my one and only real interest as of now


This has been one phenomenally crappy week. TGIF!!!! 

Sometimes, an outfit just feels too quick and easy for me. This is one of them. I like how it turned out, but it only took me about 10 minutes to get dressed. I’ll take that as a win?

Also, I mentioned that I’m standing up a real website. That is for real going to be coming! I’ve registered a domain and everything :) Now to hope I have interesting things to say… lol!

If anyone knows anything about Weebly website design, and wants to pitch in to help me design my site (it would be for free, because I can’t pay) let me know! I could use the help as I’m feeling a bit overwhelmed.

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theres no theme at all to this rec list. some are full length multi-chaptered, others may be a few hundred word tumblr ficlet, and all types in between, but all fics are sterek, some may have bg relationships. all are complete.

(fics with a ** are my favs)

follow my twitter @ getsteREKT for more recs

fic rec list: #1  

** Swimming with Anna by  sssssssim

Stiles is a swimming coach at a pool in San Francisco. Anna Hale, a six year old adorable girl, is in one of his classes.
Stiles falls in love with her instantly. It takes a bit longer to fall in love with her father. 

WORDS: 28,243

RATING: Teen And Up


WARNINGS: angsty in some places

** Wild Horses by  thepsychicclam

Derek’s a drifter with no home, no destination, and no will to live. Stiles works on his family’s failing cattle and horse ranch while all his friends are going off to college. When Derek falls asleep in a random barn, exhausted and half-starved, he doesn’t expect to wake up on the other end of the sheriff’s shotgun. And Stiles sure as hell doesn’t expect his dad to invite the drifter in for breakfast. 

WORDS: 78,917

RATING: Explicit


WARNINGS: mentioned past trauma,

** I’ve Been Everywhere With You by  Leslie_Knope

“Dude, you should totally come with me.”

“What? Like on the road trip?“

“No, come with me. To Austin. Get out of Beacon Hills.”

Derek paused. “What?” he asked again.

WORDS: 62,551

RATING: Explicit


WARNINGS: they both get therapy!!!!

Pit Stop by  Moosey

Wolf!Derek shows up back in Beacon Hills, and he’s standing on Stiles’ doorstep.

WORDS: 2230

RATING: Teen and Up


WARNINGS: slightly gory, injured derek

** The Accidental Hale Brood by  Julibean19

“I know, I just…” Derek trailed off, rubbing his forehead with both hands, frustrated that the right words weren’t coming to him.

“What?” Stiles asked honestly, pulling on one of Derek’s wrists until he could see his expression again.

Derek’s heart pounded in his chest so loud he figured even Stiles could hear it. He inhaled deeply and let the air out slowly through his nose, trying to keep his voice even. “When we take them places, and spend time with them, and make them smile… it feels like…”

“It feels like they’re yours,” Stiles finished for him, licking his lips before snagging the bottom one between his teeth.

“No,” Derek said, taking Stiles by surprise. “It feels like they’re ours.”

“Oh,” Stiles said simply, mouth still slightly open while he contemplated Derek’s words.

Or, the one in which Stiles and Derek have been BCPD partners for years when they are assigned Halloween duty and run into a couple of kids from the orphanage. One fake marriage and two real adoptions later, they somehow become a family.

WORDS: 42,356

RATING: Mature


WARNINGS: some homophobia, bullying

The Dark Secret of Hale House by  bilesandthesourwolf (snb123)

"Holy God,” Stiles whispered. He was dead. He was so so dead. There was no way he was going to survive this.

The black wolf took a step forward and Stiles moved to take a step back, but froze when the wolf’s snarl became louder. He seriously wanted to turn and run for the fence, but he knew he wouldn’t out run the wolf. He stood perfectly still, hopping the wolf would find him as unthreatening as he actually was.

WORDS: 20,269

RATING: Teen And Up 



i have always been the storm by  stilinskisparkles

“You’re all headed out to Oklahoma in a week.”

Derek snaps his head up, stares at him in horror, “No, boss.”

Yes,” Finstock insists in a steely voice. “The NSSL have been on at us for a year about some decent exposure, and I think you’re just the team to do it.”

“I haven’t done weather since college,” Derek protests.

Boyd snorts again, presumably because he’s thinking back to the time when Derek and the weather last collided and he…. well, did the guy into the weather for a brief, wonderful, terribly foolish time. But, Boyd needs to shut up before Derek punches him on the nose.

WORDS: 25,251

RATING: Explicit



**Homing Mechanisms by  SmallBirds

Magnetoreception: The sense which allows an organism to detect a magnetic field to perceive direction, altitude or location. How birds find their way home.

Stiles returns to Beacon Hills after four years at Stanford, only to find out that Derek has moved back into town. He brings him a housewarming gift. Derek makes food. Things escalate from there.

WORDS: 3741

RATING: Mature



**you know me, i had plans (but they just disappeared) by  wolfiery (asswords)

“Stiles,” Erica chimes brightly, with a sharp edge to her red-painted grin that makes him feel a prickle of concern. This was a catwoman here, he could tell. “We’ve been telling Derek that he can’t expect to go through his whole life wearing a cap and a basic t-shirt like a classic pro-sport cliché. What do you think?”

Instead of answering right away, he turns to Derek on his right and tries to quickly look him over, but then he sees the way Derek’s tan forearms have veins and the baby blue shirt stands out against his skin. The cap is showing his big ears and highlights his dark eyelashes under the hood and so to him, he’s pretty sure the guy is too fucking beautiful. He swallows quickly and looks back to both of them, quickly answering, “He looks fine.”

WORDS: 8257

RATING: Mature


WARNINGS: underage drinking, recreational drug use

It’s A Christmas Thing by  SnackerJack

Okay, Stiles knows that he’s part of the pack. He does. He is. It just… doesn’t feel like it at the moment. But it’s Christmas, so he sucks it up and proceeds to drown his feelings in sugar cookies. Or, five times Stiles got kissed under the mistletoe, and one time where it actually mattered.

WORDS: 7575

RATING: Not Rated 



May I Interest You in an Apology Muffin? by leslieknopeismyspiritanimal

‘i didn’t want to tell my friend who my real date last night was so i just pointed at a random stranger (you) but now they’re storming over to interrogate you and you’re playing along??? okay’ au


RATING: not rated 



Electric Heart by  stilesxlydiaxderek

Based On The Prompt
"You’re sitting in front of the only plug in this entire coffee shop and not using it. I don’t care how attractive you are, I’m sitting at your table because I need that plug”

WORDS: 1,446

RATING: general



The Long Way Around by  banryeo, secondstar

After searching through his family’s vault, Derek finds a key to a vacation cabin that his family own. He decides to fix it, along with allowing himself to heal for the first time since his family’s death. In taking the time for himself, he comes to realize his feelings for Stiles, albeit slowly.

WORDS: 10,293

RATING: Teen and Up



*****Your Taste (AO3) by demisexualhale

In which, Derek is Stiles’ online boyfriend - even though Stiles doesn’t know what he looks like - and they meet for the first time

WORDS: 1,335

RATING: General



tumblr veteran gothic
  • you have witnessed great catastrophes over the years, such as superwholock, dashcon, tumblr prom, and sonic for real justice. each one, you thought “oh, this has to be the worst of them.” you were always wrong. there will always be something worse
  • you used to be on countless networks pertaining to your interests. years passed, and you never contributed like you used to. wait, where did that link in my description go? was it even there in the first place?
  • you tended to your blog theme like an old woman tends to her garden. you had an about, an archive, and even links to your other social media. now, it is only optica. you can’t even remember why you changed from optica anyways. like they always say, “if it aint broke, dont fix it”
  • you had a tag for every single thing in your early days. a tag for your fandoms, photography, your personal posts, and even an entire tag dedicated to dogs. now, all of your posts jumble together in a writhing mess. as soon as you type something into your tag bar, a list that would take centuries to read flashes before your unfeeling eyes. they are all commenting on a specific post you can’t remember. you dont know if you want to remember.
  • you remember dashcon. with its spontaneous crowdfund and small crowd. you remember scrolling down your dashboard to see the fabled post “attention all dashcon attendees, someone has pissed in the ballpit and posted it in the tag. do not go in the ballpit”. you realize that your room is on fire. your house is on fire. everything is on fire because you are in hell.
  • you watch, your aging hands trembling on the keyboard, people fighting over a ridiculous topic. you chuckle dryly. no one here remembers sonic for real justice. you decide not to expose them to the truth. the truth is too ugly. everything you’ve ever known is obsolete.
  • years of april fools “pranks” fly through your mind. you remember the worst. you remember the mishapocalypse. you scream until your throat is hoarse, but god does not answer. he lives in heaven for he too, fears what a mess he has created.

anonymous asked:

hiii I love and appreciate your blog ❤️!! I was wondering if you can do a hc where both jimin and jungkook are popular but hang out w diff people but they have a thing for eachother they just haven't made it official and everyone just knows they're pining for eachother and ship them sm!! can you maybe do suuper nice and angelic jimin while jungkook is all sports and stuff <3 happy ending please 💞

thank youuu ofc i will do my best! i hope you don’t mind, but i’m gonna take some liberties with this and make it into a social media thing! where they both run popular youtube channels and they both like each other and all their fans and friends think they’re cute and ship them lmao. i may be inspired by jo’s social media/vlogger au ( @shyjimins thanks ily) PS - this might be really long, i’m having fun. update: it’s so fucking long i sorry.

+ “TAEHYUNG HOLY SHIT!!” jungkook called out. “dude i’m right here why are you yelling??” taehyung said. jungkook turned his laptop screen around showing taehyung what he was so excited about. 

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My Worlds recap

Here I was, on March 30th, in my hometown Riga with bus and ferry tickets and most importantly - tickets to Ladies practice and Short Dance in my pocket. I could not believe I was going to Worlds after many years of living and breathing figure skating. This was a dream of mine that I thought would never come to life. It felt so surreal I had to pinch myself a few times. 😅

When me and my mom made it to the arena at 8 AM on March 31st, it was so difficult to hold back tears ( i am literally tearing up as i’m writing this 😂). Watching figure skating has been one of the biggest parts of my life for five (!!!) years now and I don’t think I can put my feelings towards it in just some sentences. It is better than all the movies because it’s the real life - but with the spectrum of emotions I only get to see in the cinema. It doesn’t only show “the movie” (aka the performance) but also every behind the scenes action (like the emotions before and after the performance, the training process, the challenges along the way) which makes it so much more interesting. So when I walked in the arena it felt like a dream come true. They didn’t have doors heading to each sector, but a curtain instead (to not make a sound every time someone enters or exits) and because it was the practice time for Ladies the curtains weren’t closed but fully open instead. So even when I had just come in the arena, I could already see a glimpse of the ice rink which felt so surreal and that was the first time it hit me so hard that I was actually really here - at the World Championships.

It felt fantastic to see stars like Ashley Wagner, Kaetlyn Osmond, Gabrielle Daleman, Evgenia Medvedeva, Anna Pogorilaya and Carolina Kostner skate so close to me (we were seated really close to the ice), to see their determined faces and to live through their great performances. Incomparably mesmerizing.

Before the short dance there was some time to kill so we just walked around and enjoyed the atmosphere which is SO unique! There is this buzzing feeling which makes you feel warm and welcomed and everyone looks nervously excited. We walked through every booth/shop there was, I even got some beautiful postcards from John Wilson Blades booth (they were handing them out for free?! 😧) with Ashley, Patrick, the Shibs and Chock/Bates. There I met a lovely French fan and we had a brief talk about our journeys as fans and let me add that it feels so weird to actually talk with someone about figure skating after you’ve mostly only shared your opinions online and have never had a legit conversation live??! 😂

Then it was the time for the short dance (oh my, hearing the ISU fanfare live was hands down the best experience ever 😂😂😂) . I have been a massive ice dance fan since forever and I am a big supporter of Tessa&Scott. They are the main reason I was actually here - I can’t put into words what they’ve done to me in these past years - they have held me up every time I felt down in various ways - with their performances, life stories or just small interviews. I just wanted to give back to them a little with my heartfelt support. However, I joined the V/M fandom in 2012 when everyone was furious about D/W and their success (which would happen in 2013 and 2014) and I quickly learned to be as bitter as everyone else. It feels sad to look back now and think that we used so much time to just talk about Meryl and Charlie - more than about great things of Tessa and Scott. I only understood this after T&S took a break after 2014 and I just became this casual ice dance fan who wanted to see the best in everyone and was listening to everyone’s stories of ups and downs. It was the same fantastic atmosphere - just without all the rage. During this period of time I really fell in love with Kaitlyn&Andrew, Maia&Alex and Gabriella&Guillaume. When Tessa&Scott came back I couldn’t believe how great I felt during the season - it was now 100 times more exciting as I had so many couples I loved and supported throughout (…well, i did love t&s a little more than anyone else though 😆) . And you have NO idea how much I loved the theme of this years SD. SOOOO much spunk and sass! I hope you don’t mind me saying that pretty much all of these were the best short dances I have ever seen from the top teams.

First of all, let me say a word about the atmosphere live. It is absolutely incomparable to the TV. The audience noises are lowered for about ten thousand times and are almost inaudible in the TV which is the biggest change. The ovations are so impressive you can’t believe them at first. Second of all, the skating skills and the speed is insane live. And thirdly of all, the costumes look SO. MUCH. DIFFERENT. (they are much more sparkly and colorful 😍✨).

I was actually worried that I might not last for seven freaking groups but the time went so fast. I still can’t believe the zamboni breaks. I swear to god they didn’t last more than five minutes 😅 (I always get cranky during the resurfacing breaks when I watch TV - feels like hours). From the first four groups couples that stood out for me the most were Smart/Diaz, Kaliszek/Spodyriev and Lauriault/Le Gac - they all had great stage presence and superb feel to the music.

Then the fifth group came. All of a sudden Tessa and Scott were on the ice and I was like one of these crazy Bieber fans who can’t stop their tears. I tried my hardest to bring the tears back but I miserably failed (I had promised myself that I would act NORMALLY NOT START CRYING ON MY FIRST OPPORTUNITY I AM SO WEIRDED OUT OF THE SUDDEN EMOTIONS THAT CAME OUTSIDE IN THAT MOMENT - I am a very reserved person who always puts herself together 😂). Tessa’s costume is SO much more beautiful live. I wasn’t a fan of it when I first saw it but DAMN she looked hot. Also the golden sparkles around the cutouts on the pants are basically not seen at all in the usual professional pics but they were actually unbelievably shiny. And Scott just has this amazing aura around himself. He seemed to ooze confidence but also some sort of humbleness. And OMG - they’re fast. But the thing that struck me the most was the non-touching step sequence. They did it once in the warm up and I legit thought it was some “easy version of this sequence without the hard steps just to get warmed up” and you can’t imagine how surprised I was when they performed it in the actual dance. It WAS the sequence. I swear it looked like anyone could do it. So light and easy. Now THAT was the moment I understood how superior they actually are. Everybody else’s StSq looked, you know, like a StSq should look like - a hard element hard to execute (don’t get me wrong - they were mostly done beautifully but it was visible that this is a hard element - which it is 😆). After the warm up ended I was probably still in shock so I have no recollection of the first two pairs in that group. Sorry. 😁 Then they came up on ice for a short warm up again while the previous teams scores were announced. And this includes the moment I think nobody has caught on camera (I don’t think I have seen any pre-sd videos at all which is such a shame). They were just gliding on ice separately with Tessa slightly in front of Scott. Then they started to slow down because they were coming to Marie France. And while they’re slowing down, Scott skates right in front of me with the biggest grin ever and his lovey-dovey eyes focused on Tessa’s back slightly in front of him. And that is the moment I calm down. His eyes bring the sense to me that everything is going to be okay and he is confident about it (i swear to god he’s a magician or whatever but that look was SO calming and surreal). And Tessa just turns her head, looks at his face and literally rolls her eyes with a smile on her face (okay i might’ve imagined the eye rolling but you all know that face when tessa looks at scott and thinks ‘god you’re such an idiot i love you’) and then they’re already with Marie France with last words before performance. The actual performance was unreal. They did their beginning moves right in front of me and that was SO sharp. Also when they did these moves there were quite few “eeeaaaww” kind of shouts or whatever the Michael Jackson kind of short screams sound. That was superb and I’m so sad NONE of them are audible during the actual recording. It gave a great atmosphere. Scott did the kneeling thing right before the end of the first section right in front of me which left such an impact. SOO much control. The blues sequence was hella smooth (and twizzles were ok but i was so scared about them) BUT THE LIFT. THE STADIUM FREAKING ERUPTED DURING THE LIFT. I felt as if I had wings and had been accepted into paradise. And then it ended and I was on my feet and there was an ocean of tears (whoops😅). It was an experience I will never forget.

Then it was time for Group number 6. I have to be honest - I was a little disappointed with Stepanova/Bukin. I’ve been a huge fan of their SD but seeing it live was a little bit underwhelming. It’s the way of skating - they skate “small”. However I still loved the choreography and their chemistry is certainly the best in the younger ice dancers field. If they can improve their skating skills, I’m completely on board.

Piper and Paul were a huge surprise for me. Even when they were warming up with everyone else, you could feel their presence the most. And let me just say this - Canadian men are superior dancers. Scott, Paul and Andrew all felt a bit similar to me. They makes themselves look extremely confident (i mean their skating skills also are 😍) and they lead their ladies better than anyone else - it just feels extremely natural. So, back to Piper&Paul. This was a huge hit in the arena (and for me!). The feeling was great throughout the performance and I just want to say it one more time - the skating skills (piper has improved so much)!! the twizzles! they took my breath. I have to admit I didn’t think this dance would actually work for me but it did.

Another team which surprised me in a good way were Bobrova&Soloviev. As the season progressed, I always felt as this program was a little “pushed”. They tried to bring the sass, but instead it came off as a vulgarity. However the forms they create on ice are very clean and blade work is beautiful so I was actually scratching my head after watching these two because I’ve never really liked them but somehow they look better live (I just don’t understand why?)

I was also delighted by Anna&Luca’s performance. That dress looked even more beautiful live and they also made me like them more than on TV. They just draw you in and you can’t do anything about it. I just wish they would be more versatile (but i still love them!)

The seventh group started with the Shibs who I think had the very close second short dance choreography-and-idea-wise behind T&S. I’ve absolutely adored this dance all the times this season and this was no exception. That lift was badass and man, those twizzles… I didn’t think that was going to leave such a big impact on me. SO sharp in every movement. Alex just needs improve his facial expressions a bit and then they’d be even more perfect (also maia is a literal goddess).

I have to say my sentimental favorites of the night were Kaitlyn&Andrew. Their skating on TV looks a bit like Stepanova/Bukin’s so I was a little bit worried that it would fall flat. It was the DIRECT opposite. I think their skating skills were second only to VM that night because damn, they skated with so much speed. And their chemistry just went sky high. Also that lift made the arena erupt (again😂). It looked so much more powerful than on TV. The move where Andrew just rolls Kaitlyn on his back was hands down one of the coolest of the night. I was just so happy to see them perform the best they can after some disappointing starts. It was truly wonderful and after they finished I was standing and in tears again. I thought they were terribly underscored, but oh well, #twizzles. (they are both also incredibly hot 😏🔥)

Gabriella&Guillaume were also amazing live. I loved that they did the most program to the blues music which I truly respect because it is so much harder to keep an audience interested with blues than with hip hop. But the slow section was amazing - the attention to details and the blade work was soooo smooth. I’ve got to say although Guillaume’s skating skills and dance moves are through the roof fantastic, he doesn’t “lead” his partner that well - the Canadian guys do it so much better. I don’t think he has any rivals in the “best male ice dancer by himself” category, but he has a lot to learn to be the best in the “best male partner in ice dance” nomination - he isn’t the full package yet. However I’m a big fan of hard work and dedication (and I’m sad people only appreciate Guillaume’s because he is the more gifted one) so I’m a big fan of Gabi, her personality and facial expressions during the performance. She sells everything better than Guillaume but I don’t think she’s being recognized enough for that.

Madi&Zach also surprised me live by looking far more polished than on TV. The movements were sharp and they’ve got this weirdly different blade quality compared to others that I can’t explain (but i liked it). I certainly was a bit cringey about the music at the beginning of the season, but I’ve got to say that crowd really appreciated it and I was also on board. I smiled so hard when the scores came up because I absolutely love it when underdogs show everyone what they’re capable of.

Last up were Madi&Evan and this unfortunately turned out the same way I felt about Stepanova/Bukin. I had also been a big fan of this SD all season but their way of skating didn’t seem to impress me. I had also liked how Evan just tossed around Madi various times in the program but live it just seemed a little too much? BUT I totally respect that they have worked so much with their chemistry because it was nonexistent some years ago but now they just scream the word “FIIIIREEEEEE”. 😉

Afterwards there were about a hundred of people making a crowd close to the door which skaters entered to go to the draw for the FD. Well, I think it’s not a very good way to get a skaters autograph. They are very tired after the competition and it’s not even over - there’s still the FD so they got to keep focused. I think a moment between a skater and a fan should be much more personal than just blocking an entrance just to get your autograph. I don’t know, it just made me a little uncomfortable when everyone was waiting for them just to come like they’re some sort of zoo animals or whatever. I didn’t want any autographs or anything, it was just SO hard to get through the far-too-excited crowd (to the exit of the arena) I decided to wait until they go away. I didn’t even register that I was standing right after the entrance to the draw (where it wasn’t crowded at all, in fact I was like the only person there) and the wall was from glass so you could see the skaters after they entered the “closed zone”. And then I turned my head and saw FREAKING TESSA AND SCOTT in the closed zone. About a meter from me there was this crazy crowd waiting for skaters and turning their heads in the other direction while I was enjoying my view of Tessa and Scott having a conversation. 😄 They were kind of afar from me though and I was trying my best not to stare ('they are not animals and it is rude to do that’ I muttered to myself) - I don’t think they even saw me because they looked completely in ease as the glass wall separated them from everyone. Then they left further for the draw and I couldn’t see them anymore. Tessa&Scott were already in the closed zone because they skated early but the skaters from the last group still had to come. I’ve got to say it was a bit sad to see the guards having a hard time taking the skaters from the crowd to the closed zone. People went crazy every time someone came. But I, still not accompanied by anyone, just had the best view of my life of skaters like Maia&Alex, Kaitlyn&Andrew, Gabi (Guillaume didn’t show up because he was getting his hand stitched) , Piper&Paul, Madi&Evan and Madi&Zach after they had gone through the crowd. Madison Hubbell actually turned around to see the crowd once again, laughed, then turned in the other direction, saw me all by myself, smiled and waved at me! 😎😱 I was so surprised but also very thankful for such a nice gesture! (jeez, but I hope I didn’t look like those weird, creepy stalkers 😁). The crowd finally went away and I got to walk out normally.

My journey was over but the memories were never going to fade. It was an experience I wouldn’t trade for anything in the world as it brought the whole spectrum of emotions to me. It was the best day of my life. I can never thank enough to my mom who came up with this idea and travelled with me. We had the most fantastic time ever. ❤️

(thanks for reading, this was suuuuper long 😂)


I think getting the spinner fidget spurred me to action because I’ve been putting together this cart on amazon for over a week now. Well I finally ordered. I’m getting my very first ace pride ring - two in fact! And one of them is in a Special Interest! 

I wanted to get the pikachu spinner ring:

but it only comes in sizes 8 and 10 and my right middle finger is size 12.5 so…

The reason I got spinner rings? They can double as fidget toys, real low key! Especially after playing with this spinning fidget all day, I think I’ll enjoy that.

And yes, that says “In a galaxy far far away.”

Next you have a Fidget Dice, which might be a knock off, I don’t know, but it was only 3.99 and it comes with it’s own wrist strap. It’s the only one I saw that did. And with the Fidget Dice is the Fidget Dice II, the dodecahedron - twice the sides twice the stuff. Switches, power switch, push button, game controller buttons, joy stick, groove, swirly thing, squishy thing, emotes, angry emote, dials, and a wrist band. What more could a girl want.

Then I got the bike chain fidget toy. Not entirely sure what it is/does but it was 2.50 so. And last but only slightly least, the batarang spinner! I’m not sure why I haven’t heard of this before, but obviously I had to get it.

1000 Follower Thank You!

Hey Everyone!

While I was taking a break from exam corrections today, I was checking on tumblr and saw that I’ve passed the 1000 Follower mark. I couldn’t believe it!

It’s been just under a year, and I wanted to thank you guys from the bottom of my heart for reading my stories and supporting me and generally just being awesomely understanding when real life interferes with this fandom we all love so much. 

So, as a thank you for your continued interest, I’ve decided to post something that I’ve been working on for a few weeks now. It’s nowhere near finished (I only have the first chapter at the moment), but I know a lot of you have been waiting for it, so here’s a preview of one of my next big projects:

You can read the first chapter here!

Okay so the reason I said I would stop writing smut and maybe be even stop writing all together, is a few things.

Firstly i’ve been thinking a lot lately and I was kinda of thinking what my blog really was about. I started this blog when I was really young and I only wrote about sexual stuff because it was new to me and interesting. But now that I’m the tiniest bit older I realized i’ve only written about Harry in a sexual way. I feel like I over sexualized and even maybe objectified him because “sex with harry” was kinda the whole thing my blog was about.

I know sex is natural and it’s normal, however I felt uncomfortable with the fact that, that is the only writing material I have. Like Harry has feelings, he doesn’t only have sex, so why are my writings, that I try to make as real as possible, focusing on just one part of his life.

I was very afraid for a while to say anything but now that I realize people don’t really care much about me or when I’m on, I can make this change I guess. 

I was afraid writing that was not sexual would be a bore to people as well so I even suggested not writing at all.

However I was convinced not to stop writing.

I won’t completely stop writing smut, i’m just going to do it a little less maybe, I’m just afraid people will lose interest in me all together (some I think already have).

This might not be a big deal for some people but this blog is an escape for me, so I want it not only to be enjoyable for me, but for everyone else!

It’s true I feel annoying and unwanted on this site at times, but I’m not going to go away because of that.

There’s no point in saying this because I know people probably didn’t read this or they just don’t care but If you have any questions or you just want me to make something clear please ask me! Also you can always send me asks about anything, I do harry talk all the time or whenever I get the message.

So in conclusion I won’t stop writing but i’ll be making small changes on what I’ll be writing and how I’ll be writing it!

ID #43088

Name: Danielle
Age: 16 (17 in July)
Country: Romania

Hello people! I am a very shy person who is either really anxious about everything or doesn’t care about anything at all. I would like to make some internet friends because I’m quite a loner in real life. I’m not that good at starting a conversation but i’m really friendly as long as i’m not the one who has to send that first message to someone else :D. For now i would like to talk online only but maybe I’ll get into snail mail too in the future… we’ll see. xD
Many people tell me that most of my interests/tastes are like an old lady’s (and i usually agree). So, here are some things about me: I love cats. I like listening to music while i do pretty much anything. I like classical the most, but i also listen to jrock, sometimes jazz and pretty much anything except country and heavy metal i guess. (i also play the piano). I’m really into anime/manga (my favorite genres are psychological, comedy, fantasy and drama) and movies too (same genres). I love foreign languages and cultures. I can speak Romanian, English, German at a decent level and trying to learn Japanese (and i would appreciate anyone willing to help with those last two). I’m trying to get into writing but i don’t seem to have the time. I could say i am into photography too but i’m not that good. So yeah, that’s it i guess. ^^

Preferences: I would prefer people between 14 and 20 who can keep a conversation because it’s really bad when you feel like the other person is not interested in you/the conversation at all. Also, we must have common interests. This is optional, but it would be nice to have similar time zones.

Payment is through Paypal. Please pay in advance. I will send you a WIP of the sketch to make sure it is to your liking. I will not offer refunds after the drawing is done, but I will gladly fix any mistakes or make changes. I want you to be satisfied with the drawing. I will ask if you want the commission posted on my blog: w/credit or anonymous. 

✔ Will draw: 

  • Furries/Toontown ocs (ex: toons and cogs)
  • Humans
  • Original characters
  • Fan characters  
  • Animal Crossing characters

✘ Will NOT draw

  • Offensive Content
  • NSFW or Nudity 
  • Mechs or complicated designs  (if you are unsure about this, you can ask me about it)
  • Real people
  • Fetish art 

As of right now, I am only comfortable with drawing one character per commission. The background will be simple. I will have three slots open! If you’re interested or have questions, ask or message me on tumblr!                                              

Camilla was supposed to be some kind of girlfriend for Kay.
But it turned out that he has Shinora. So … This character … is free for shippings? XDD

Name: Camilla The Hedgehog
Age: 24
Height: 3'9
Character: Camilla the type of person that tries all the ways for finding bright future. But still she is just a pretty girl. And this leaded her to the darkness. She is straight shooter in conversation and behaves as if she does not hear anyone around. But actually looking for salvation from dirty hands that keep her on tight chains. She just don’t know who she can trust. Just simple scared girl wich tries to act selfish.
She’s also very passionate. Both in a relationship and in bed. She believes that if she is lucky enough to fall in love, she must give all her care and love to the only one who can break through the cage into which her heart was locked.
Powers: (?)
Likes: Strong healthy sleep, fitness, a little shopping, cocoa, marshmallows, gentle and kind mans, plush toys, sunny and windless weather, jazz. She can occasionally abuse smoking. For her work likes to use cute silk suits.
BIO: No one knows much of her past. She says that she have family and home but never talks about it. Everyone just know her as one of the good a stripper in her town and sadly as a prostitute… But it is kinda really hard to “buy” her for someone unknown. With her selfish behavior she few allows to her clients unless if she find them cool and interesting.
She has her master - one old women that givig her roof. The reason why Camilla works as a whore. She found her on the streets and like saved from deth. But with that condition of how she is working now.

This was the only thing she once cried:

“My grandma awlways said to me I had an incredible powers… I guess it was just some sort of fairytails for me to believe in bright side?.. But I really believed in something magical. And now I’m here. All alone  and I don’t even have a real friend to whom I could cry in shoulder.
But I wanted to try my destiny. Escaped from real life and lost now my face. Only these chains on my feet and fear along side me… I don’t want to die here…”
Originally was created in Apocalypse universe, But I’ll keep it in mind for a while x))

Edgeworth Quotes :)

So I am graduating high school this year and we get to pick a senior quote for the yearbook… I have narrowed it down to these…(๑>ᴗ<๑)

“The truth will always find a way to make itself known. The only thing we can do is to fight with the knowledge we hold and with everything we have. Erasing the paradoxes one by one… It’s never easy… We claw and scratch for every inch. But we will always eventually reach that one single truth. This I promise you.”

“I have no real interest in the perceived worth of other people. As for my own worth, that is something only I can determine for myself.”

“There is no limit to the law. Any limit that exists was set there by man. When a person goes beyond that limit, then the law, too, crosses into new territory! For what reason were laws invented? The answer to that is what I must now show!”

“I object! That was… objectionable!”

“I was hoping to come up with a question while I was objecting, Your Honor… I didn’t.”

“ The prosecution would like to examine the defense’s "hard” evidence before reaching a guilty verdick.“ 

There you have it the genius of Miles Edgeworth

Game Rec: Kisses and Curses

Yes, that’s right, that game which you’ve no doubt encountered as the annoying, cheesy ad on your mobile dashboard with the cringy tagline of “save the world, and fall in love” or something to that effect. 

Well. I am here to tell you that all the assumptions you’ve made about this game are wrong. 

I’ve gotten really into interactive visual novel games recently, so when I got really bored one day I decided to give it a go. It’s probably about five minutes in that I realise that, cheesy advertising and cringe-inducing (but thankfully skip-able) intro aside, this game is a HIDDEN GEM. 

The girl front and center of the main pic is the hella bisexual protagonist and the other five are the love interest options!

They waste no time making her bisexuality super clear, and if you do the Anastasia storyline it gets discussed in more depth (not sure about the others yet). 

Now, if you’re like me and you’re a thirsty gay/bi/pan, being able to play an interactive story where you can romance anyone out of three guys and two girls is probably enough to catch your attention right away. But there’s so much else going for it. 

Firstly, it’s genuinely hilarious. The main character (who I’ll refer to as MC here since you get to name her) is brilliantly snarky and 120% my ideal kind of protagonist. 

(Screencaps are all borrowed from other Tumblr users who have been posting about the game, the way the game works makes it too difficult for me to go away and get some of my own atm - so they’re not the most ideal caps in some cases but the best I could do)

Basically, the premise is that MC is a (bisexual) witch. 

Witches have Birthrights, different abilities they are born with which is usually passed down through the family. MC’s birthright is a Stargazer: she neutralises the wayward magic in starfalls which is dangerous when left unattended. 

The plot starts up when starfalls become starfloods aka way more tricky to the point of dangerously overwhelming. 

Without giving too much of the plot away, it basically turns out that things are headed in a potentially catastrophic direction for the whole world if you don’t do something about it. You have to pick a witch and a human to travel with you to help you with the spell in question (which is how you narrow down which love interest you’re going to go after). 

There’s a lot more to it than that but that’ll give you enough of an idea.  

Each love interest storyline deviates from the others in some way while still sticking mostly to the central plot (which is pretty damn good, with a nice twist at the end which I only worked out just before the reveal, and frankly it didn’t lose its punch), keeping it interesting for playing through the difference romance options. The romance is surprisingly well written, evoking emotion but also…well, it gets pretty steamy! Like, fairly blatant oral sex implications level of steamy. It’s great. 

An element of gameplay I really like is that the choices you face can be genuinely difficult sometimes and you have no idea what kind of repercussions they might have, just like if it was real life. It was surprisingly immersive in those moments - I was worried!

I’ve only done one of the love interest storylines so far - recently started my second choice - but I heard another player talking about how a choice of theirs accidentally led to a character (who they thought was 100% safe) getting killed off, and nothing like that happened to me but, I now have to wonder if I was ever just one choice away from something like that since there were definitely some close calls! 

Quick love interest breakdown: 

Melanie - witch - black lesbian (I think) with awesome hair who is your best friend and honestly just kind of the best person ever, even if you romance someone else her friendship with MC is adorable bc sapphic besties

Anastasia - human - an intense yet awkward lesbian witch hunter who 100% has a thing for you until she learns you’re a witch, and things get really “starcrossed natural enemies” in the best possible way (hers is the only storyline I’ve finished so far and it’s honestly so beautiful)

Rhys - witch - very proper Welshman with a Birthright that lets him see the future, and is apparently secretly into BDSM (I’ve only just started his storyline, but apparently it’s great because he is the complete opposite of a certain Mr Grey, aka super respectful/devoted etc. I’m mostly just curious as to how explicitly it’ll be shown since they haven’t held back much so far, lol)

Niklas - witch - European gentleman who practices Dark Magic and has a Birthright that basically forces people to do what he says, which I know sounds concerning but I’ve seen comments saying that his storyline is actually really great, which I’ll actually believe based on the rest of the game (I suppose I’ll find out!)

Ty - human - boy next door who is just generally great and chill (I’m romancing Rhys atm but Ty is the human I brought along for the ride and it’s really awesome because even though Ty has a thing for MC, he and Rhys are getting along really well and it’s just nice to not have cliched jealousy between lowkey romantic rivals) 

Gameplay breakdown: 

So basically, you use ‘stamina potions’ to unlock chapters. This is probably the game’s only downfall - you can buy as many potions as you want but for those of us that can’t afford that, you have to wait four hours to get 1 stamina potion and a chapter can cost anything from 2-5. (Though the game will sometimes give you extra as a daily gift.)

While this can be frustrating when you’re getting really into the story, I actually like it because it stops the game from ruining my life/taking up all my time which it totally would if I could just skip through all the chapters. 

You also gain affinity for each of the love interests through your difference choices in interaction with them and sometimes need a certain level to unlock the next scene. If you don’t have enough, you have to play a potion making mini-game. This was initially tedious but they’ve just updated the game and totally fixed it so it doesn’t take too long. (This goes for a couple of other things as well, if you tried the game a while back and got frustrated with how it worked, I’d recommend giving it another go now.)

There are also coins and starstones, both of which you can use to buy different clothing (for the aesthetic/necessity for a scene/extra affinity for a character) for MC and the latter of which you can use to read a chapter even if you are lacking in affinity for a character - which I wouldn’t actually recommend doing because it means you’ll still be lacking later when the threshold is even higher.

In summary: 

Completely against expectation and advertised appearance, this game is LGBT+ inclusive, hilarious, engaging, free to download/play (though with purchase options) and not too likely to ruin your life. I give it a solid 8/10 because as much as I do appreciate it letting me get on with other things, I wish I didn’t have to wait nearly a day if the next chapter needs 5 stamina potions. 


I’ve just gotta share some of the stuff I found while trying to get that cat out of the house.

Look at this photo! The case in itself is amazing. The carved scene on one side is beautifully detailed. Clearly this picture meant a lot to whoever put it in this….

But who were they?

That’s the real tragedy of these photos. Most are from my grandparents on my father’s side’s families, and now there is no one left to ask! My grandparents are dead, Aunt Louise is dead and granddaddy’s sibling must be dead, not that I knew them. Pop’s dead and the only the only two cousin’s of his I knew were younger than him with no interest in history. Pop had written names on the back of a few right after his parents died. But most are like this…

Who were you?

thisistherealseth  asked:

I'm going to be running an adventure where all of my players are children (ages 8-12) and I'm having a bit of difficulty finding the main conflict to revolve the campaign around. Do you have any ideas for me?

Hm. If it’s their first time playing, maybe start out with something simple like…
Unraveling the plots of a tyrannous king,
Slaying a dragon or lich,
Finding something important, like a fountain of youth or a holy grail of some sort
Or something of the like.

You could make it more interesting with quirky and interesting NPCs, or combining concepts.
Like a benevolent king that sends the characters on a hunt for the famed fountain of youth, only to show his true colors as an imposter of the real king and a scoundrel to boot. They have to stop the imposter and find and rescue the actual king, now.

Plotting is one of my weak points- or rather, I tend to make absurdly complicated plots- so if anyone else has advice to offer, go right ahead.

Saving Lives pt. 7

Pairing: Baekhyun x Reader

Genre: series, doctor!baekhyun au, fluff, angst, smut (in later chapters)

Word Count: 2,153

Summary: You’re about to start your internship in Seoul’s most prestigious hospital but before you devote your whole life to medicine, you decide to have one more night of freedom, and meet someone you didn’t expect to meet again. (inspired by Grey’s Anatomy)

A/N: omg hello everyone!! its been a while since I’ve updated. I’m almost done with college apps and since I’m in thanksgiving vacation, I’ve had time to work on this fic. so as a thank you to you all that have been supporting me and been appreciative of this fic, I’ve decided to post two chapters this week. I’m almost done with the eighth part so it should be up in a couple of days. i hope everyone has an amazing thanksgiving break and if you don’t celebrate thanksgiving, i hope you have an amazing day. ~admin L

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9

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oh. my. god.

how interesting– the set up of the prologue is so great because you meet jarred first, and only much later do you meet lief. and lief is so much like his daring father (and perhaps you look at older jarred’s gentle nature and assume that time and hardship has changed him). but lief isn’t related to the real jarred at all, and yet they are so similar: so brave; so impulsive; so eager to sacrifice themselves if it may ensure the safety of their loved ones. 

lief may be the main character of this story, but doom is the protagonist of a much larger and older story, i think. and i do love how the story begins with jarred wishing to see beyond the walls of the palace, and ends with doom as a true wanderer. 

Hey guys! Once again I’m sitting with very little money and two weeks until the next paycheck. My mom’s birthday is coming up in a week and I’d like to be able to get her something real nice, but to do that I need some extra money. What I have now will only be enough for food, gas, and the bills I have due one the 15th. I’d really like to be able to get the strongest woman I know something wonderful for her birthday. 

If you’re interested in a commission, message me here or at Payments are only accepted through Paypal after the initial sketch is approved by you, but before I go to the ink/color stage.

The only things I won’t draw are explicit/sexual nudity and excessive gore. Fanart, OCs, and real people are all fair game. For additional characters in the portraits and sticker designs, price is original + half the original.

If you aren’t interested/can’t afford one, please signal boost this post so it gets around to others!

anonymous asked:

Hey are you familiar with the (unofficial) Stan Frederick Discord? I know the creator of AEC goes on there a bit, it's a real nice place run by some cool people!! I can link it if you're interested.

I’m not the biggest Discord fan, honestly! I’m glad there’s a spot for fans though, to talk about this stuff, so the site and community are good in my book! My reasons are both a little personal and a little nitpicky. 

The basic reason is, I’m trying not to be on too many websites. tumblr is my biggest public spot right now, and even that gets me anxious sometimes. I prefer to stick to a one-and-only.

Big hello to Discord fans though! If you ever have anything you want to send or say to me, I’m here! :)