my style inspiration

RED WAVE - model: Alisa Ahmann - photography: Gianluca Fontana - styling: France De Jerphanion - hair: Benedicte Cazau-Beyret - makeup: Dariia Day - Air France Magazine October 2017

style gaze: red the color for fall

Some expression practice with Mettaton to ward away consistency issues (and also I just wanted to test out his expressions!!)

someone on Twitter told me that this was MTT’s “that booty” face so I made an edit…

And finally a big thank you to my Mettatonspirations, @spectrumelf and @samserve for inspiring me so much.
Seeing your fantastic Mettaton art always makes me want to create Mettaton art of my own, and now that I’m laying out the Mettaton battle scene in the graphic novel making cool Mettaton art has become very important.
So…thanks a million, you two.✨


                                     ~ updated picture of my desk ~

 I am happy to report that I now live in a forrest of plant babies. I am officialy back at university so I’ve been spending lots of time here. 

“You have to accept that some people are not made for deep conversations, or for holding you together when you’re about to fall apart, or for keeping you from unzipping your skin, or for talking you out of suicide, or to love you through the worst moments of your life. Some people are made for shallow exchanges, and ridiculous banter, and nothing more. And that’s okay. That doesn’t make them horrible people because they simply aren’t able to handle a storm like you. It doesn’t make you a bad person because you won’t divulge all the gritty details of your horror show. It makes you smart. You have to accept that there will be people that cannot give you what you need. It doesn’t mean they are not worth keeping in your life. You just have to figure out who these ones are before you’re disappointed. And you have to keep them at arm’s length. You cannot expect everyone in your life to understand, to be nonjudgmental, to get it. But that’s okay, because not everyone was made to impart wisdom, or wax-poetic, or speak on politics and the depravity of society, or discuss how crucial it is that the stigma of mental illness be abolished. There are times when you have to get away from all that heaviness. You have to. And you will need superficial conversation about Kim Kardashian’s arse, or a debate on the color of The Dress. You will need those ones. So don’t go round cutting people off and dropping your friends. You need people for all your seasons. You need people or you won’t survive this.”

—Anonymous, What my therapist told me this morning


DIAMOND BALLADS - model: Heather Kemesky - photography: Boo George - styling: Christiane Arp - hair: Alain Pichon - makeup: Megumi Zlatoff - manicure: Chloe Desmarchelier - Vogue Germany November 2017


I decided to become an artist when I was about your age. I liked to draw so much, I almost hated to go to bed. And then one day, all of a sudden, I couldn’t draw anything. Everything I drew, I didn’t like. I realized that my art up to then was a copy of someone else, things I had seen somewhere. I decided I had to discover my own style. It’s still difficult. But then, the results… They seem to be a little better than before. It’s nice to be a witch, isn’t it? I like the idea - to be a witch, to be an artist, to be a baker… It’s an energy bestowed by the gods or someone, right? Though thanks to it, we do have to suffer at times.

FRIDAY WITH IRIS - model: Iris Apfel - photography: Bikramjit Bose - styling: Malini Banjerji - makeup: Eric Vosburg - Elle India November 2017


SH Characters: A Short Summary: (S2B)  Magnus Bane

I’m the High Warlock of Brooklyn.

shadow world symbols credit (x)

CHAIN REACTION - model: Mayowa Nicholas - photography: Cedric Buchet - styling: Morgan Pilcher - hair: Marc Lopez - makeup: Pep Gay - manicure: Julie Villanova - Porter Magazine #23 Winter 2017