my usually style i guess idk

Jason, Percy, and Capes

Or; Bi Ace Jason and His Journey of Self-Discovery

Or; Jason is Ace and I Am Projecting

So eventually Percy calling Jason “Superman” becomes kind of a thing between them. Jason only lets Percy call him that, and Percy uses it both to kind of tease Jason when he’s being extra heroic and praetor-y, and also as an affectionate nickname for his friend.

One year for his birthday, Percy buys him a Superman cape. He doesn’t wear it often, but it’s big enough that he uses it as a blanket a lot. When they hang out and play video games together, the winner gets to wear the cape. (He’ll never admit it, but sometimes Jason will let Percy win a little easier so that the cape will smell like sea breeze for a while after he leaves.)

A few months later, he sits Percy down and tells him that he likes boys as well as girls. Percy smiles, tells him that’s awesome! and that he does too, and hugs him. Jason hugs him back, burying his face in Percy’s shoulder. They watch a movie that night instead of playing video games, the Superman cape wrapped around them like a blanket where they sit shoulder-to-shoulder on Jason’s couch.

That year, Percy gets Jason another cape for his birthday. This one is just as big, but rather than red, it’s striped blue, purple, and pink. The bi flag, Percy tells him, a huge grin on his face. Then he unfurls it, and Jason sees the crudely sewn Superman logo in the middle. Jason laughs at that, head thrown back and just so damn happy, and Percy laughs with him. Jason refuses to take the cape off for the rest of the day (not that it mattered, since they spent the rest of the day bingewatching sitcoms on Netflix, but it mattered to Jason.)

Sometime later, they’re sitting next to each other on the couch, Percy’s legs flung across Jason’s lap, their video game controllers left on the coffee table from their last round. The bi flag Superman cape is tied around Jason’s shoulders since he’d been the one to blue shell Percy in the last seconds of the race and take first place. Percy leans forward, close enough that Jason can smell that sea breeze that just seemed to follow Percy everywhere, and starts picking at and fidgeting with the edge of the cape. So, if you’re Superman, he begins, nervousness wobbling his voice, is there any chance… I could be your Lois Lane? Jason smiles at him.

Things are going well between them. Dating is fun, even if sometimes their “dates” only consist of lighting a candle on the coffee table as they share a $5 pizza and watch cartoons together. Really, things between them don’t change much, they just get, well, closer. There’s more touching now, and for the most part, Jason likes it. He likes kissing Percy. He likes kissing Percy a lot, actually. And he likes the touching. He likes holding Percy’s hand, and he likes cuddling with him on the couch without fear of it being awkward. He likes when Percy comes up behind him and wraps his arms around his middle and rests his chin on Jason’s shoulder or presses his forehead to the back of Jason’s neck. He likes when they fall asleep curled up together and wake up with their legs tangled and Percy’s head resting on his chest, even if he drools, the bi flag Superman cape wrapped around them. There’s some things he doesn’t like so much, though. It’s nothing Percy’s done, because Percy would never do something Jason wasn’t explicitly okay with, but it’s the thought of it that bothers him. The thought of removing clothes and touching other places that leaves a distinct feeling of discomfort and repulsion in the pit of his stomach.

Unsure of what to do about it or what it means, he does the only thing he can think of and calls Piper. Surely, a daughter of Aphrodite would know what to do. He tells her what’s been going on, and when he’s done, she tells him that she thinks he may be asexual. When he lets out a noise of confusion, she tells him that it would probably be best if he talked to her half-brother Mitchell, since he actually is ace and could probably explain things better than she could. She gives him her brother’s number, and he thanks her.

Jason steels himself for what is to come. The talk with Mitchell had helped, and now that Jason has the proper words to put with what he’s feeling, he decided it was time to talk to Percy about it. It’s date night, which this time means takeout, a “clean linen” scented candle Jason had bought on sale, and a Star Wars marathon. When Percy steps through Jason’s front door, he greets him with a kiss and tells him he needs to talk to him before dinner. Percy nods, then asks if everything is okay as they sit facing each other on the couch. Jason nods, takes a deep breath, and carefully lays things out on the table, metaphorically speaking. He tells Percy about how much he likes being with him, but how the thought of doing… he fumbles for words… more… makes him nauseous. It’s nothing Percy had done wrong, just that this is who he is. He’s asexual, he explains, sex-repulsed. And he feels Percy has a right to know.

Percy has been nodding along as Jason explains things, ending with how he doesn’t think he’ll ever be okay with doing anything much beyond what they are doing currently. Okay, Percy tells him. He’s happy with how they are now, anyway, and he loves Jason so much that as long as Jason is happy, he will be happy, and that he’s happy Jason’s comfortable enough to tell him and that things are perfect as they are, and—

Oh.

He’d said—

I love you too, Jason says, and pulls Percy into a tight embrace for a few moments before pulling back and pressing a soft kiss to his lips. That kiss brakes when Percy’s smile grows too big for it. The rest of date night goes off without a hitch, and they fall asleep halfway through Return of the Jedi cuddled together under both Superman capes.

When Jason’s birthday rolls around again, he’s surprised when Percy hands him a familiar looking box. He opens it, and instead of blue, purple, and pink, the cape he pulls out is striped with black, gray, white, and purple. Percy’s grin is so bright Jason can’t help but smile back. He unfurls it, and sees the Superman logo stitched into it, slightly neater than it was on his bi flag one. He hugs Percy then, and Percy hugs him back, whispering I love you, Superman, into the junction of Jason’s neck and shoulder. There’s a lot of kissing after that. Then, they end up curled in the corner of the couch, legs tangled together and Percy half on Jason’s lap. Jason has his newest cape wrapped around his shoulders, while Percy has taken the bi flag one, and the red one lays across their laps. They talk for hours, about everything and nothing, from some new designs Annabeth has been coming up with to which flavor of Starburst tastes the best. Jason isn’t sure exactly when they drift off, but the last thing he remembers is nuzzling into Percy’s hair and being hit with that sea breeze as if he’s actually sitting on the sand and looking out at the ocean itself, and a passing thought about how comfortable and perfect he feels wrapped up there with Percy and all of their capes.

hes not even left-handed

bonus:

anonymous asked:

This isnt really a request but could you show us how you draw bodies?

oh heck yea! ok so like, in my style at least, it’s all about shapes and bein loose

honestly i don’t usually use skeletons, but when im doing a pose that im struggling to capture ill turn to them (like that draw of me on the 600 post, i didnt use a skeleton, but for most of the actual requests i’ve used skeletons) 

i guess i like. try to keep a basic understanding of anatomy like, the elbows bend halfway down ur middle and arms go all the way to the midpoint of the thigh, but i do take creative liberties (like legs and arms are Noodles and legs go for Days) 

idk man i want to be a character concept artist so stickin with shapes (a wide variety too! jeremys body is a triangle while michael’s is a square) helps, drawing everyday and being relatively fine if it isn’t perfect also helps

honestly i feel like since being basically Out at school instead of avoiding looking gay i now feel much more excited about embracing typically lesbian styles and I actually now search out fashion to make it clear i’m not straight! it’s just so nice being able to let go of typical beauty standards because I definitely place less importance on how other people think I look.

anonymous asked:

Hi! I admire your art a lot end recently I'm having a lot of trouble staying motivated, so I wanted to know. What kept you going when you started and you (maybe) thought you were bad? I've been trying for almost one year and a half now but I see no progress, and I doubt I'll ever be able to draw anything but incredibly simple things.

Honestly I’m never satisfied with my art but I guess seeing cool art/inspiring works motivates me sometimes? Ngl but I was/am usually stubborn and somewhat competitive like “Wow if I don’t keep drawing, my art will never look as good as theirs! I want mine to be as appealing, etc!” u_u

When I was in elementary and middle school, I would “mimic” an artstyle I like by drawing characters in the artist’s same way? Idk how to explain it– like I used to like Bleach so I would try to draw an OC in his style, not by tracing but practicing by drawing from reference. If I had trouble drawing the way Tite Kubo drew eyes, then I would solely focus on eyes, etc. I did this a lot back then with other artists too such as redjuice99, Shirow Miwa, etc. and try to make my own art style by incorporating(?) some of theirs into it.

So maybe you can try this technique too by looking at other artist styles that influence your own– nowadays,  I would see an art style and be like “wow I like how they draw the eyelids/eyebrows. Maybe I should try drawing my eyelids/eyebrows like that too.” It’s all about experimenting, really..
I’ve been drawing for about 8-10 years now and I’m still trying to improve, so don’t feel bad if you think you’re not making any progress!

anonymous asked:

Your favorite physical features of the rising signs?!?! 💕

Aries rising - always has nice make up. Intense and fierce look similar to scorpio rising. Bold in appearance 

Taurus rising - always looks so comfortable. They look so down to earth, I love their eyes, and they usually have such nice hair and noses lol. Lana del rey is a taurus rising and she just looks like the earth mother herself

Gemini rising - they look so sleek and on the move always. They have such youthful eyes and faces, they never age. 

Cancer rising - such lost, wondrous eyes that are hypnotic to look into. It’s like a meaningful experience to make eye contact with them. They feel so understanding and like you met them before. 

Leo rising - they’re always doing something different with their hair lol. It’s usually always really nice and cared for. 

Virgo rising - they look so reserved and well put together, which I love. They have a good sense of style and I like how they come off to other people

Libra rising - they dress really nice too, how they look to others means a lot to them. They usually have good hair, like leo rising.

Scorpio rising - their eyes….it’s almost scary. I love how expressive they are even if they aren’t very enthusiastic people; looking at their eyes when they speak, how their pupils dilate to every word they say, it’s fascinating. They can go from warm to cold so quickly. They usually have pointy or hooked noses that I love.

Sagittarius rising - they’re usually pretty tall or athletic which is cool. They’re so fucking funny and optimistic always. They’re the best at making friends and bringing people together. 

Capricorn rising - most attractive rising in my opinion. These people are BEAUTIFUL. Their bone structure is immaculate, and their sense of style is amazing.

Aquarius rising - I’ve only met like one of these in my entire life. I love how they have differing opinions on things and make you think a lot. They usually always have a very unique and personal style to them. 

Pisces rising - I’ve only met three of these. They look lost a lot but are usually always very friendly people. They’re good at explaining things and dumbing things down for people lol. They have really pretty eyes and soft features, usually nice bone structure too.

I know most of these thing aren’t physical but idk, these are just things I like about the rising signs I guess

Aint she purdy?


My usual style makes Mirror’s appearance a little… inaccurate, she still has no specific teeth shape or type, i guess they’re baiscally like… carnivorous dinosaur teeth? Idk its whatever. enjoy.

If i didn’t draw in such a goofy style she would look more like this though i couldn’t get the blue or her pale belly right I hope you can tell what I was going  for. 

anonymous asked:

Why would ufo-the-truth-is-out-there say some mean stuff to you? Jw. They seem nice and don't seem like they would ever put someone down

they are nice! but i guess they got upset because i pointed out (along with other people) that they steal art and plaster their URL all over it, as well as they post fake alien/UFO content a lot. they have 90k followers and they’re kinda like sixpenceee imo, all they do is put out aesthetic stuff along with posts that are usually full of faulty information and idk, i wasn’t trying to be mean. their blog just isn’t my style. they have been nice to me in the past, and they have also blocked me just for simply pointing out that they post fake stuff. they blocked me again and i guess they have another blog they use, which i’m guessing is ufos-and-space. 

maybe i’m coming off as a little pretentious, but it gets on my nerves when blogs like that get really big, because it’s pertaining to a really important subject that prrrroooobabbbbllyyyy shouldn’t be taken so lightly to the point that you post clearly faulty information and obnoxiously fake stuff. 

edit: also if you look at that post where they basically tried to attack me, they’re obviously not a super nice person because they called my blog shit and said that my blog is “offensive” and that kinda shit which is just stupid. like they’re just mad because i said their blog is garbage, which i mean, i guess i’m asking for my blog to be called shit too but i don’t post fake shit or steal art so

anonymous asked:

Ello friend! I need your input on something reallyyyy important. I'm trying to figure out how to describe all my favorite AO3 authors to my friends, but quickly so I don't end up dabbling on about how amazing they are, and I was wondering if you could tell me how you would describe your writing style? I've just been going over words like 'immersive' and 'beautiful' and other good things but haven't found anything quite right yet. (Clearly I love your writing ^^;;) thank you for existing!

uhhhhhhh…. dang. well first of all this ask is really sweet and i’m so flattered

second of all i am SO BAD at identifying writers’ styles, but even worse at identifying my own (especially since it’s hard not to be critical of it). i guess off the top of my head i’d just say… like… “to the point”? but idk. character focused, maybe? i usually write with a specific visual in mind and try to follow actions, but i don’t know how well that comes across.

anyway, i hope this was at least a little helpful, heh.  

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Dear Old Dad

Igneel Dragneel was the name broadcast on TV’s everywhere back in the day- the name that had parents muting the sound and holding their child just a little bit closer, double checking they locked the doors (as if that would really stop him). He left cold the blood of even the toughest, bravest sonofabitch there was. 

But just when the police were beginning to catch up, he disappeared; fell of the map completely. Leaving behind a legacy…

and an orphaned son. 

umm, idk what to really say about this other than the fact this is the end result of a Criminal Minds marathon when you have NaLu on the brain… sorry? 

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