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(overdue post!!!!!!!)

Last October 5 I went to Cosmania as japhers’s (genderbend) Filipino!Cecil (oh god I was a bundle of nerves all day, it was my first cosplay and I met really really really cool people)

  • First and second picture were taken by Japh-senpai himself uwu thank you so much (I just realized that I didn’t have any proper pictures taken when I was already on the train on the way home god I was sitting on the floor I was so tired)
  • My family!!! Went!! To!!! The convention!!!!! For me!!!! Idk I think they (especially my grandma, gosh she really went to a convention for me) were just as excited as I am, even if they didn’t properly understand my interests. My grammy was super supportive, until now I’m still kind of thrown by her unwavering support. When I was preparing my costume, she was all “what else do you need?” and was even “oh hey, here’s some makeup, I think you’re gonna need this,” bc I don’t own any makeup at all. And my mum doesn’t get me at all, but she’s happy that I’m happy with what I’m doing ;3; my friends also went!!!! Not solely for me although I think I was the one who nagged them to go, but okay I felt the love you weirdos
  • Details, photographed by my sister. I had my hair shaved and I had a pretty purple bow and I made an ID card and painted the Baybayin characters on the necktie myself (I’m planning to have them embroidered in the future, bc I really like this Cecil and plan to improve my cosplay someday okbye)

anonymous asked:

I have diagnosed ptsd (complex, but that's not "diagnosable") and I haven't slept well in months. I'm on meds to help keep the nightmares at bay, but I still can't seem to rest. I sleep, I can sleep for 12 hours at a time and still need more. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so tired, I can't even explain how exhausted I am. I feel like I'm losing my shit. This is torture.

Feeling tired like this all the time makes a lot of sense when you have PTSD. Read through this: PTSD and Fatigue. You can also have a look through our sleeping tag for anything that might help you. Remember that you’re not alone in feeling this way xx