Hey guys. Yes, it’s true: I suffer from anger issues and it is hard for me the control my anger considering that i’m also trying to deal with my BPPV, depression, etc. at the same time. I’m not tolerating cussing, not at all. I know i acted like a dick towards @vintagetyler - I’m seriously sorry. Those screenshots are definitely real even tho I really don’t want them to be. I know that kinda behavior doesn’t solve problems yet my head is still a little fucked up and freaks when i’m mad. I shake, I cry and somehow i don’t know how to stop that. I am working on that, but yes, you can hate me all you want for it. This post tho, is to explain what wasn’t okay about all the hate towards me, to defend me because i’m not a bad person and I know it. If you still don’t believe me after reading all of this maybe ask my irl best friend since 5 years @melodicharpy how I really am.
Anyway, let’s start with the fact that it is actual cyberbullying. Some of you might ask, how? I recommend you read this:
Posting rumours about someone can be very harmful, especially to people who already are suicidal - like me. But actually, Kris isn’t the only one to blame. The person who started to post rumours about me is my abuser. The first time was a while ago and it seems they don’t want to stop. A perfect example; At some point, random strangers told me to harm myself, kill myself, made fun of me and harrassed me 24/7. I’m not kidding, They literally made me be in a skype convo with them just so they can drag me down. One day I found out that those people were my abuser’s friends. All of them. I still remember how one of those people told me what my abuser said behind my back about me. (We were in a relationship at that moment) - They told me I apparently said some really mean things about my abuser’s parents and triggered them on purpose. The funny thing is, that wasn’t true. At all. The true story was: I helped my abuser out because they had a hard time at home, told them to go to the police and stuff. I still remember how cutely they thanked me after they did it. I asked myself what made them be that much of an asshole to me. At some point, tho, I realized that they’re just a controlling, manipulative, abusive piece of shit. Talking of abuse; It is very hard to prove emotional abuse. That gives Kris no right to text my abuser to ask them for personal Information. That’s Kris’ statement:
No Kris, not if they are this personal. And to the people who don’t believe he did that: My abuser sent me a screenshot. Sadly only one but it’ll do. Besides, dear Kris, why do you even care? You never cared when you left me without a warning or explanation and uh, you also didn’t care about me when you said you’re not responsible for me harming myself because of you. What if I killed myself? Then you’d be responsible, huh? Blame yourself?
Next, let’s talk about information sensitivity. Here is a nice description.
It also violates human rights:
Let’s not forget that cyberbullying is illegal where he lives:
And this is for the people who want to tell me ‘you didn’t request him to stop.’ - Yes, I did.
Now let me show you the definition of pejoratives:
And all of the above makes me wonder who the actual, abusive asshole is. I’m sorry for everyone who believes him. Kris apparently believes he’s a perfect being considering that, in his post, he didn’t say only ONE word about his behavior. He just wanted everyone to pity him and didn’t even say why I freaked out. Before you hate on someone, TALK TO THEM. ACTUALLY LISTEN TO THEM. LISTEN TO BOTH VERSIONS BECAUSE THIS IS THE PERFECT EXAMPLE. I’m tired of the bullying, I didn’t deserve it. It escalated. I also wanna say something to a very certain someone who used to be my friend: I don’t wanna be your friend anymore because you made me feel like I got on your nerves. You never texted me first and that is literally the only reason. And you support someone who says i am manipulative? How the hell is not wanting to be your friend because you never texted first manipulative? It just made me feel like a burden.
I’m out, thanks for everyone standing with me. Y’all make me sm stronger.