my muse has struck me again

Huge apologies for the silence everyone.
I want to say that I’m still lacking muse for Alba, but at the moment, I’ve been struck by something else along with that and after having a single realization dawn upon me just now, my mood has come down crashing and I’m feeling up to nothing.
I’m really sorry for all those I owe replies and asks, I know I have both things piling up on my inbox and drafts.
Again, sorry - I hope I’ll be back sometime soon.