When you are a teenager, you find weird stuff about your sexuality. Me? I’ve know I liked weird shit since I was 6. I didn’t even know about sex, but I knew that I liked being taken care of, because I have always had to be the bigger person, and I have always had to make the hard choices, and I never had a childhood. I am NOT into dd/lg because I have daddy issues. I like soft colors, and I like stuffies. I never got rid of my baby toys because I was always still amused by them. I am NOT looking for a daddy or mommy to have sex with. What’s wrong with a legal platonic relationship? What’s wrong with crayons? What’s wrong with baby toys? What’s wrong with watching kid cartoons? For me it isn’t a kink. It’s just me.
I found a way to get through the depression, I found a way to deal with having to be a big kid, I found a way to deal with highschool, I found a way to cope.
Sherlock spent so much time as a child separating himself from relationships and feelings and was under the supervision of Mycroft the whole time who told him to keep his heart a block of ice and John came along and Sherlock thought that maybe it was okay and maybe he could open his heart up to one person but John left him and got married and Sherlock probably thinks that Mycroft was right the whole time but he wasn’t, and I’m afraid that after season three Sherlock is going to be even colder than ever because he doesn’t dare thaw out again