my name is now green beans

Quick update!

It’s been a really busy week at school but here’s a quick update. I’ve been very good at keeping my macros on point. Have been making sure I consume under 20 net carbs per day, but today I had around 28 which is over my limit but still okay. Halo top ice cream was calling my name with monthly visitor and I’m perfectly okay with that. I’m not big on fish at all but today I decided to make some salmon fillets with green beans and it was absolutely delicious! Going to have that for lunch tomorrow, too. Keto pizza is next on the list of things to try. Been to the gym everyday too… except for the day before yesterday. My arms and legs were so sore and needed a recovery day. Today was leg day and I worked these puppies to a pulp 😂 It’s now day 4? or 5? I think of being on keto and I’ve beat the keto flu once again. I feel 10x better than I have been the last couple of weeks while eating a crap ton of delicious but high carb foods. No bloat, even on my period, is an amazing feeling! I’ve got to get to bed but I’ll post more updates soon. Just some random thoughts guys, sorry this is so disorganized. My mind is running a million miles per hour right now! Need some sleep. Going to step on the scale either tomorrow morning or the next day to check if it has moved at all! Pretty sure it has… I can just feel it. #losingitforgood


anonymous asked:

Also, same anon that asked about pairings, but I just read your reply to another ask and I find it your nicknames for the Chrobin and SuzuKamui families absolutely adorable! I ship both a lot, so now I want to call them blueberry and greenbean familes too, hehe. Such cute names. ^^ (P.S. one last thing, I loved reading your thoughts on Maribelle. You have her character spot on, and since I love her so much, it was a super fun read :D As always, thanks for sharing!)

ahhh thank you, anon! (❁´▽`❁)*✲゚*

have blueberry and green bean family to enjoy! <3

Rules: Answer these questions, and tag 20 amazing followers that you would like to get to know better.

Tagged by: @siriusscribbles(thank leo i lov u!

Name: Aemilia

Nickname: There are so many omg. Bee, Honeybee, AnarchBee, Green, Green Bean, Ivy… there a lot more but i’m not going to get into that right now. (like almost all of my friends have different nicknames they call me)

Zodiac sign: Libra

Hogwarts house: Slytherin

Height: 5'7 i think but i haven’t actually checked in over a year.

Orientation: asexual / (demi?)panromantic

Ethnicity: i live in Canada and my european family (scottish/irish/english?) has been here for quite a few generations, i’m also metis and acadian.

Favorite fruit: honestly no idea.. cucumber maybe.. or oranges. strawberries are cool too. so are lemons.

Favorite season: Autumn

Favorite book series: Percy Jackson or the Graceling Trilogy,, OR Virals!

Favorite fictional characters: Katsa, Bitterblue or Saf from the Graceling Trilogy. um. why cant i remember any more.

Favorite scents: basically anything burning lmao. except for hair.

Favorite color: green.

Favorite Animal: i love all animals but i especially love pigeons, cats, wolves.. i,, bees?

Favorite artist/singer/band: i can not choose one… rise against, against me!, anti-flag, dropkick murphys, there’s more that should be here but i’ve got shit memory

Coffee, tea, or hot cocoa?: i like tea but coffee has caffeine lmao also i hate chocolate.

Average sleep hours: honestly it can be anywhere between 0-8 on any given night.

The number of blankets you sleep with: three

Dream trip: road trip in europe? I mean i’d get to go on a road trip, i’d get to go a bunch of places, and likely meet a bunch of my friends.

Last thing I googled: it was the address of the place where i have a job interview tonight.

Blog created: December 2015, (i had another blog before this one though. I changed blogs because there were too many school people following the old one.)

How many blogs do I follow: 668

Number of Followers: 378

What do I usually post about: memes, discourse, politics, band stuff, punk aesthetic.

Do you get asks regularly: only when i start discourse lmao i get anon death threats (but also plenty of lovely supportive friendly people!

Tagging: anyone is welcome to do this but i guess i’ll tag a few friends they can do it if they want. @confront-your-reflection
@common-conflict @kywision @http-slimeangel @toto-africa @proudtobesnowbody @risingpilots and yea (: anyone’s else who wants to!!

20 Questions Tag. Shoutout to @arsene-the-fool for tagging me. Dude has a really cool blog, you should go follow ‘em!

Rules: Answer 20 questions and tag 10 followers

Name: Leo
Nickname: Leo
Zodiac Sign: Cancer
Height: 5′9″
Orientation: Landscape
Nationality: ‘Merica
Favorite Fruit: Apples
Favorite Season: Winter
Favorite Book: The Princess Bride (Also my favorite movie)
Favorite Flower: Allium Gladiator
Favorite Scent: Salt Water, like near the ocean
Favorite Color: Green&Black (especially together)
Favorite Animal: Lions
Coffee, tea, or hot chocolate: Hot cocoa all the way, keep that bitter bean juice and moist leaf water away from me
Cat or Dog: Doggos
Favorite fictional character: Too many to name, but I’ll just say Edward Elric from Fullemtal Alchemist (Brotherhood) for now, so I don’t start listing 500 different characters
Dream Trip: Probably Germany
Number of Followers: 59 very confused people who haven’t learned better yet

I’ll tag up @yumetaros, @imsobadatnicknames, @hoshi-senshi, @autumngravity, @mechanical-space-prince, @friendship-is-magical-overdrive, @diaryofsweber, @phialo,  @oliver-twist-n-shout, & @colonol-gusion


Succulent care day! :) June 30, 2016

Re-potted my panda, burro’s tail and [name i forgot] (top right one in top pic) - since the panda needed a smaller pot, the burro’s tail has spent too much time depending on its bros for support (so it got a big pot to spread out in), and the [name i forgot]  was just lopsided - so now it’s centered again :)

Also added a layer of aquarium gravel to all of em for cuteness. 4 white, 4 green, one neon (for the funky jelly bean), and 1 white with larger white stones (burro’s tail pot).

Plan to re-pot my sieboldii currently in the bbq lid since he’s all alone now and doesn’t need all that space - maybe tomorrow.


Bean Boozled Challenge (Ashton)

Requested by anon - Smoothie Calle he prt 5 where the boys get challenges?

I only did 2 challenges so far with the boys so here are the links to those:

Michael (Saltine Challenge)

Calum (Smoothie Challenge)

“Hello my little toucans!” I’m a little louder then usual but I’m excited to keep my challenges going. “Today’s challenge will be with the one and only Ashton Irwin!” I point over to where Ashton is sitting next to me. “I hope you guys have been following along with the last 2 challenge videos where I beat Michael in the saltine challenge and then Calum in the smoothie challenge.” Before I even ask, Calum takes his hat off and hands it to me. I place the remaining challenges in and Luke reaches up to pick on out.

“Bean Boozled?” he says with question. 

“It’s a jelly bean game” I tell him. I take the box of jelly beans out of the bag next to me and place it on the desk. “Did you decide your forfit?” I ask Ashton.

“Yes I did” he says proudly. “The loser has to call Mark and tell him that they ate 6 bags of chips so they don’t feel like coming to training later.” I give him a look because that’s not to far from what I usually tell Mark. 

“Okay then” I answer. “The rules are that you spin this little spinner and eat a bean of the color it lands on.” I explain. 

“That’s too easy” Ashton says as he squints at me. “What’s the catch and how do I win?”

“The catch is” I say with a finger in the air. “That there is two flavors for every color. One is yummy and the other is super freaking gross.”

“That’s not fair!” Michael argues. “You don’t get affected by gross flavors. This is unfair right out of the gate!”

“Mikey, sweety” I say calmly. “Ashton ate a raw egg last week and scrambled it in his mouth with no problem.” Michael scrunches his lips together and sighs in defeat. “And the way to win” I continue at Ashton “Is to get the least amount of gross ones out of 10, so 5 for each of us.” Ashton nods in agreement then smiles towards the camera while pushing the box towards me. 

“Ladies first” he says.

“Always the gentlemen” I say with my eyebrow cocked and looking at the camera as well. I spin the wheel and watch as it lands on green. As Calum hands me a green jelly bean Luke laughs and tells us what it is. 

“Lime or lawn clippings.”

“Definately lawn clippings. Ugh” I tell the guys and the camera.  Ashton spins now. 

“White with yellow spots.” He tells Calum who hands him the right bean as Luke reads the names.

“Either rotten egg or buttered popcorn.” Ashton holds it in front of his mouth second guessing his decision to play the game. When he throws it in his mouth he smiles at me and puts his hands up triumphantly.

“Popcorn!” he says. I spin again and land on brown.

“Chocolate pudding or canned dog food” Luke tells us with a disgusted voice and when the chocolate comes through, I sigh happily. After Ashton gets another good one (Tutti-fruitti instead of stinky socks) I get worried. I spin again, get black, and groan biting into the licorice. 

“Just as bad as skunk spray” I complain. Luke gives a deep laugh and I look down see what Ashton spun. 

“Peach or vomit” he finally gets out and Ashton almost vomits when he bites down. Michael holds him down so he can’t run to the bathroom and I had him water. 

“Only two more” I encourage him. “Tied at one and one.” My fourth is moldy cheese and I gag slightly but keep myself at bay. Ashton gets the skunk that I avoided before and has to spit it out because he actually came seconds away from throwing up. The last one we ate together and both got blue berries. 

“It’s a tie” Michael announces. “Tie breaker?” 

“NO!” Ashton and I both shout with our eyes nearly bulging out of our heads. The other 3 burst out in laughter and Luke is bending in half because it’s so much. 

“I would rather we both just call Jarv” I admit. “We can tell him we ate 3 of the big bags between the 2 of us.”

“Deal” Ashton agrees. The phone rings 3 times before Mark catches it with a quick.

“What’s up?” 

“Hey dude” Ashton starts. “Listen, Y/N and I were watching a couple shows and one thing led to another and 3 bags of family size chips are gone and we arn’t feeling like going to training today so we decided against it.” There is a long pause. 

“You either get down here for us to do extra burpees for that dumb idea of a good time or I will come do you and you will do extra burpees and 20 extra laps around the hotel.” He says.

“Just a question” Ashton adds in. “Say Y/N ate most of them and I only helped consume the last bag…do I still have to do all the extra work?”

“You have to do more for lying about how much you ate” he says flatly. 

“And if we just lied about the whole thing just to see how you would react?” I ask. 

“Then both of you get extra weights on top of it all.” I groan. “And since I know the other 3 can hear me too, tell them that they have to come today to because they let this happen.” Michael gives us a death glare. 

“I’ll get back at you for this” he tells up. 

“That-a-boy” Mark says.

“Bye Jarv” I say quickly and hang up. “So guys, Ashton got us all in trouble and now we have to work out extra. Everyone tell Ashton thanks in the comments. See you all tomorrow when it’s Lukey’s turnnnnnn.” I switch the camera off and stand  to walk towards Michael. I pull his head down so his head is near my mouth and whisper. 

“Don’t worry babe, I’ll make it up to you with out own workout later.” I walk away with a wink and a shimmy.


I'm always here.

Word count: 911

Request: Yes

Newt the new greenie arrives in the maze and after a week you start to realize he might have depression so you confront him about it. (Sorry this isn’t my best I was struggling a little bit with this one.)


The alarm for the box was going off again. Exactly one month from the last time it went off. Today we get a new greenie. Alby and I along with the other the other 4 gladers head over to the box. I assist Alby in opening the box to find a young boy sitting in the farthest corner curled in a ball. He had shaggy blond hair and seemed to be very tall and lengthy. I could tell he seemed very frighted just by the way he looked up at us. Alby was about to jump into the box to help him but I placed my hand on his chest to stop him. This kid looked scared enough, Alby the big tough guy would only scare him more. So I jump into the box slowly approaching the boy. He turned toward me and became much more relaxed but still grasped his legs. I looked up at the other gladers and gave them a ‘okay I got this get back to work’ look. As they start to disperse I look back at the boy. He had gorgeous bright eyes that just seemed to naturally sparkle. I gave him a reassuring smile. I put my hand out to help him up and he gladly accepted it.

“I’m y/n and welcome to the glade. I get that this all seems like a ‘what the shuck’ kind of moment but you get use to it.” I just laughed and he looked at me like I was insane.


“Anyway what’s your name green bean?” He paused for a moment trying to think.

“N-Newt” he says with an accent. I obviously didn’t realize he had an accent cause he hadn’t said anything till just now.

“Well Newt, welcome to your new home let me show you around.”

****1½ weeks later****

Newt and I had grown fairly close since he’s been here but he was still so quite. He started to get the hang of everything but he spent most of his time sleeping and trying to be alone. The first couple days I understood Newt being awkward, tired, and isolated, everyone’s like that when they first get to the glade, but he’s still acting this way. Something was wrong so I knew I should talk to him. After everyone was done working and heading to dinner I pulled Newt away from the group.

“Hey Newt will you come with me really quick?”

“Uh…sure.” I then walked toward the deadhead with Newt right behind me. We stopped at the edge and I turned to face him, shuck was he cute.

“Newt are you okay? I understand isolating yourself when you first get into the maze, but you’re still isolating yourself and I-I’m just worried about you.” Newt was looking down but he slowly raised his head to look me in the eyes. He didn’t say anything at first he just looked. He let out a breath and lowered his head again.

“I don’t know anymore y/n. I have been just…just sad all the time. I don’t know why I’m here, I can’t remember anything about who I am, and I am beyond scared for what the bloody hell is behind those walls. I just don’t know.”

“Newt it’s okay we are all scared. No one remembers anything either. You’re not alone.”

“That’s the thing y/n. I know I’m not alone but I still feel alone. It’s like I’m trapped inside my own head… and it’s a really scary place.” The way Newt was describing the way he felt it sounded almost like depression. I don’t remember much about depression, all I really know is that it makes people really sad. Seeing Newt so vulnerable was terrible.

“Newt I am always here for you. You know that right?” He didn’t respond he just looked down.

“Newt. Please look at me. I know it’s hard but we will find a way out I promise.”

“I really hope you’re right y/n.” He pause for a moment “I think the worst part is seeing all the gladers with you…” He looked at me nervously and I was completely taken a back by this comment.

“W-what? Why?”

“Because you’re pretty y/n. Did you know that? Anyway… it’s just I don’t know. I think about you a lot and I get jealous which I shouldn’t but I do. So not only am I stuck in the bloody hell hole, the only girl hear doesn’t even notice me.” I was shocked.

“Newt are you kidding me? Trust me I notice you. Your are definitely the most attractive slinthead in this shanking place.” Newt smiled. That was the first time I had ever seen him smile.

“Well that’s good to know I guess. But we are still trapped here and I don’t know if we will ever get out. I feel like a science experiment.”

“Newt. You can’t worry so much, it’s bad for you. Plus if you think negatively then everything will seem negative.”

“You’re right y/n. But sometimes I can’t help it I just always feel like this and I-“ I smashed my lips onto Newts not allowing him to overthink and ramble on. I pull away and look him in the eyes.

“Newt you need to try to not overthink things. Everything will be okay; and I am always here for you if you want to talk just know that.”

He didn’t say anything he just smiled and pulled me into a kiss.