

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Some Questions to Ask When Things Go Wrong

Ask yourself:

1. Is this something I should take seriously and try to put right; is it something that is worth working on, and investing more energy on?

2. How much is my fault? Is it something I can change further down the road?

3. How much is outside my control; will anything I do really alter the situation or make a lasting difference?

5. Have I done everything I possibly can? Have I tried and exhausted all possible options?

6. Is it something I should put behind me, and decide to walk away from?

7. Who else has gone through a similar experience, or had this happen to them? Who can I talk to who will understand, and give me valuable help and advice?

8. What can I learn from this experience?

9. How can I build myself up again, so I have the needed strength to go forward in my life?

10. What small steps can I take to enhance my self-esteem?

So this is a different kind of #TransformationTuesday and I’ve never really talked about this on social media, but I’m all about honesty & transparency, and with 2015 winding down I’ve been reflecting a lot, and I’ve gotta say it was a pretty transformative year for me in terms of personal growth & development, and a large part of that was making the decision to abstain from consuming mind-altering substances. I was never a hardcore “party girl” in college, I definitely did my fair share of partying (as you can see), but I was never one to drink all day or go out Thursday-Saturday every weekend, and after I started my fitness lifestyle the frequency that I drank decreased very significantly, but often times when I did drink it was not at all in moderation and that contributed to a lot of really awful experiences, so I made the decision earlier in the year to stop drinking and consuming other illicit substances (because I’ll admit that I used to smoke a lot of marijuana) and live in reality instead of numbing myself from it. Making this choice has really helped me learn a lot about myself, and grow and become more focused on my personal goals (it’s one reason I decided to challenge & push myself out of my comfort zone and compete). I think this choice has also really helped put me in a good place mentally to tackle all of the daunting things I have lined up for 2016, and I don’t think I’d feel this motivated and confident about the future if I was still living in a hazy false-reality. Now this isn’t a dig at anyone who does consume these things, I think anything is fine in moderation, but this was definitely a decision I needed to make to become stronger mentally and keep moving forward in life in the right direction towards becoming my best self! So this is really a reminder to be honest with yourself,
make sure that the choices you’re making are contributing positively to your life, and make sure your mental health and wellbeing are a priority!

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Well, here it is at last! My little comic project for this semester, and man, did I have a blast! :D

When I showed my teacher Shinocchi’s anthology (which I hope you managed to get a copy), he told me: “Then… I’m giving you the chance to draw one of its stories.”. Asking Shino for any special recommendation, she said “Voice” without hesitation.

And now, some things you should be aware of:

  1. I wasn’t allowed to use copyrighted characters. I had to use different names and alter their designs, but the characters are essentially Aoba and Noiz from DRAMAtical Murder.
  2. The story had to occur in the city I live in (Santiago de Chile). So if you’re wondering about the BGs I used, they’re from there.
  3. I won’t be selling this manga any time soon, if ever. I just finished my semester and I don’t have the currency for mass production at the moment. So far, only Shino herself will receive a copy + extras.

And finally, all my thanks go to @shinocchi for letting me use her story, which you should go and read ASAP here. Hope you like it, girl! ;3

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I couldn’t believe what I was seeing when I was happily scrolling through my newsfeed and saw this utter bullshit. I was then disgusted to see that literally thousands of mindless assholes had commented on it without any thought of it’s validity.
How is it that so many people couldn’t see how incredibly poorly this image was altered?? I mean, the first thing that tipped me off was the ridiculous font! Not to mention the fact that there was no citation whatsoever for the claims made in the caption.
It literally took me less than a minute to find the original image on Google, as well as one from a different angle confirming it’s validity.
Nevermind the fact that Lincoln was racist, despite his role in the eventual end of American enslavement of black people; these hatemongering assholes will literally try any dirty trick to discredit black citizens fighting for equality, respect and dignity.

Hey hey hey

Okay guys so from all the gossip that I’ve heard and from all the trailers and information we’ve been given, Adventure Tri is going to be about some event occurring that alters the past which affects the present. By the looks of it, this means that Adventure 02 is completely out the window, never even happened. So my question to you is, what are you excited for that might be different, what are mad about that might have changed? Also what are you questions are you hoping to be answered or who are who hoping to see again? You can send me and ask or reblog this with your answer. These won’t technically be confessions, but i will post EVERY SINGLE ONE. NO MATTER WHAT THEY’RE ABOUT.

Even if it were possible to cast my horoscope in this one life, and to make an accurate prediction about my future, it would not be possible to ‘show’ it to me because as soon as I saw it my future would change by definition. This is why Werner Heisenberg’s adaptation of the Hays Office—the so-called principle of uncertainty whereby the act of measuring something has the effect of altering the measurement—is of such importance. In my case the difference is often made by publicity. For example, and to boast of one of my few virtues, I used to derive pleasure from giving my time to bright young people who showed promise as writers and who asked for my help. Then some profile of me quoted someone who disclosed that I liked to do this. Then it became something widely said of me, whereupon it became almost impossible for me to go on doing it, because I started to receive far more requests than I could respond to, let alone satisfy. Perception modifies reality: when I abandoned the smoking habit of more than three decades I was given a supposedly helpful pill called Wellbutrin. But as soon as I discovered that this was the brand name for an antidepressant, I tossed the bottle away. There may be successful methods for overcoming the blues but for me they cannot include a capsule that says: 'Fool yourself into happiness, while pretending not to do so.’ I should actually want my mind to be strong enough to circumvent such a trick.
—  Christopher Hitchens, Hitch-22: A Memoir