my stuff: bc

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anonymous asked:

Lena and Kara being very careful and they take some time until Kara tells the others beacuse Lena is really nervous to meet kara's friends and Kara making fun of her all the time but acually thinking it is really cute. ( Sorry for the english, im portuguese)

i think they spend some time just… enjoying themselves and their relationship, keeping it something that’s just theirs for some time.

lena is nervous to meet kara’s friends/family because she never really did anything quite like this and she’s so deeply afraid (and almost certain) that they won’t like her and won’t approve their involvement.

kara teases her but in a nice way, always assuring lena that things will be fine and that everyone will love her. but she makes sure to say that even if they have a problem with it, it won’t matter because she loves lena and that’s the most important part.

i actually thinking kara would be nervous about properly introducing them too. mostly in a “if they aren’t happy for me, i’ll be hurt” and in a “i don’t want them to dislike lena and disapprove our relationship, i don’t want to be mad at them” way.

(don’t apologize, pal! your english was great! and even if it wasn’t it’d have been fine, we all make mistakes.)

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Sasako…wearing glasses…

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i did a bunch of yoi sketches so i’m dumping them all here

Also, Victor would have a Ditto I will fight over this

there are two settings. the first is success, a crushing perfection that simmers below the surface, a gritted-teeth force that breaks down more often than it runs. it is relying on panic to wake you up, it is nightmares about numbers, it is being unable to stop shaking when the test comes back, it is empty scores, no flaws found but still feels sore. it is the appearance of self-assurance, top-of-the-class, always-in-yoga. nobody gets into the room when you’re sobbing over your gpa. they only smell the candles and not the burning.

the second is failure. it comes in the wake of the smallest thing. a shrug and “you could have done better” rather than a smile. that’s it. and then it’s time to destroy everything. she frowned at me once, we aren’t really her friend and we must never speak to her again. he didn’t want to get dinner, not only is he not interested but he finds us repulsive. it is realizing you are sixteen minutes late and just skipping class rather than showing up late. it’s refusing to study because you understand nothing. it’s taking something down before someone can rip it down for you. it’s isolating yourself so nothing can hurt you and it’s hurting because you’re isolated. it’s missed calls, never-at-work, always-too-drunk. 

that’s it. all or nothing.