my new old passion

February 10, 2017

Which path leads back to you? I think life is strange. We know each other. It has only been for a few months, but I know who you are. Some day I won’t be the same. The same thing goes for you. Isn’t it a little scary? The person that I am today… I won’t laugh the same after hearing the joke for a second time. My thoughts will be altered. New feelings will smother old feelings. What if my passion for writing burns out? I’ve been doing some thinking about what is in my heart. When was the last time I picked myself? When did I lose my way? The choices I have made… my regrets and mistakes… when will I forgive myself? I can drop it all and say fuck it. I can smile and laugh it off, but am I being honest to myself for myself? Maybe the life quotes are right… everything happens for a reason. There you go again. Lost. Which path will lead you back to me? The things you felt last week, the kiss you blew to me, your voice over the phone, your heart and my heart clings to one another– we may change one day, but today we’re still us. Do you ever think about where your next passion will come from? I heard that from within ourselves we’ll find a perfect balance between selfish and selfless. How can I say that I love you if I can’t even say it to myself? How can I expect you to respect me if I don’t even respect me? It’s all internal. There’s a grey cloud in every poem. I didn’t mean to hurt anyone. I just want to better– a better me to come home to.

Heat of the Moment

I infinitely long for
The goosebumps on my skin
From your fingertips slowly trailing
The curves of my sides
From my neck to my thighs..
What a sweet treat it’d be
To feel your breath on my ear
To feel your hand in my hair
To taste your lips within mine..
Oh it’d be nice to comprehend
The feeling that we’d get
While our fingers interlock
And our heartbeats seem to stop.

 Now heartbeats are racing,
My insides are aching
My whole body’s shaking-
Im craving your touch
To fulfill this rush

Hands on hips
Lips on skin
You’re pulling me in
You’re pulling me in
Closer to you
What more can we do
I don’t want this to end
I don’t want this to end


March 22 2017

For me, it was the stuff of dreams. That is what you play football for. - Rio Ferdinand

Here is a life update most wouldn’t be interested in knowing about the person behind this blog, but I’ll share anyhow! I haven’t been able to keep up with my blog, because there’s been so much going on in my life. By that, I mean very good things. I used to be a closed off, anxious and depressed hermit, now I feel like the complete opposite. I’m barely home, mostly because of work but I enjoy that. I’ve got friends that I see, nearly, on a daily. I even managed to find my other half, and I’m head over heels. But most importantly, I’ve found myself again. I learned to love myself, be confident, to take risks, make the best of everyday and to embrace my old hobbies and new passions. My heart feels full.


Leo New Moon 🌙
What are you allowing yourself to have?
Me personally:
•I’m recreating my physical health
•Renewing old passions
•Discovering new spiritual levels
•Activating strengths I onces doubted
•Preparing for new life

I encourage all of you to set new intentions under this powerful Moon energy. Your ancestors are always supporting you. And if you know anything about leo energy,
you understand they are self important
so take care of yourself first,
feed your mind body & spirit during this moment!

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