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My friend recorded the Cypher yesterday. Didn’t do the way I wanted to but can’t dwell on it. This years cypher definitely had a lot of great talent including my homies. Didn’t slug anyone specific, I was referencing 8 mile and tryna be funny. The people who got it, got it. Just like the references in the old cypher. All in all it was straight. I enjoy using these as a platform to show who and what I’m inspired by musically so it’s dope. Update: My album drops September 19th 2017 Singles are on iTunes and Spotify. Type Nezi Momodu. Please support ❤❤ I love yall .

Neverland- Harry x Reader

Originally posted by seaside-stars

A/N Hiya this is my second imagine and for some odd reason my first one got deleted ): but I hope you guys enjoy this little idea I had before I go to bed (:

Summary:You have flashbacks of your first love Harry Hook who is on the Isle. You and Harry met and fell in love at first sight while rescuing Ben but sadly Harry did not return to you.  (x) (Here’s the song that inspired this story) I will italicize the flashbacks as well as bold the lyrics. Neverland Pt.2


Whenever I was frightened
Or if I ever felt alone
I turned to the night sky
And a star I call my own

You sighed as you looked at your clock beside your bed. 2:30am and you still could not sleep for the life of you. It had been 3 days since the King was captured and brought back home safely, but what happened down there in the Isle still ache your heart. You quietly got up from your bed hoping not to wake Evie and Mal up in the process of doing so. You grab a near by hoodie and some tennis shoes as you quietly snuck outta your dorm into the halls up to the roof. 

“Let go of me! Please I’ll give you money whatever you want just stop this!” you struggled as you tried to escape your grip from the rather handsome pirate attempting to kidnap you. “Don’t make me nip ya like I did to the king now love” his Scottish acent filling your ear making shiver “Your a pretty one aren’t ya maybe if I’m nice enough I’ll let ya spend the night with me”. Lets just say suggesting that you’d look for King Ben on your own was a bad idea especially since you had no idea how the Isle worked. Evie Mal Carlos and Jay tried to warn you not to run off but Ben was your best friend and you couldn’t let him face Mal’s rejection alone, so you followed him. 

You made your way to the roof and sat on the top. You brought you legs up to your chest and huffed. You looked up at the stars remembering exactly how the events took place. “No matter where you are no matter where I am we are under the same stars Harry” you whispered “I will never forget you” 


 We can sail away tonight
On a sea of pure moonlight
We can navigate the stars
Bring us back home

You were tied to a pole with King Ben across from you. You could see the pirate teasing him as his Captain Uma told him to leave them alone for a while. You didn't notice that Harry Hook was now walking towards you with a devilish smirk on his face. “Looks who’s awake” he laughed slightly running his metal hook along your hair “thought you’d never wake up love.” “Please let me go” you  begged not mattering if you looked weak but you were frighten to the core. “No can do dear your stuck with me for a while now” he smirked. “Harry I know there is some good in you please.” Harry stopped right in front of your face and huffed an amusing chuckle. “Listen here love. The way the Isle works is there is no such thing as lover or caring” he paused and looked you dead cold in the eye “you have no idea what hell we go through while you Bordon kids eat from a silver spoon……us Villain kids don’t know what love is.” 

“Wake up Y/N we’re going to be late for class” yelled Evie brushing her beautiful blue hair. You groaned in response but did as you were told. Getting up as you lazily got dressed Mal notice your eyes were red from the lack of sleep you got last night. “You snuck out on to the roof top didn’t you?” You started at Mal as she asked you that question all you could do was nod not finding any words to speak. “I know you miss him Y/N but you have to understand that we couldn’t bring him to Auradon it was way to risky and dangerous.” You shook your head at Mal not wanting to cause a scene in front of Evie as you grabbed your backpack and walked towards the door. You stopped and turned around facing Mal and Evie “Yes Harry might have been a dangerous guy but what happened on the Isle was real and everyone can tell me to forget about him but I can’t” you  let a single tear drop fall “ he was my pure moonlight and I saw the good in him just how Ben and Doug saw the good in you two.” With that you walked out the door taking deep breaths holding in your tears.


 
All that you hope for
You hope for today
Is the love someone gives you
In an unconditional way

You were in class now sitting next to your best friend Ben as you doddle in your notebook. These passed 4 days now have been filled with you not really speaking to any of your friends. All you ever heard from them was ‘Harry is not good.’ or ‘Harry can never learn to love.’ You know deep down inside you touched a soft part in him no one else did and he touched a soft part in you too. “Y/N” Ben looked up at you “I’m really sorry about Harry if there is a way I can make this right please let me help.” Ben’s faced was complete crushed. He hated seeing you like this. You shook your head lightly “No Ben it’s fine” you faked a smile “I’m fine” With that you got up from your chair and made your way to a new seat behind the class before it began. 

“Just give me an hour Hook to prove you wrong and if I don’t then you can tie me back up and I won’t budge I promise.” you stared down at Harry as he smirked “I never pass up a deal lass.” With that response he united you. You had no idea how you were gonna show this pirate what love felt like or what it was. You have only known him for not even a full day but you intended to try. “Any smart moves love and I will not hesitate in hooking you Y/N. Trust me it’ll pain me to hook someone I actually like.” You slightly blush at his comment. He grabbed your hands and walked you off the boat. He sat both of you down by the shore just a few feet away from the boat. ‘Let the game begin’ you thought.

It took a lot for Harry to finally trust you enough for him to open up about his past. After a while of finally trusting one another, hearing about Harry’s story made you feel sympathy for him. His mother passed away right before he turned 1 due to the mold growing on the ship, and his father expect way too much from him at such a young age. He never experienced loved as a kid which is why he is so cold hearted. There was a moment of silence between you two after Harry was explaining the way he wanted his dad to love and be proud of him and how he really wish his mom was still alive until you heard Harry’s low sobs. This shocked you because you were just a stranger to Harry a few minutes ago maybe he just needed someone to ask him once in a while how he felt. You didn’t think twice as you wrapped your arms around him. Harry burried his face in your neck and cried as you held him you brought his face close to yours. You didn’t realize how blue his eyes were or the features on his face like his jawline or his brown hair popping outta his hat. You wiped his tears and you swore time stopped between you both. You did the impossible next as you leaned in and locked lips with the pirate. For the first time Harry Hook can finally say he had a taste of what love was that night. 


In a place so far away
We’ll be young that’s how we’ll stay

“Harry if you let me and Ben go please I promise I’ll get you outta the Isle please we have to go home you can come with me.” you started into his blue eyes and he tied you up to the pole once again. “Listen Y/N I want to help you but Uma’s my captain and I can’t betray her like that.” “What if we make a deal Harry please I want to teach more about yourself. You are stronger then you think you are. You can be good and we can be something please.” Harry smiled at you lightly and he kissed your forehead and walked off to his pirate crew. 

Once the sword fighting was over and it was pretty clear Mal and the gang have won and rescued not only you but King Ben. Before you can make a run to the limo you turned and bolted towards Harry pulling him into a quick but passionate kiss and whispered “Harry I swear I’ll come back for you.” 


 And with your hand in my hand
I am closer now
To finding Neverland

“What do you mean you can’t bring Harry Hook to Auradon whatever happened to giving people a second chance Ben!” you raged at not only Ben but at your 4 friends who were against you. For Ben’s rescue he had granted everyone a favor even you but when you asked him your one wish he denied it along side your friends. “Yea Y/N this is crazy maybe he spelled you” Mal spoke with her arms crossed. “No he didn’t I love him and I’m sure he loves me too please Ben just help me I have to get him outta there. I made him a promise.” your breathing went slow as you stared at your friends tears falling from your face “guys please help me” But no one stood up they all turned away “I’m sorry Y/N but the answer is no.” 

You were currently in your room doing some homework. Nowadays that was the only thing that ever got you outta your thoughts. Mal and Evie walked in the dorm with a sly smile on their face as they walked over and sat next to you. “Y/N we’re both really sorry for pushing you. We didn’t know Harry mean’t so much to you and we can speak for everyone that we all would like to apologize and if you can come with us we would like to show you something.” Mal smiled as you hugged both her and Evie “You guys are forgiven but I don’t think there is anything you can do to make me feel better.” you answered honestly. “We can always try come one” Evie pulled you to your feet and led you down the hall to King Ben’s office. “Go ahead Y/N, Ben and all of us got you something” Mal held your hand and you let out a breath as you opened the doors. Your eyes couldn’t believe what you saw. 

“Harry..” 

“I missed you love” 



A/N okay i kinda had this idea while this song was playing and I know my writing isn’t the best but we all gotta start somewhere so I truly hope you enjoy (:

His name was Simon.

MSP: I used to live in this village in southern England with my family - all “pureblood and proud” not a single drop of muggle blood in our veins - complete and utter rubbish, all of it, of course, caused mostly by their pure inability to face the fact that my grandmother had a child from a muggle man. I swear, you could run around shouting Voldemort’s name but as soon as you mentioned the poor man? *laughs* Locked in your room for the rest of the day.

MSP: One summer a muggle family moved into an old house near my family’s mansion - you can imagine my parent’s reaction. I was not to come anywhere near the muggle boy-

MSP: Surely, it was all a big secret. We would meet in the forest behind the mansion, and he would beg me to show some of my “magic tricks” - I could do a bit of wandless magic, harmless stuff, nothing a ministry charm could trace. In return he would show me his muggle things - which, frankly, were as much of a nuisance to me as my magic was to him. 

MSP: We became…close.

MSP: Perhaps, a bit too close.

MSP: It was all fun and games and we felt invincible.

MSP: Until one day we were too careless and..the other boys, our neighbors they-

MSP: …about everything.

MSP: To say that my Father was livid when the news of his “dirty little traitor of a son” reached him would be a bit of an understatement. I begged him to leave my friend alone, I swore I would never see him again, but my Father he…wouldn’t hear any of it. He told me that wouldn’t be needed.

That he would take care of it.

I learned enough to know exactly what he was going to do when he stormed out of the house.

And I…

MSP: Everything happened so fast. I saw it all go wrong.

MSP: My Father’s anger made his spell unsteady and it clashed…with something inside my friend’s mind. It fought back. I’ve learned later how a conscious desire to remember someone strong enough could repel memory charms but back then all I could do was stand and watch as panic in his eyes melted into confusion. And then…blank nothingness.

MSP: My Father dragged me out of the house and I was sent back to Hogwarts immediately for the rest of that summer. I had no contact with anyone for the entire school year and when I got back home - the muggle family was gone.

MSP: I spent two months trying to find him until eventually I got a trace of his mother. She moved into another town and lived all by herself. She told me everything…how she started slowly losing her son. He could remember bits, she said, sometimes he would become manic about this particular idea that there was more to this world than we could see and that someone was going to take it from him. Then he became paranoid. Stopped eating. He…wanted to see me, she said. He sometimes described me even though he couldn’t remember my name.

MSP: She gave me an address and I went to see him. It was a muggle center for mental health, a cold place with white walls. But he was there. Thin as a stick, little of the life left in him - all in his feverishly burning eyes.


MSP: He asked me if I could show him a magic trick…

MSP: His name was Simon.

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Actually every day that passes, every step I take, I’m nearing my dream 

Actually every single wound, every drop of sweat, those are our feelings 

There’s no such thing as impossible, just those who are not willing to work hard 

The door is not locked, it’s just you don’t even try opening it

there was a post in taylors likes about dropping the single at midnight and my hopeful ass really thought… i REALLY THOUGHT it would drop at midnight based on those posts… I HONESTLY… BELIEVED IN TUMBLR USER TAYLORSWIFT……… I KNOW THAT U SEE WHAT YOURE DOING TO ME TELL ME WHY

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 "Glasses" usually mean 8oz glasses, so lets use 64oz
a quick google search says 1oz = 591.471 drops, so 64oz = 37854.1
37854.1 divided by 1440 (the number of minutes in 24 hours, a day) is 26.3

you would have to drink 26.3 drops of water every minute (about 2.3 drops per second?) to maintain a healthy hydrated lifestyle, not accounting for sleep

anonymous asked:

I just started a double degree (engineering and business) and holy shit I regret everything. THIS IS ME SCREAMING INTO THE ABYSS. I DONT KNOW HOW I'LL EVER MAKE IT TO MY FINAL YEAR

/SCREAMS INTO THE ABYSS WITH YOU/ 

Here’s a few things I wish I’d known before I started my double degree (+ a few things which have kept me sane since then!) 

1. Coffee. 

  • I started my degree as a ‘social’ coffee drinker. 
  • NOW ITS LIKE WATER. 
  • PUMP THAT SHIT INTO MY BLOODSTREAM, IV DRIP, THERE IS NO LIFE BEFORE COFFEE

2. Student Discounts 

  • Reap the benefits of student discounts. Seriously. 
  • Know where the cheapest coffee is, transport subsidies, printing subsidies, student sales, student flights! 

3. Shit happens, things change. 

  • Just because you hate something now, doesn’t mean you can’t love it later. The upshot being - just because you love something now, doesn’t mean you won’t hate it with the feverish passion of a thousand burning suns later. 
  • Your interests will change. Your goals, both academic and personal will change. That’s ok.
  • Find something that motivates you to complete each degree. You may enjoy both your degrees equally. You may prefer one over the other - particularly if you’re still completing tedious core units for one degree whilst you get to do much more interesting advanced units for the other. Remind yourself why you’re doing this degree. Why are you doing double the workload, why is it worth the late nights, caffeine overdoses and the concurrent deadlines? Assess each degree independently of the other and find something which motivates you to study in that field. 
  • In my case, I was very demotivated halfway through my degree. Honestly speaking, in my 3/4th year, I was ready to drop my other degree and graduate with a single. I only continued my other degree after going on exchange (read: more holiday than study) and when I could finally do advanced units which were interesting to me. 
  • For others, changing degree (yes, even in 6th year) was the best choice for them. They’re much happier now, and much more driven - and it was their experience throughout their double degree that helped them realise their passion in another field. Sometimes, finding out what you hate is just as important as finding out what you love.  

4. Save a first year unit for the end of your degree 

  • Ok, I shit you not. 
  • If your degree structure allows you to save an elective first year unit for your penultimate or final year, do it. 
  • Sure, its strange to walk into a class of freshers. When you inevitably have an ‘ice breaker’ exercise, watch in sick fascination as the majority of the class whips their head around incredulously as you introduce yourself as a “fifth year student” 
  • BUT BOY THE REWARDS ARE SWEET. For example, having a reduced workload so you can focus on your advanced units. Easy marks because you already know half the shit, and if not, you know where to find it. 
  • You already have half the transferrable skills (report writing, referencing, critical analysis, knowledge of HOW THE FUCK TO SUBMIT AN ASSIGNMENT THROUGH YOUR UNI SERVER) to do well. You could probably skip all the intro/ getting to know your way around the library resources classes. 
  • A relaxed class and a healthy boost to my GPA? Sign me up. 

5. Use time to your advantage

  • One of the things I’m grateful for is time. 
  • Its a long degree. Instinctively I knew this when I signed up - 5 to 7 years is a long time. But I only truly felt how long a period that time was when my friends with shorter degrees graduated and entered the workforce. And whilst I enjoy what I study, the mechanics and routine of going to uni and sitting exams etc remains tedious. 
  • But heck, I am grateful for the time and opportunity I’ve had to figure shit out in the safety of university. 
  • Professionally, I know the ins and outs of graduate job hunting. I have had the opportunity to ‘test run’ interviews etc, and learn about more opportunities with each passing cycle - the fairs, the assistance you can get at uni, the whole recruiting circus. I have a well established study system that works for me, featuring keyboard shortcuts, shitonnes of sticky notes and my weight in coffee. I know where to ask for help and I know which areas of campus are the best study spots and which places to avoid during mid-sem hell. I know what events my student society runs, and I know when there’s free breakfast during semester. I’m confident. I’m certainly not ready to face the workplace, but I’m more prepared that I would have been 3 years ago.  
  • Personally, I’m more confident in my identity and what direction I want to take in the future. I know what I like, what I dislike, and what I’m willing to sacrifice/invest for what ends. I’ve learnt a lot about how I handle stress, friendship and 8am non recorded classes (read: not well). 
  • Also, FIGURE OUT WHAT YOUR HIGHER DEGREE GRADUATE REQUIREMENTS ARE BECAUSE YOU HAVE TIME TO FIX THINGS. Do you need practical experience to graduate? Do you need to complete an internship unit? How many units of each degree do you need to complete? Have you completed the correct number of majors for each degree? Find out early, so you can amend your study plan. 

6. Old habits die hard. 

  •  AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH I HAVE YET TO GO A SEMESTER WITHOUT PULLING AN ALL NIGHTER, BLESS NAIVE FIRST YEAR ME. 
  • In saying that, use the length of your degree to develop good habits. Figure out what study method works for you, find out whether you’re more engaged in morning or evening classes. Where’s a decent study spot on campus? 
  • Don’t be afraid to apply the skills you’ve learnt from one degree to the other. Whether it be research skills, note taking habits or otherwise. Keep in mind the differences between each discipline. 
  • Work smart. By the time you’ve reached 3rd year, you’ll be at the halfway point. You know what lectures are like. You know what tutorials are like. You know which textbooks are worth the buy and what assessment structure suits you. Don’t be afraid to exploit that knowledge to forge a better semester for yourself. 

Its a long journey. There’s going to be good days, shit days and then “fuck the world, what the hell is this” days. There’s going to be coinciding deadlines and  insane exam timetables. And that’s not even counting the late night existential crises in between. 

But you’re going to learn so much - both in an academic and personal sense. You’ll find out what you enjoy, what lecturers to avoid, what subjects bore you to death. You’ll meet so many people - inspirational people, motivational people, and some assholes. You’ll realise that fuck yes I can complete a 3000 word assignment the night before, and yes I can survive a 90% exam. 

Remember you always have the freedom to choose. You don’t have to do it all at once - go on exchange, take a semester off, find something to break up the tedium of study. Sometimes, the bravest thing you can do is to figure out what’s best for you and pursuing it. 

Good luck dear anon. You’re the first double degree anon to scream into the abyss - THIS IS ME SCREAMING ALONGSIDE YOU OH MY GOD YOU ARE NOT ALONE. 

All the best,

fuckstudy 

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genre: Kyungsoo Demon!AU (Smut)
type: drabble/scenario
characters: Kyungsoo, reader
Do not re-post without permission or use in any way, this is my work. 
I swear writing about Kyungsoo is so hard xD I love him too much. @unique4kyungsoo Requested this :3 xo, Ara~


Never talk to strangers. That’s one of the most common things you hear in your childhood. Never talk to strangers, it could be dangerous. But even though it’s the thing we hear the most we sometimes ignore it.
At least I did. 
And I never expected what happened after it.


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An:It’s a hell of a lot longer than I’d intended it to be. O_O..I hope it’s good enough though.. I kind of feel like the Ethan one was a little better. But to be fair I loved writing this one just as much -Aileta

Part One


Two fucking weeks Grayson has not talked to me. He refused to talk to me. Ethan however called me every single day sometimes multiple times a day. I’m perfectly fine with this, our conversations are always fun. Despite how fun they were though I missed Grayson. I missed his cuddles, I missed his loud but welcoming laugh when something amused him. I missed my best friend. 

So here I stood outside his apartment with my key in hand. Was I going to really do this? Was I going to march into his home and demand that he talk to me? I stuck the key into the hole and turned the door knob. Yes, I damn well was. 

The door opened and I could hear Grayson in the kitchen. “You got back quick E thought you were gonna take a couple hours in the gym…” He stood there shirtless, his basketball shorts hanging low. I swallowed thickly as my eyes trailed over his muscular arms and back. I closed my legs a little tighter fighting a whimper. I’d never been blind to the fact that my best friend was hot as fuck, but it was times like these that I felt double reminded. I opened my mouth but no words would come out. 

I dropped my head a moment and tried again. “Grayson..Will you please just talk to me?” It came out quiet, small even but he heard me loud and clear. I knew this because he tensed. “Y/N…” My name on his lips made me bite my bottom lip. Jesus these Dolan boys were going to be my death one way or another. He stopped whatever he was cooking, turned the stove off and turned to face me. He crossed his arms, “ What is there to say? You’re fucking my brother.” 

Yep, this is what just the beginning of a long argument. “ It’s not like that Gray!” Something told me to stick to my spot and so I did. I’d chosen a pair of sweats and one of Ethan’s old shirts he’d left over to my place the last time he’d stayed the night. This was obviously a bad idea because I could see Grayson’s eyes zeroing in on the fact. 

“It is! Y/N, That’s exactly what it is! He calls you, he comes over he fucks you and then he leaves! What happens when he gets a girlfriend!? Huh? Or finds someone new?!Ethan doesn’t do relationships! He doesn’t! He hasn’t for a while and you know that!” His anger was so visible in the way the veins protruded from his arms and neck as he yelled. I dropped my head once more refusing to look at him. 

“What do you want me to do Gray? It’s not like I have anyone else. It’s not like anyone else wants me!” My eyes were watering. This is what I wanted to avoid, but I led myself into this trap so now I have to ride it out. “I WANT YOU!” He shouted making my head snap up. “I could treat you so much better! I wouldn’t fucking use you like he does. But I’m not good enough huh? I don’t move fast enough huh?” 

My heart began to pound within my chest. He what? Since when? I shook my head. “Y/N, this is why I told you to stay away from him. You’ll get addicted to him, you’ll get your heart broken when he moves on to the next girl. Just..end it..okay? Let me show you that I can love you better.” 

I looked up and there he was, standing so close. His hair fell into his eyes, his beautiful eyes. They looked so sad and I was the cause. I nodded my head slowly my heart pounding harder as he took my hand. “Let me show you.” He tugged at my hand gently as he entwined our fingers together. He lead me past Ethan’s room, his jaw clenching as he did so. 

He closed and locked his bedroom door with one hand. He then tugged my gently making me crash into his chest. He released my hand then cupped my cheek gently. “You’re so beautiful, Y/N. You’re a Queen babe. Let me treat you like one.” His lips caressed mine gently at first as though he was afraid I’d break. My arms snaked their ways up and around his neck pulling him closer. 

He licked my bottom lip and I quickly opened my mouth to give him entrance. His tongue massaged mine while his hands moved up to the top of the shirt. He pulled hard and buttons flew everywhere as the shirt came open. He pulled away from the kiss nipping my bottom lip. “So beautiful.” He whispered as he pushed the now useless shirt off my shoulders as he pecked all over my face. 

His lips brushed against my forehead, my cheeks, my nose, my temple then settled upon my lips once the shirt hit the floor. “Gray..” He effectively shushed me with yet another kiss. When he pulled away he motioned towards the bed. “I’ll never lie to you Y/n. I’ll do my best to never hurt you.” He whispered to me as he followed me to the bed. 

His every word made my heart constrict painfully. These promises but what about Ethan? I had to ask myself. Grayson pushed me gently and the back of my legs hit the mattress.My back hit the mattress making my breasts bounce. I looked up and there stood Grayson slowly getting to his knees. “I’ll..be your Queen..only if..you be My King.” I told him fully intending to give Ethan up. Grayson meant everything to me. That wasn’t to say that Ethan didn’t mean a hell of a lot to me, but maybe he and I were better off as friends. 

My words made Grayson grin and it was that grin that told me I’d made the best choice I ever could.I watched as Grayson slipped my shoes off my feet to reveal perfectly manicured toes. He hooked his fingers into the waistband of my sweat pants and tugged pulling both boy shorts and sweat pants to the floor. 

He spread my legs making me take in a quick breath. He started off licking and teasing my thighs taking his time to nip and lick at them. The closer he grew to my core the more I found myself leaning up onto my elbows to watch. When he finally got to my lower lips he pressed a tender kissed to them before slipping his tongue between them. 

I fell back as the breath I’d been holding released. His tongue began to flick slowly against my clit. My hands found their way to his hair. I tugged gently. “Gray..” He hummed softly sending a shock of pleasure up my body. “Oh fuck Gray..Grayson..” I wanted him to never stop what he was doing. The flicks soon became slow, long licks with his tongue flattened against me. “Grayson..” I moaned and he pulled away. “Look at me y/n.” 

I licked my lips and released his hair while pushing myself back up onto my elbows. His eyes watched me as he continued his tongue lashing. Those slow long licks became quick but teasing as his pointer finger parted my folds and entered me. 

This pleasure felt different. It was gentle, it was slowly building. It was driving me fucking insane. That single finger prodded and teased my entrance making my head drop back as yet another moan rippled from within my throat. “Gray.” I whimpered hating but loving his teasing and taking his time with me all the same.  He added another finger then pulled his mouth away from my clit. “Look.At.Me.” He emphasized each word. 

I lifted my head and watched as his thick fingers entered and then curled up hitting one of my spots. My hips jerked, my back arched and I couldn’t stop the loudest moan I’d ever made from leaving my body. “Watch me Baby.” He told me in a hushed tone making my head snap back towards him. “I want to watch you come undone for your King.” 

Those words alone and the pumping of his curled fingers were pushing me to a while new limit. My mouth was more dry then the Sahara desert. “Gray..” I whimpered softly and he gave me that soft but cocky smile. He looked so fucking good between my legs, watching me. His fingers moved a little faster. My orgasm was building still slowly. “More..” I whimpered making him shake his head. “No. I need you to see the other sides. I need you to experience something different.” 

Suddenly he pulled out of me leaving me frustrated and now annoyed. “Grayson, please..” He shook his head and slowly rose crawling up my body pressing kisses to each and every bit of skin he could find. “Not yet. Relax and just feel. I’m going to worship every bit of you.” The feeling of his lips all over me was making this much worse and yet so much better. My stomach, my thighs, and then he got to my right breast. He took the left in his large hand using the pad of his thumb to tease my nipple. 

His mouth however latched onto the right nipple making me arch and wrap my legs around his waist. “Oh my fuck.” The feeling of his wet and soft tongue swirling and teasing that little nub had my eyes closing as I grew wetter. His left hand however pinched and rolled my other nipple. He even tugged at it gently. I could tell he was trying not to hurt me and it made this all the more special. 

He switched breasts making me cry out as my core was now throbbing with the need to orgasm. “Grayson…baby…please..” He looked up at me and shook his head, my nipple still between those plump lips of his. I ran my hands over the expanse of his back nearly moaning at just the feeling of his muscles rolling and tensing beneath my small hands. 

“Grays..” My words were cut off as he began sucking at my collar bone. My hands moved down to his waist which I did my best to bring down to my own. “ Please!” I cried out. Instead of answering he began give slow teasing grinds against my core that felt like a drop of water to a person that was dying of thirst. This wasn’t enough but just feeling how tenderly he was handling me. The way his lips and hands were cherishing me I knew this is what I was looking for but my mind could not stop my body from being so needy. 

He finally pulled away from my collar bone but then those lips attached to my neck. He sucked and sucked as he gave those still slow teasing grinds. He pulled away briefly, “Tell me you’ll be mine.” His voice was so rough and husky that I couldn’t deny him. I didn’t want to deny him. 

“Yes Grayson. I’ll be your baby..I’ll be yours. I’ll be yours.” I began saying it over and over. He leaned away from my neck and tugged his pants down then left them on the side of the bed. I looked down and nearly died. He was huge, but my eyes continued trailing up. His V cut was much more defined, his muscles were a little bigger but I knew just with how he treated me he was the better fit for me. 

He moved to hover over me. He reached into the drawer and pulled out a condom making me smile. “Protection always.” He said while kissing my nose. He bit the wrapper and tore it open. Once the condom was on safely he parted my legs and took his absolute time sliding into me.

This was a different kind of being filled. I could feel myself actually stretching to accommodate him. He pushed and I grabbed onto his biceps gasping softly. “Tell me if I’m hurting you.” He bent his head down and kissed me deeply as he pushed more of himself into me. Whatever thoughts I were having before, comparing the two were long gone by now. Once all of him was within me he pulled away allowing me to take quick breaths. 

I couldn’t say if if the zinging through my body was pleasure or just chemistry between the two of us. He pulled out just as slow and then continued a slow delicious thrust that I swear was sending me into overdrive already. His hips began to move a little faster my own trying to keep up with his. The very heat and firmness of his body against mine was so good I could only hold on begging him not to take his weight off of me as he continued to thrust. 

Those thrusts alone left my core feeling like actual heaven. The feeling of him stretching me, the heat of him, the way he throbbed inside of me. His pelvis rubbing against my clit. It was all so overwhelming. My moans were soon mews begging him to let me cum. “Grayson please..please.” 

He only shook his head and put his face within my neck. Slowly though he was going deeper, he was going a little faster as though something had came to his mind. “Oh fuck…” He groaned into my ear. “You feel so good baby..” Suddenly I understood. He was fighting an orgasm as well. “Please Baby…faster..harder..” He bit my neck as he began to move a little faster.I was reminded of him grinding against the floor on the vine videos. 

The way his hips moved so fluidly. The pressure of his pelvis against my clit. My body was being over crowded with pleasure. My hands soon found their way to his back. My nails dug lightly into his back. He began to groan and moan softly. This entire time the passion was there but now it seemed to have doubled. He began moving faster, his lips crashed against my own. 

Then my orgasm hit and I dug my nails deeper and dragged them down his back. I gripped his ass pulling him deeper into me. “Grayson..” I moaned loudly making him groan. “That’s right baby. My name..say my name..” My eyes rolled, my back arched as a very intense orgasm rocked through me. I didn’t have time to recover from it as Grayson began slamming into me. “Mine..” He growled making me moan a little more. “Yes!..Yes!Yes!” I chanted as he smashed that special spot. I’d already had one orgasm but if he kept this up I’d have many many more. 

I swore I was losing the ability to breathe. Our bodies were covered in sweat. I could feel his heart pounding against me as I moved trying to match him thrust for thrust. But my body just wasn’t working with me. I lost track of time  as he continued hitting that little spot until finally he tensed and me right along with him. He kissed me so deeply, and lovingly as he spilled his seed into the condom I saw stars or maybe it was hearts. 

When the kiss ended he began kissing all over my face, with me attempting sleepily to return each and everyone of them. “I’ve loved you for so long. Y/n. I just couldn’t find the right time to tell you..” I smiled a little. “I..” 

He cut me off, “Don’t. Not until you’ve ended things with E. Not until you’re ready.” 

I nodded slowly and for the next hour or was it two, Grayson Bailey Dolan and I slept wrapped in each other’s arms.