Yesterday I went to the Doctor Who World Tour in NYC and this incredible thing happened - I got to meet Peter Capaldi and Jenna Coleman, and present them with a portrait I did of them! (More photos at my Twitter and Instagram!) OH MY GOSH prepare for some rambling storytime now
Am v sleepy but tonight is the first night in about 10 days I’m not fighting with suicidal thoughts, and my boys walked the BBMA carpet. My best friend is happy, and it’s only 2 more days until I’m free of second year. Let’s not hold our breath but tonight’s been pretty fab.
i know girls who sell everything and move to california just because they want to, who tour with bands and date wealthy men who claim to be friends with jimmy page, who make money pretending to love and spend it all on custom leather lingerie and they all look at me like i can pull their thoughts out like a splinter and bandaid their bloody knees. when i am with them i’m a house cat running with leopards and lynx. i fall in love with the shine in their fur and their shiny pink teeth. when they talk about hunting deer, their fangs sinking in fur and muscle, i pretend to know. i pretend i’ve seen the jungle when my paws walk on carpet and linoleum.