my wonderful horse

i’m in my prime,
not withering and old.
but i refuse to play
your wicked games any longer.

i know this tether is unbreakable,
but you make me feel like i’m interchangeable.
you drew a target on my heart,
when did this become fatal attraction?

i don’t have the strength,
the energy,
nor the patience
to be held hostage by your love.

so baby please don’t despair
when i say that
i’ve found the courage to
let you go.

you were never meant to be tied down in the first place.

—  believing i could love you was my mistake, c.j.n.

we went to see a riding show on Sunday as part of my birthday celebration/gifts and like…I guess?? I’m more affected by my accident than I thought haha, I started bawling my eyes out the very first time someone came riding on stage, waving his hat around and all I could think about was how much I wanted to ride again, and then when they did barrel racing and a horse almost staggered in one corner I felt like I was going to throw up so like??? I don’t know how I felt about the show. 

Being sick still didn’t help tho :T

the rest of the show was really cool though!!! They called out my name beforehand and read off a birthday message from my mom/brothers and the announcer was like, “ah, where is she?? There we go! Down by the bar! Getting an early start, I see? Well, as it’s your birthday I guess you’ll hold everyone’s tabs then!” And I ended up yelling back,

“I’m a uni student! I don’t earn enough to support my girlfriend’s alcoholism let alone everyone else’s!”

so i spent my day wondering abt snk horses and decided erwin deserves purely imposing beauty

Colin Morgan, favorite photos :: The Living and The Dead, behind the scenes (21/) (x)


Tumblr keeps eating my longer, original posts, and it doesn’t seem to matter if I try to make them on my PC or my phone. Which is exceptionally frustrating.

I promise I’ll get to the replies I owe!

Until then, have some ‘The weather is sunny and it is killing me that I can’t do anything constructive with Ivy out at the barn so I went out and gave the ponies scritches and snacks.’ photos.


No, seriously, Sitron did literally nothing wrong.

anonymous asked:

How would the skaters fair with an s/o who's a competitive show jumper? Like they raise and train horses competitively for competition? Sorry if it's vague this is my first time doing this ;3; I'm always too shy...

((You didn’t specify which ones, so I’ll do the main three))


-Finds it amazing

-Adores watching s/o because they look so beautiful when they’re riding horses

-And elegant as well

-Begs s/o to to teach him

-Probably falls while the horse is astride (I think it’s called astride in English…?)


-His biggest concern is s/o falling off the horse

-I mean, did you read the statistics on injuries??

-His heart stops every time s/o jumps

-He does, however, like helping them take care of the horses

-But there’s no way he’s getting one one thankyouverymuch


-He really likes horse riding as a sport, so he’s happy that s/o does it

-Always comes to their competitions (with his best disguise, of course)

-Buys s/o shirts with horses on them

-When he’s helping s/o with the horses, they often bite his hair (it reminds them of straw)

-So he starts wearing it in a bun when he’s in the stable

1/29/14 Blackhawks @ Canucks: Jonathan Toews after blocking great Chris Higgins scoring chance


Do you guys remember when Hussie tweeted one of my original posts alongside an image edit he’d made turning it into an announcement for the new SBaHJ?

And then a bunch more of my faves including Toby Fox commented on it?

Because I do, and it still gives me a warm fuzzy feeling in my heart.