I don’t know anyone and I don’t have any friends so most of my stories are going to be about how I’m 30 years old and just being open about my bisexuality. And how almost all of those stories will include my sister and how she is unwilling to understand me.
I don’t know how to hide it anymore. I can not say I strictly like men which gives me the feeling of lying to myself. I’ve done that and I don’t wanna do that anymore. Which is why I want to talk about it here.
I fail every night in trying to hide it. I continue to try to and it hurts every time, but I try and fail because I can’t do this anymore. I want to be open but every time I try to be everyone thinks it’s a joke because I’m supposed to be straight.
I’m not straight anymore you fucks! And now I know never was!
That is what I want to say, but can’t.