my patchwork

alizardjae  asked:

I wonder what kind of scarring Kiri's getting out of those wounds of his... Like, with the sheer amount of tissue he's lost, it'll take more than just a session with Recovery Girl to get him back on the field, so I doubt it will heal cleanly. With the possibility of skin grafting, perhaps there'll be a slight, but noticeable difference in the areas where skin was lost vs where it wasn't? Like, slightly paler due to newness, or particularly sensitive from injury (or numbness from nerve damage).

I am waiting in anticipation to see how this plays out. On one hand I am very worried because Horikoshi is very good with writing consequences for actions and this would be a perfect opportunity to dole out some serious consequences. Kiri may never look the same again. But that’s okay, as long as he’s alive and safe and heroing, then I’ll be happy. And I’m so excited to see how he grows from this :)

You’re spreading through my lungs like a disease
Crushing every cell, bit by bit, until there’s nothing left but the weight of the absence of you caught in the emptiness of my chest, ripping me open until I can’t feel anything besides that last breath we shared when we kissed, melding into each other with every second your lips lingered against mine and our teeth collided and we collapsed into a riot of spring and winter.
It’s like, I keep finding stones tied to my feet. It’s like, I can’t break out of this, this trap of nostalgia, where at every corner and shard I can touch, you scent lingers. I’m afraid of letting that go. I’m afraid of waking up the next morning and not having my arm around your torso. I’m afraid of losing you over and over when you’re already gone.
And you’re spreading through my lungs like a disease. Consuming every inch of me, eating me up from the inside, until the butterflies turn into insects that crawl under my skin until I feel like vomiting it all out.
This is a disease I can’t cure.
I’ll be carrying the scars of this because I tried carving you out of my heart and filling it all in with someone else but now it feels like my heart is just patchwork, filled in with cotton and I roughly stitched my ribcage back into place.
You’re a disease and I don’t know if I want the cure because I fear losing you.
You’re a disease but I will always have a part of you trapped in me like shattered glass and I don’t know if I’m terrified of the pain or in love with the lack of numbness it leaves as an aftertaste.
—  Tamarind Fall
NaPoWriMo day 19
sleeping headcanons

its a little long, sorry

barrows can sleep for 2-4 hours at a time, takes shifts with nurse graves. at least one has to be on duty at any given time

carol has some degree of insomnia, also snores rlly fuckin loud but doesnt know it

charon Does Not Sleep

crowley’s a heavy sleeper and can usually stay knocked out till the afternoon. he sleepwalks tho so watch out

greta Cannot Sleep unless shes holdin onto someone, usually carol. she keeps a tight sleeping schedule so do not go to her for midnight snakcs and above all else do not wake her up

no one has ever seen griffon sleep but he is kinda chatty when he does

patches will sleep anywhere he Does Not Give A Fuck. he talks/snores/gnaws on his fingers and rolls over a lot. also a pretty heavy sleeper

quinn is a very light sleeper and keeps an inconsistent schedule. probably thrives on caffeine.

snowflake sleeps at precisely midnight every night, usually so he can get his bed before patchwork can take it. hates sleeping on the floor. would probably be the person to use like 20 blankets

tulip is a pretty light sleeper too and trues to keep a consistent schedule but It’s Hard. always reads before going to bed. she sleeps curled up Always

no one has seen willow sleep either. rumours say that she never does.

winthrop just works till hes exhausted more often than not. can maybe get a couple naps in during the day but it’s rare.

Stitch stitch stitch…I love making those neat little stitches. And I adore the way the quilted portions feel! So drapey and cuddly and snuggly. If you haven’t hand-quilted a quilt yet, do it. It feels completely different from a machine-quilted quilt (which tend to be more stiff.) Yes, I know it takes an age and a day, but quilters are not exactly instant-grat folk, are they? :) 

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The Stitches kitty has come to life! (But I used a new color palette, gave his eyes a more button-y look and named him Motley.) Sure, it’s not the most original of my creations, and he might not make quite the same impact as my patchwork puppy Scraps, but he’s a little cutie all the same. I’ve actually been having a lot of fun recoloring this model and playing with different fabric patterns using this design as a base, so I’m sure I’ll be posting some new variations on this cat plush very soon.

concept: stars whispering ancient tales to me long forgotten in the crevices of history, darkness pooling like liquid at my feet inviting me to swim in the infinity of its sea, shadows reaching out not to torment but to dance with me like flames when they kiss the breeze, lips dripping with the golden ichor of gods who thought they could tame me (I am no puppet with strings), nightmares crowning me their queen for despite my patchwork body they could never truly undo me - To one day see ghosts and no longer feel jealous they’ve moved on from the realm of the living. 

- when timeless clocks start ticking | Concepts | Ara Kay

anonymous asked:

Fanon Allen: angel. Wouldn't hurt a fly. Canon Allen: get out of my fucking way I'm gonna win this poker game and get all the money, strip everyone naked and leave them in the train with no clothes. No mercy. Innocent who?!

It’s amazing because people get distracted by his angel face and round big eyes and polite speech which is exactly what happens in canon too right before he shows his true colors always - actual Allen will talk shit about random women he’s just met, will hold Bak’s “secret” crush on Lena over his head and threaten him through it, will scare the living shit out of a small child the moment he realizes he’s a small child making him believe he’s been stabbed with a huge ass sword, has and will again yell at the most powerful bad on the whole planet while standing on his back??? - has stripped people naked for money and started stripping himself naked while talking about added prices for it, got in a shouting match with two enemies over who had it worse with their debts (related, had absolutely no qualms telling said enemies that his master was the devil incarnated while they were trying to make him defensive over him and I don’t blame him at all) also anything he’s ever done with Kanda ever, like, that’s a whole category on its own

I mean, Allen’s definitely super sweet and caring and protective of his ideals and the people he loves, but it’s part of his actual plot that somewhere inside him there’s still Red and that a mixture between Allen and Red is his true self and I’ll never stop being amused at how the fandom likes to forget about that tbh

Anon said: Different anon here; you said your creativity was influenced by how much material you get on the subject. Once these characters weeks end, would you be interested in getting some fics written for you? I like your art so it feels like a good way to thank you while also helping you get inspiration for more bokuro, I feel it’d be a win/win situation :) Good luck with all the work you have to do by the way!

I’m always a slut for words my friend !!! Tho I can’t promise whatever you write for me will make me want to draw, I could never and I will never say no to words about my otps haha

Anon said: do you mind other people copying certain aspects of your style? like not exactly the same but for example the way you kinda put the blush colour across the knees and elbows and such? bc i know some artists are kinda picky about that sort of thing

I don’t mind at all, go for it! Most of what I do with my style is a patchwork of things I liked in other people’s styles anyway, it would be really hypocritical of me if I told you I don’t want you to experiment with what you like too - let your creativity be free my friend!

And anyway as long as the hand drawing it is different and you don’t purposefully try to exactly copy something, even things taken from other people’s styles won’t look the same - that’s how art works, after all~

Anon said: hi!! so i was scrolling through your art the other day and it’s really cool to see how much you’ve changed *^^* i love your art so much and i think it’s really inspirational to see obvious improvement i guess? thanks ily good bye

OH MY GOD thank you so much!!!!!! *O* I’m!!!!! really glad you can see my stuff getting better???? AHHHHHH!!!!! what a good ask to get, I’m really happy right now hahaha

Anon said: Kirishima has a bad habit of chewing his pencils when he’s trying to focus and because he has those killer teeth his pencils get fricking destroyed and it stresses everyone out except him so his classmates give him a lot of pencils and he’s bamboozled as to why.

It’s good tho because Kiri doesn’t really realize he needs the pencils himself so he keeps on using his chewed-through ones and hoards the pencils he’s given by the others so when Bakugou’s temper ends up making his pencils explode or Kaminari’s stress fries his into uselessness or Mina inadvertently destroys hers with her acid he can just give them new ones and he feels really good about it

everyone else has no clue how to point out that that’s not why he was given the pencils to begin with because Kiri looks so happy about it too - one day Momo will just make a Crimson Riot pencil with an indestructible material and Kiri will love it so much and they’ll solve the problem once for all haha

Anon said: I seriously can’t get over your chibi style. It’s so cute!

AWWW THANK YOU!!!!! It’s super fun to draw too, so I’m happy you like it!!!!

Anon said: The way you are dodging angst is a true art tbh

Oh my god anon I got bad news for you seems like in the bakushima week I gave in to the soft-sads (note to self: never sketch out prompts when you’re feeling emo for other reasons)

Anon said: does bokuto peel the cheese stick or does he just eat it whole?

Anon as an Italian I have absolutely no clue what a cheese stick is. What is that. What are you feeding your kids anon. I’m concern.