my pictures are better than yours

Achievement Hunter as kids from my Philosophy class

Geoff: EVERYBODY SHUT THE HELL UP, I can’t focus on being depressed with all of you shouting at the same time

Jack: okay everybody, we’re building a fucking fort out of our chairs. Adam, get the scotch tape!

Jeremy: OKAY Y’ALL LISTEN TO MY RAP ABOUT EDGAR ALLAN POE…oh fuck wait I forgot the beat :(

Michael: Someone dare me to eat this whole Bundt cake!! I’ll FUCKING DO IT!!!

Gavin: do you think Ghandi studies about us in heaven?

Lindsay: “Miss Collinway, you better be doing your essay and not looking up some damn video of a Siamese cat” but mISTER ANDrews, did you know that technically they’re called THAI CAT!??!

Ryan: look here’s a picture of that caterpillar I found underneath my bed. i placed it in a box in my room. I named it Bob. I love Bob. ANDY SHUT UP, Bob is better tHAN YOU!

Trevor: shhhh shut the fuck up, I’m trying to throw peeps into Donny’s backpack without him noticing. wHY you ask? BECAUSE I CAN!

Matt: so I built a mini replica of the Addams Family’s house with a bunch of leftover superglue. does it look okay? should i add more windows???

I was never fully aware of the fact that you listened. While I sat and ranted to my friend of yet another heartbreak, you sat there quietly on your phone taking it all in. And when I sat at my desk that day, tears rolling, you stared intently, hopefully telling yourself that if you had me you would never treat me like they did. Now you do have me and you treat me better than anyone I have ever associated myself with. You’re someone I never pictured falling head over heels with. Maybe that is why we are always told that love is a mystery.
—  aloseshermind, I should have known it was you from the beginning//
Get Into My Car

Title: Get Into My Car

Summary:  Dean and the reader are enjoying a night out, until someone ruins the evening

Author:  Dean’s Dirty Little Secret

Characters:  Dean Winchester x Plus-sized Reader

Word Count: 1889

Warnings:  Body shaming, derogatory terms directed toward a plus-sized reader, drinking, explicit language, explicit sexual content, oral sex (female receiving), fingering, smut, nsfw

Author’s Notes:  Written for two challenges: @winchester-writes Drinking Writing Challenge. My drink was Glenfiddich Scotch and my prompt was “What is everyone staring at?!” and @butiaintgonnaloveem Baby’s Big 50 Writing Challenge. My song was Get Out of My Dreams, Get Into My Car by Billy Ocean. Thank you to @feelmyroarrrr for the amazing idea. This wouldn’t have been possible without my bestie, @mamapeterson and her support, encouragement and words. Love you, T.

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Want to find a way to start being more active? Here is your chance to work out while watching/rewatching your favorite anime, Fairy Tail!

Do these work out for every episode ever. 3 to 4 times a week (meaning 3 to 4 episodes a week) is a good start but of course you could do more!

I’m sure by the time you get to episode 291, you will be better than ever!

I will be starting this work out today, so I will take a picture of my body of before and after the work outs through the months.

I take no credits to this since all this credits and ideas belongs to mama_nalu from Instagram!

Just spreading the word!

So postcards are better than calling your representatives because they’re time-stamped and don’t have to be checked for substances. One of the great things about postcards is that one side is an image and the other side is an explanation. 

Here’s my idea. 

There’s a lot of print on demand places out there. I use Redbubble but there’s a ton of other ones.

Set up an account.

Take photos that regard your issue. Like… if your issue is healthcare, take a picture of your doctor’s bill (with personal info redacted, obviously.) Or if you see anti-semitic graffiti in your neighborhood, take a picture of that. A friend of mine a couple weeks ago was collecting photos of Lake Eerie from when it caught fire (prior to EPA intervention) and ironically putting “Welcome to Beautiful Lake Eerie” over the top. 

It does not take a high-res camera to make a post-card on most of these sites and you can do it with a phone camera. You can set it up (at least on Redbubble) so that it doesn’t show publicly and only you can print it. If you ‘upload to all items’ postcards are available under ‘greeting cards.’

Buy one. 

Write WHY you’re angry on the back. Mail it. 

Congratulations- your representative now has a controversial image complete with artist’s statement and they cannot be separated from each other or divorced from their context. 

Consider The Coconut - Lin Manuel x Reader

Request: If requests are open, can you write a fic where Lin gets too used to stealing y/n’s chapstick and then he accidentally uses it when it happens to have a color tint to it. I’m sorry if that was confusing! But I hope that made sense and that your day goes wonderfully!

Word Count: 1585ish

Author’s Note: Sorry this request took so long! I hope whoever the anon was who submitted it enjoys it! Thanks to @secretschuylersister, she’s the best and helped me a lot with this one.  #bestofwivesandbestofwomen Also, this video is important. And as always, let me know if you see any mistakes. 

Warnings: Fluff

Masterlist || Request

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Some of my fav pics of Haechan

Author’s Note: This pic set includes:

Cute Haechan, Candid Haechan, Rude Haechan, Boyfriend Haechan and Pre-debut Haechan! (plus, captions expressed by yours truly)

// Putting this under a “keep reading” bcuz its hella long srz no I’m not lmao //

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how to create aesthetic graphics

(a tutorial by rihleymatthews) 

so, many people requested me a tutorial on these (x and x) graphics, and since they are not hard at all to create, i decided to try explaining to you guys how they come to life. 

WARNING: this is a long and detailed tutorial. Please keep in mind I tried to show all the tricks I normally use for these graphics, so some steps are optional or extra.

you’ll need: 

  • basic to medium photoshop knowledge (such as cropping, blending and shadowing)
  • a concept (a tv show, a character, something you can pick objects to represent them or their porsonality)
  • patience, a lot of patience. 

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Ed Sheeran - ERASER (lyrics) Extended F64 Version

[Verse 1]
I was born inside a small town, I’ve lost that state of mind
Learned to sing inside the Lord’s house, but stopped at the age of nine
I forget when I get awards now the wave I had to ride
The paving stones I played upon, they kept me on the grind
So blame it on the pain that blessed me with the life
Friends and family filled with envy when they should be filled with pride
And when the world’s against me is when I really come alive
And everyday that Satan tempts me, I try to take it in my stride
You know that I’ve got whisky with white lines and smoke in my lungs
I think life has got to the point I know without it’s no fun
I need to get in the right mind and clear myself up
Instead, I look in the mirror questioning what I’ve become
I guess it’s a stereotypical day for someone like me
Without a nine-to-five job or an uni degree
To be caught up in the trappings of the industry
They showed me the locked doors I find another use of key
And you’ll see

[Chorus 1]
I’m well aware of certain things that will destroy a man like me
But with that said give me one more, higher
Another one to take the sting away
I am happy on my own, so here I’ll stay
Save your lovin’ arms for a rainy day
And I’ll find comfort in my pain

[Verse 2]
I used to think that nothing could be better than touring the world with my songs
I chased the pictured perfect life, I think they painted it wrong
I think that money is the root of evil and fame is hell
Relationships and hearts you fixed, they break as well
And ain’t nobody wanna see you down in the dumps
Because you’re living your dream, man, this shit should be fun
Please know that I’m not trying to preach like I’m Reverend Run
I beg you, don’t be disappointed with the man I’ve become
Our conversations with my father on the A14
Age twelve telling me I’ve gotta chase those dreams
Now I’m playing for the people, dad, and they know me
With my beat and small guitar wearing the same old jeans
Wembley Stadium crowd two hundred and forty thou
I may have grown up but I hope that Damien’s proud
And to the next generation, inspiration’s allowed
The world may be filled with hate but keep erasing it now

[Chorus 2]
I’m well aware of certain things that will befall a man like me
But with that said give me one more, higher
Another one to take the sting away
I am not beyond my own, so here I’ll stay
Save your lovin arms for a rainy day
And I’ll find comfort in my pain
And I’ll find comfort in my pain
And I’ll find comfort in my pain

[Verse 3]
I woke up this morning lookin’ in the mirror
Thinkin’ to myself that I should probably be thinner
The industry told me to look like them
But I found my happiness in fried food for my dinner
I wish that she could have been my first time
And I wish that I’d never took that first line
And I wish that every word in this verse rhymed
But forgive me if it doesn’t
I wish that I could make peace with my older cousin
I wish he didn’t think that it was me when it wasn’t
I wish I didn’t love it when I’m high and my face feels buzzin’
And the taste stays underneath my tongue
Wish that I had known what to do as a youngling
Wish I hadn’t dropped out of school and missed every single party
With that hardly matters now, man, does it?
Wish I had an answer to everything, but fuck it
I wish creatin’ art didn’t come with a budget
But while we’re on the subject
I wish my private life would have never gone public
But that’s the sacrifice that we make
Spendin’ my whole time high livin’ life away

[Chorus 3]
Singin’ this is how we’re livin’ down here
Sittin’ on the edge, lookin’ out without fear
Yeah, we got drama but you know we don’t care
I wanna see you sing it, put your hands in the air, one wish
I’m singin’ this is how we’re livin’ down here
Sittin’ on the edge, lookin’ out without fear
Yeah, we got drama but you know we don’t care
I wanna see you sing it, put your hands in the air, one wish

[Verse 4]
I wish my family and friends they stay healthy
I wish that love was a currency and the whole world was wealthy
I found myself late night wishin’ on a star
Everyday I wish I’d never broken a heart, uh
And I wish I’d never run to
Every woman that I loved that kept my life and what it’s come to
I wish I was the role model you looked up to
If I told my fans the things I did they’d say, “Fuck you”
I wish I was home more
I wish my teens could see the kids on the birthdays, but yo, we’re on tour
And I wish I’d grow more, wish I told more
People that I love ‘em but it’s in the music that I’m known for
And I wish he never got cancer
And if I smoke a pack a day, well, does that make me a wanker?
Oh yes, I guess it does, and we’re still stressin’ 'cause
Every day this shit gets the best of us
Usin’ my balance on eraser blades
Spendin’ my whole time high wishing life would wait

[Chorus 3]
Singin’ this is how we’re livin’ down here
Sittin’ on the edge, lookin’ out without fear
Yeah, we got drama but you know we don’t care
I wanna see you sing it, put your hands in the air, one wish
I’m singin’ this is how we’re livin’ down here
Sittin’ on the edge, lookin’ out without fear
Yeah, we got drama but you know we don’t care
I wanna see you sing it, put your hands in the air, one wish

[Verse 5]
I’m using jumpers for goalposts, cigarettes for throat cold
Mum sayin’, “Don’t smoke,” no, I don’t listen, I got
Love for a ghost note, shows on the gold coast
People that I don’t know share the same vision
I find truth in the hard times and words that aren’t mine
Tryin’ to find a love with a compatible star sign
Sometimes I can’t write, sentences can’t rhyme
Starin’ at my notepad quick, I’m tryin’ to find mine
Shit, quick before I hit it again
Surrounded in the industry by all these ignorant men
And who knew that I’d be paid just to pick up a pen
Just let me hit the studio when we can rip it again
I’m a competitive dick, with an adrenaline kick
My daddy told me work hard and you can never be shit
I’ve seen all my heroes dethroned except my dad
Set back here reminiscing 'bout the times we had
One wish


Full of Surprises

Characters: Y/N (reader), Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Misha Collins

Pairing: Jensen x Reader

Warnings: none really.      

Word Count: 1003 (exact cause I know steph - sorry bout the 3 girl!)

A/N: This is for one of the best people I have met on tumblr. She is the first friend I gained on here and she has put up with my ass ever since. It’s your birthday Stepie so I am gonna say this even if it is gonna make you barf. I love you so so much <3 Happy birthday @torn-and-frayed Hope you enjoy your Jensen you impossible woman ;)

Psst the aesthetic I promised you is at the bottom of the fic. It is kinda a give away so I hid it :P

Thanks a billion to the sweet @impala-dreamer for betaing this one for me <3 I owe you one Beka!

“Jensen! You missed the turn,” you scolded as Jensen blew past your street and continued into town.

“No I didn’t,” Jensen merely replied, making your blood boil. You knew he had wanted the two of you to go out on your birthday and make some big deal out of you turning 30. You had steadfastly refused. It was just another birthday and you hated all the fuss. You didn’t wanna be the center of attention all night long. Your idea of a perfect birthday was sitting in front of the tv, eating pizza with your boyfriend. You knew Jensen knew that and you couldn’t believe he didn’t wanna accept it.  

“Don’t make me jump out of a moving car, Jensen. Take me home,” you warned him, just enough anger in your voice for him to nervously shift in his seat.

“You don’t wanna go home, babe,” he answered you in a slightly shaky voice.

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BTS REACTS TO: Their s/o wearing an ugly picture of them on a t-shirt

Anon Asked: Can you do a BTS Reaction to their s/o wearing an ugly selfie of them on a t-shirt in public? I ALWAYS wanted to do this with my boyfriend but he’s too photogenic uGH

Okay, I’ve totally done this before. Showed up at a friend’s birthday party wearing an ugly snapchat pic they sent me on a sweatshirt lol.

- Admin Dayna


Jin is handsome. He knew it, his fans knew it, and obviously, so do you. But with great beauty, comes great responsibility, and it seems like your boyfriend abuses his good-looks. Jin oozes narcissism. At times it was funny, charming in fact, but there’s only so much of it one could take. Sometimes consequences need to be dealt out to the arrogant. With just enough persistence and creativity, you’ve came up with the perfect plan. You awaited his arrival at the airport, your hoodie zipped up hiding your brilliance. Jin and the boys’ plane had landed and now they were only a few feet away from you. When you were absolutely positive Jin was looking right at you - and you could tell he had by the way he suddenly picked up his pace to a brisk jog your direction - you unzipped your hoodie, revealed your t-shirt with a rather… unattractive picture of him that his Army has turned into a meme printed on the front. You lifted your arms up high, allowing Jin, the boys, and the lucky bystanders to bask in its glory. As Namjoon, Yoongi, Hobi, Jimin, Taehyung, and Jungkook all erupted into laughter, Jin struggled to reprimand you between fits of giggles.

“Wha - jagiyaahh~! How could you betray me?!”

“What have I done to deserve this?!”

“Do you think this was right?! I demand respect!”

Originally posted by jiyoongis

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Spring Equinox Spellcraft Idea- Witch Eggs!

Happy Ostara/Spring Equinox everyone!

This seemed like the perfect time to share a new type of craft (of both the witch and arts varieties) that I’ve been trying out- Witch Eggs! 

The term “witch egg” usually refers to a tiny, weird little egg laid by a chicken in response to some kind of grit or something getting into their system. In this case, though, I’m adopting it to refer for these little guys, although “spell egg” would work, too.

Eggs represent renewal, fertility, and new life, so making witch eggs is a great way to help bring new things into your own life! You can make them any time of the year, but spring is especially appropriate.

What you’ll need-

-Some sculpy or air-dry clay


-Herbs, spices, and salts associated with the magical intent of your witch egg

(I made general purpose ones with black salt, pink salt, rosemary, lavender, and bits of bay leaves to start with)

-Paint brushes and paint in colors associated with your magical intent 

How to make them-

1. Bundle your herbs and salts up in the tinfoil and form the clay into an egg shape around it.

2. Bake the clay or let it harden

3. Paint the egg with colors and/or sigils of your choosing. 

4. Magically charge, enchant, and/or cleanse the egg in the method of your choosing

Spoonie Witch Alternative- Get some of those hollow plastic Easter eggs that snap open and stuff them with packets full of herbs, sigils, gems, dried flowers, or whatever works for you! You could decorate them with paint or markers, or leave them plain. 

Once you have your egg, you could make a nest for it on your altar or anywhere else in your house that you’d like to imbue with its energy, or carry it with you and “incubate” it by holding it occasionally and meditating on your desire. They’d also make great little gifts for loved ones. 

(I’m gonna share some better pictures once my first batch of eggs is done, this one is technically a work in progress. They can be WAY prettier than this, I promise)

What Comes Next || Kim Taehyung

Originally posted by mvssmedia

Word Count: 1.7k

Genre: Angst/Fluff

He was surprised when you first told him, and then he was fine with it. It wasn’t what you were expecting but you were grateful he understood. When you told him the news about you being pregnant, you were sure he was going to judge you, he was going to leave, but then he stayed.

Jungkook was your best friend, and someone you could always count on. So when you told him that Taehyung, your boyfriend of three years now, had gotten you pregnant, he accepted it. He didn’t say anything bad, nothing along the lines of “you’re too young”. He told you that it was okay and that he would support you the entire way through.

There were some things you didn’t want to talk about, and that was when you would break the news to Taehyung. At first you had been scared, and there were a lot of times Jungkook would have to come over and calm you down. You were terrified that you being pregnant could ruin everything for Taehyung.

The last thing you wanted to do was ruin his career. You knew he had worked so hard tog et to where he was and you weren’t going to be the reason he stopped. There was a part of you that felt bad though, because Jungkook was the one who was helping you, even though it had nothing to do with him, and for that you were thankful.

He had promised to keep it a secret from Taehyung, not wanting to worry you anymore than you already were. For now it was a secret between the two of you.

It was two months into the pregnancy, and you had already started to notice the baby bump starting. There was a little bit of a belly forming and you found yourself holding your stomach anytime you had the chance. When Taehyung would come over you found yourself moving his hands to your stomach even though he had no idea what was going on.

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this was an anonymous request, hope you like it love!

Word Count: 1000+

Rating: PG

You couldn’t help but chuckle as you scrolled through your Instagram. 

“What’s funny?” Joe asked, looking down at you. You were on your back on the couch, your head on his lap, his fingers running through your hair. You passed your phone to him, showing him Caspar’s Instagram post with Maddie. 

“They’re so cute,” you said, reaching up to toy with the strings of Joe’s hoodie. 

“We’re cuter,” Joe smiled at you.

“I know,” was all you said, but Joe knew you well enough to read what you didn’t say. He took your hand, kissing the back of it gently. 

The two of you were a very open couple when it came to each other, but not when it came to the rest of the world. Joe wasn’t really one to share his personal life, and that included you. You understood it, of course. After seeing all the hate on Maddie’s profile, or any girl who could possibly have any connection with any of the boys for that matter, you didn’t have to question why Joe wanted to keep your relationship a secret. 

That didn’t mean it didn’t suck though. From no PDA in the vlogs to no social media posts, it was hard to keep up with sometimes. Joe was Joe, but Joe was also thatcherjoe, and not being a part of that side of his life was almost like missing a big part of him. Sometimes, you just wanted to post a cute picture of your boyfriend. All the thoughts made you feel selfish, so you never brought them up, but Joe saw right through you anyways.

“I wish we didn’t have to hide either,” he murmured to you. “I’d show you off to the whole world if I could.”

“You can you know. I’m sure I’ll develop a tough skin,” you replied.

“You shouldn’t have to.” His voice was sharp, and you tread carefully.

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anonymous asked:

how would the rfa v and saeran react if they were driving late at night with mc and she just randomly calls out their full name and says "i love you madly."?

aww! this is such a wholesome request. 。゚(TヮT)゚。 these made me feel all fuzzy when i wrote them, and i hope they make you feel all fuzzy when you read them, anon! WHY CAN’T I JUST TELL THEM ALL HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM,,;;


  • you and your actual puppy of a boyfriend were driving home from a random trip to the store because yoosung just “had to have his spicy ramen”
  • he goes on and on about it
  • “MC, i know you’ve had spicy ramen before, but have you sat down and enjoyed it? like, have you fully embraced just how delicious it is? it tastes even better knowing you didn’t even pay 500 won for it! ooh, i think what i’m going to do is eat the spicy ramen and play LOLOL so i’ll be fired up! GET IT”
  • “i’m gonna have to start buying spicy ramen in bulk. it’s seriously the best thing in my life… WAIT NO MC YOU’RE THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN MY LIFE I TAKE IT BACK OH MY GOD NO I DIDN’T MEAN THAT I WASN’T THINKING I’M SO SORRY”
  • he involuntarily starts speeding and you start laughing but he thinks you’re crying until you say after a while of him apologizing
  • “yoosung kim, i love you madly.”
  • “i… i love you madly, too, MC.”


  • you had picked a very sleepy zen up from a late rehearsal
  • it was one of his final dress rehearsals but it also meant that they lasted till 10 P.M. most days
  • he murmured a hello and climbed into the passenger seat, where he draped his coat over himself and leaned against the car window
  • note: zen falling asleep is a blessed sight to see
  • he’s knocked out in less than two minutes
  • he starts snoring and you can’t help but smile
  • you look over at him when you reach a red light and your heart soars at how adorable yet serene and beautiful he is, even when he’s snoring
  • “hyun ryu, i love you madly.”
  • zombie zen returns from the dead when he hears that
  • “M-MC!”
  • his face is completely red
  • “i mean, i love you madly, as well, but now i won’t be able to sleep! when you say my full name like that, i… th-the beast…”
  • #whyiszenconstantlyhorny2k17


  • you and jaehee were driving off to the ocean for your guys’ first date together
  • jaehee had never seen the ocean before, and you were looking forward to her reaction
  • you warned her that you guys were nearing your destination and she immediately perked up
  • she rolled down her window, stuck her head out, took a huge breath, and let out this adorable little scream of sorts
  • “MC! it smells so… fresh! and kind of gross!”
  • “it’s colder than i thought it would be!”
  • she slipped back into her seat just in time to see the ocean appear on the horizon
  • she gasped and cupped her hands over her mouth
  • “that’s the ocean… it’s so much bigger than i imagined!”
  • you had never seen this bubbly side of jaehee before but ya had to admit it was pretty dang cute
  • “jaehee kang, i love you madly…” you said subconsciously
  • you could practically feel the heat coming from her cheeks as she stared into her lap
  • “i-i… love… you, too.”
  • jaehee could tell it was going to be difficult to concentrate on the ocean when the most beautiful thing in the world was going to be with her the whOLE TIME


  • you surprised jumin by picking him up from a business meeting that was a little farther away than they normally were
  • the meeting had obviously been long and not overly successful by the way jumin flopped into the passenger seat with a sigh
  • “i’m sorry, jumin.”
  • “don’t be. it wasn’t your fault. besides, things aren’t as bad now that i get to see you.”
  • “i mean it. you know, cliché as it may sound, i can’t really imagine what my life was like before you were in it. i really don’t even like thinking about it, if i were to be completely honest. and to think, i’ve been so isolated and reluctant my entire life. but one minor step towards a life of interaction and bravery, and it rewarded me with the one i want to spend the rest of my life with. an angel, really, who will drive an hour and a half through traffic just to pick me up from a silly meeting. these steps have been so small and so few, but the results have been so great and so many.”
  • were you crying? yes
  • “oh, i didn’t mean to offend you. though, i must say— why are you rolling down the windows—”
  • “… i’m in the car, not out there, MC.”


  • you guys would sometimes just go driving around at night when seven had work due soon but needed a break
  • you’d explore new roads and towns and get lost in them but that was half the fun
  • it was one of the few moments you guys were serious with each other so it was a nice break from all the memes
  • there was something special one night while seven was driving you around in one of his ““““babies””””
  • he was extremely stressed and it was visible in his physique and even the way he drove but he kept a smile going for you
  • you guys came to a stop sign in the middle of nowhere and seven rested his head on top of the steering wheel with a sigh
  • “… saeyoung choi, i love you madly.”
  • you heard him laugh a little
  • “i love you, too. so much.”
  • you knew that you were a good two hours from home as he continued driving and that the car was running on fumes
  • he knew it too
  • but you guys couldn’t bring yourselves to care so long as you were with each other 


  • some days were better than others when it came to V’s vision but regardless, you were always telling him when something looked pretty and describing it to him
  • one evening you were driving home and the sunset was absolutely gorgeous
  • well. sunsets are always gorgeous but this one just spoke to you
  • “the sunset is so pretty oh my god take a picture”
  • V jumped in his seat at the sound of your voice out of nowhere and scrambled to grab the camera but ofc he couldn’t find it
  • you pulled the car over bc this sunset was too good to miss and was going to disappear any second
  • V finally got his camera and went to take a picture with a vague idea of where the sunset was and right as he held the camera up to his eye……….
  • “… it would appear that i’m out of film.”
  • you were disappointed for a moment then burst into laughter a split second later and he ended up joining you till you were both crying
  • “jihyun kim, i love you madly”
  • he was obviously flustered
  • “i love you, too.”
  • you wish there was more film so you could take a picture of V’s cute lil face aww


  • saeran was kind of being a lil shIT
  • it just hadn’t been his day and you could tell because absolutely nothing you did could cheer him up
  • kisses, tickles, cuddles,, noTHING WORKED
  • you and he had driven to your guys’ favorite restaurant in hopes of lightening the mood but saeran was still just as grumpy
  • on the way back saeran was completely silent
  • you were running out of ideas so. so you just
  • “saeran choi, i love you madly.”
  • you could hear him fiddling with one of the zippers on his jacket followed by a quiet mumble
  • “what was that?”
  • “i said i love you, too. i’m… sorry. f-for being a jerk.”
Caminah Talking...

Camila: Lauren is really angry with me.
Dinah: I bet this is over and she doesn’t even remember…
Camila: No, Dinah… I’m telling u, she’s really really mad at me this time.
Dinah: I doubt… but okay, let’s bet?
Camila: Bet? What kind of bet?
Dinah: Idk, Walz… I gave the first idea, help me here…
Camila: Oh, okay…Let me think. Oh….I’m gonna call her right now and If she treats me coldly, I’ll post a picture of you on my twitter header for a second…and If she calls me “babe” with that sweet voice, you post a picture of me on your twitter header.
Dinah: Oh, God, no… we can’t do this.
Camila: Dinah, we can say that we got hacked.
Dinah: OMG, u r crazy!!
Camila: So, r u with me or what?

Dinah: Let’s do this! But, shit… I know I’m gonna lose this shit, cuz that girl is crazy about you…
Camila: Oh, God… I’m not so sure this time, cuz I really pissed her off today.

Camila calling Lauren…
Lauren answering…

Camila: Hey…
Lauren: Heyyyy, babe… OMG, I was going to call you right now…
Camila: Oh, oh, I spilled coffee everywhere… I call u back. Bye.

Dinah: Damn it!! I knew it!!!
Camila: Sorry, China!!!
Dinah: I know your girlfriend better than u!
Camila: * giggling * OMG…I knew you’d lose, but I really wanted to see my picture on your twitter. Well… okay, maybe twitter it’s too much, u can do it on Facebook. * giggling *
Dinah: I’m gonna kill you, Walz!!!!!

Day 1: My room turned into a ocean. I swear I found fishes and sharks swarming into my lungs. Or maybe that was the remains of you trying not to escape but desperately needing to
Day 2: You weren’t at school today and I should’ve been happy, I was more sad
Day 3: I thought I was ready to move on, then I saw you with her.
Day 4: We haven’t spoken in days now. My mind thinks its being shoved off a cliff.
Day 5: I wish it would just hit the bottom
Day 6: This will be the first weekend we dont hang out. I know you’ll be seeing her and I know youll be smiling without me. I’m trying hard to learn how to too
Day 7: I asked you for help on a history assignment and you replied with “Ask Amber im busy”. I texted back: “Tell Emma I said hi”
Day 8: You posted a video with her on the only social media site you have. When I saw it I erupted. I spewed lava every where, oh god its every where
Day 9: My mom made me sleep next to her on the couch. She was afraid I would try and do something like I did two years ago when another guy tore up my heart. I actually had thought about it
Day 10: I slept in your sweatshirt one last time so i can feel myself engulfed in you. I know you wanted them back so I had to feel you and smell you one last time.
Day 11: I gave you all of your stuff back and you thought I looked like a warrior but really I went home and tried getting you out of my bloodstream
Day 12: when will my eyes stop flowing?
Day 13: I snuck out with a boy and smoked weed on his couch. He talked about love and how much it hurt. I only pictured you.
Day 14: I woke up next to that same boy and I woke up screaming. The boy was worried and confused but I knew why I screamed. I imagined you laying with another girl on your couch. I ran out of his house so fast you’d think Id be better at running from you.
Day 15: Its spring break and im with my best friend and your with her and i swear i can feel you tracing her spine the way you used to trace mine
Day 16: I ignored your birthday and it felt worse than the puking i did that night
Day 17: Im treading icy water while you’re swimming away from me, I guess I just hope you’ll loop around and find your way back to the shattered, but still there, us
Day 18: I don’t remember the sound of your voice I don’t remember the color of your eyes I don’t remember your the taste of your lips
Day19: No amount of screaming gets your name out of my head
Day 20: I got on a plane today and when we took off I swear i almost walked to the door and started flying
Day 21: They say it takes 21 days fo break a habit but I think I just manage to fall more in love with a greedy monster
Day 22: I saw you today and wished you a happy late birthday and promised we’d watch the third Hobbit together. I’m beginning to hate myself more
Day 23: Its the end of the month maybe next month won’t be filled with thoughts of you and killing myself. i think im beginning to be over you
Day 24: april fools
Day 25: i think i understand now. when you first told me you loved me your mouth curled up on the edges, two days before you left when i gave my bare self to you your mouth was a straight line when saying i love you
Day 26: if you’re trying to kill me its working
Day 27: i woke up this morning to my blankets and pillows piled in a corner in my room. its something s ghost would do to make his presence known. im haunting myself. or maybe its the ghost of us tsking over my body
Day 28: its almost been a month since you told me it was never me. i almost texted you happy easter but i saw those text messages and just got angry
Day 29: I hate that you act like you didnt break my heart. i hate that you think im fine that im not writing a shit poem sbout your shit personality
Day 30: thirty days since you’ve wanted me. thirty days since i told you i love you. thirty days since you’ve slipped from my fingers. i tried catching you. you’ve been gone far too long. thirty days is too long
Day 31: i had a nightmare last night about you. you told me you loved me and kissed my forehead. i woke up breathing heavily and shaking. i want you out of my life
Day 32: running on no sleep isn’t fun
Day 33: ive been awake for over 50 hours in fear that ill see you in my dreams again. i cant risk that. it hurts so much. get out of my head
Day 34: my mother told me that love will do this. that its cruel and torturous and breaks you into such little pieces not even yourself can pick up all the pieces. you know where they all are, please come back and pick them up
Day 35: i talked to another guy last night we stayed up late and he asked me questions about you. we were sober so it wasn’t easy spitting up vowels and similies and euphemisms explaining the empty feeling in my chest after you left
Day 36: fuck if i stopped seeing you everyday i swear id be over you.
Day 37: my knee didnt touch your leg like it used it i promise i didnt do that fuck
Day 38: you told me that the wrinkles on my leg bothered you when i sat down. thats not what you said when we were trying not to get caught in the back of your car
Day 39: you told me you’d take me to prom and in two days itll just be another day you promised to spend with me. its funny how our plans turned to dust in a matter of seconds after cleaning
Day 40: the thunderstorm of us was inside of you and maybe that why it felt so close. i keep counting the seconds between the boom and light hoping you arent moving away buy i fear that you are already letting others feel your storm. the plants you grew are dying. maybe you should come back to water them
Day 41: ten days since its been a month since you left. i cried at prom because all i could look for in the crowd was you.
Day 42: i got so drunk all i could see was your face. the guy i fucked kept telling me his name wasn’t yours. i just screamed and cried because you’re all i still think about despite your efforts to continue to push me away
Day 43: i should be getting high today but if i do ill just write more and think more about a guy who will never care
Day 44: i think im trying to gain feelings for someone else because it’ll make moving on from you easier. im afraid to write that it hasnt
Day 45: you traces my leg like you used to. it was like dandelion tea. it made my insides fill with happiness. you’re my yellow paint.
Day 46: Van Gogh used to eat yellow paint because he thought it would put happiness inside him. He would consume it everyday in the hopes that it would bring his sadness to rest despite the fact that it could kill him first. i gues you were my yellow paint emphasis on the were. see im not going to write about you anymore, because when i write you down im under the impression that you’ll stay with the words but you don’t. this is the last sentence I’ll ever write about you

Idiot, Whore, Liar

Pairing: Thomas Jefferson x Reader

Request: None.

Summary: Scandal!AU: You work through your own issues while trying to fix someone else’s.

Warnings: Cheating, swearing, political assholes.

A/N: I love this show, so I thought it would be fun!

Tagged: @pearltheartist

Word Count: 3071

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pieces of eternity

i guess this is how waves sound
when they crash beyond the edge
of my sanity

so late now. this is what you write
when you can no longer make sense
of reality

face down in the dark of the night
my soul aches. my mind disconnects
from majority

you’re a stormy ocean and i never regret
but i regret that you saw me broken –

dancing with the skeletons in my closet

looking at the family picture in a shattered

of my father; eyes red
no longer able to
handle the liquor
damaging his liver

you were my medicine
no. you were everything

you made me a better man

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