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Your existence makes me very uneasy, your balance between Tartaros and the surface world is something I cannot take any longer. I therefore claim you to live in the Underworld to cause no damage to your God and the demons who lurk in our domain.

I will do the impossible.

A bit of Hulda’s backstory ;-;


Day 49/365: February 18th 2017 | Meeting Gaby / First Meeting

Woke up at around 10pm and got ready (apparently it takes me 3393925 years to get ready lmao) and headed to the airport to pick up Gaby at 3pm. I arrived at YEG at around 4:20 and I found Gaby’s arrival gate/baggage claim area immediately (yay~). I had around one hour to kill so I read a Sulay fanfic that Gaby recommended to me to read and it was SO GOOD!!!!!!! POSTMAN SUHO HELL YEAH! FLIRTY SULAY HELL YEAHHHH! About 12.5 minutes (this is not a random number…) before I saw Gaby, people from her flight were pouring out of the arrival gate and I was so nervous omg I almost mistook someone for her because I’m blind (astigmatism getting worse after ~1 year) and I was too excited to see her omdghasdkjg. Since Gaby didn’t arrive with the rest of her flight, she walked out of the arrival gate on her own so I saw her immediately and it was like happiness personified walking towards me!!!!!!! We were slowly walking towards each other LOL but I couldn’t wait anymore so I ran a bit at the end HAHAHA. After hugging for not-10-minutes, we claimed Gaby’s suitcase and bought bus tickets. Took the 747 and LRT back to HUB. After resting for a bit, we walked to Domino’s to get pepperoni pizza (Gaby’s favourite). Came back home, ate the yum pizza together, and spent the rest of the night enjoying each other’s company. My wife is here with me, at last!!!! 💞👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨❤️💘💖💗💓💝💙💚

BTW, Gaby is taller than me dgfgdhkjs we are supposed to be the same height but she’s like 1cm taller than me hehehehehee SUBTLE HEIGHT DIFFERENCES wow!! We’re fulfilling our Sulay parallel like a bunch of PROS!!!!!

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.