my shitty stuff

anonymous asked:

why do you think you're such a terrible writer? I have been following you for a long time and I think you are amazing! <3

Hoo boy. Now that’s a question.

First, let me say thank you so much. Both for sticking around even when I’m being sullen (which has been a lot lately) and for the compliment. <3

As for why I think I’m such a terrible writer… Well, it’s because I am. 

That probably sounds childish; a two year old stomping her feet and declaring that she is a princess when, in fact she may not be. But just like that two year old, I honestly believe that I am what I say that I am: a terrible writer. 

I have no doubt there is a psychological reason why, despite several people telling me on multiple occasions that I have talent and skill, I still believe that I am completely inept when it comes to writing.

I wish I could change this ardent belief - it would probably do a lot for my self-esteem - but I can’t. It’s nearly impossible for me to believe anything positive about myself. But despite the belief that I am an awful writer, I do still enjoy it and I will probably never stop.

And let me just add that I do read and appreciate every comment and kind word that is said about my writing. I don’t want anyone to think that I’m calling them a liar or questioning their taste in literature when they say they enjoy my writing and I proceed to say that my writing is crap. It means more to me than I could ever properly express that there are people who believe in me even when I don’t (and can’t) believe in myself.

Thank you so much for asking and for believing in me. <3

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Jared is known to be very generous to his loved ones and it seems to be very true as we can see in his behavior toward Jensen. Indeed, after buying him a PSP so that they could play together between takes, Jared also bought for his buddy a very nice watch. It’s after noticing Jensen admire the watch he had bought for himself that Jared bought him the same one a few days later. Furthermore, Jared also bought him an electric-eye (a device used to measure light) for his birthday because Jensen is interested in photography. According to Jared: What’s the point of having money other than making people around you happy?“ [x]